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Self-reliance is its aversion.
self-reliance naturally opposes dependence on others
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He would utter opinions on all passing affairs, which being seen to be not private, but necessary, would sink like darts into the ear of men, and put them in fear.
words having an impact; hold so much truth / importance that they cannot be ignored
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Lethe
forgetfulness?
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You must court him: he does not court you
chased not the chaser
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Do not think the youth has no force, because he cannot speak to you and me.
don't underestimate the young
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Infancy conforms to nobody: all conform to it
purity; infants not influenced by social norms yet; true to themselves
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must accept
no choice? why must?
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the absolutely trustworthy
who? what?
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Accept the place the divine providence has found for you
follow what has been put in place; destiny
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It is a deliverance which does not deliver
interesting phrase
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The power which resides in him is new in nature
hm what power?
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none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried
don't knock it till you try it
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We but half express ourselves, and are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents.
a lot of us are scared to be unique and scared to be different so we minimize ourselves
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he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion
reminds me of wedding vows
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envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide
basically saying not to diminish yourself by copying others; embrace your uniqueness
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They teach us to abide by our spontaneous impression with good-humored inflexibility then most when the whole cry of voices is on the other side.
be spontaneous, be yourself, be true and ignore the voices saying otherwise
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Yet he dismisses without notice his thought, because it is his.
dismissing own thoughts because we tend to carry the mindset that what we think is "wrong" in a way or not as important as other peoples' thoughts
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To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men, — that is genius.
but not everyone will believe your own thought so how can it be true for all men?
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admonition
warning
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original and not conventional.
new and breaking away from norms?? not as common these days
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Suckle him with the she-wolf’s teat; Wintered with the hawk and fox, Power and speed be hands and feet.
connecting to wild-life and animals way of survival
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Our acts our angels are, or good or ill, Our fatal shadows that walk by us still.”
I think this could mean that whatever we do, good or bad, it will follow us (like shadows) for the rest of our lives
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“Man is his own star; and the soul that can Render an honest and a perfect man, Commands all light, all influence, all fate; Nothing to him falls early or too late.
own guide; self-reliant; in control of your own life and "destiny"
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Ne te quaesiveris
Latin?
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He used to tell his story to every stranger that arrived at Mr. Doolittle’s hotel.
Kinda full of himself not gonna lie but also I can't blame him cause his story is crazy
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without dreading the tyranny of Dame Van Winkle.
Let her rest man
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“I am your father!
Ohhhh IT'S HIS DAUGHTER
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“Oh, she, too, had died but a short time since; she broke a blood-vessel in a fit of passion at a New England peddler.”
Why am I not surprised that this is how she is killed off?
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“Oh, Rip Van Winkle!” exclaimed two or three, “oh, to be sure! that’s Rip Van Winkle yonder, leaning against the tree.”
His son????
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why, he is dead and gone these eighteen years!
Oh wow so its been nearly 2 decades
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“A tory! a tory! a spy! a refugee! hustle him! away with him!”
I get why
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“I am a poor, quiet man, a native of the place, and a loyal subject of the king, God bless him!”
Wow I can't imagine how he feels
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the ruby face of King George, under which he had smoked so many a peaceful pipe; but even this was singularly changed. The red coat was changed for one of blue and buff, a sword was held in the hand instead of a scepter, the head was decorated with a cocked hat, and underneath was painted in large characters, General Washington.
Oh wow so a long time has passed if we've gone from King George to George Washington
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He found the house gone to decay—the roof fallen in, the windows shattered, and the doors off the hinges. A half-starved dog that looked like Wolf was skulking about it. Rip called him by name, but the cur snarled, showed his teeth, and passed on. This was an unkind cut indeed. “My very dog,” sighed Rip, “has forgotten me!”
Oh damn this is kinda sad.
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he found his beard had grown a foot long!
Im still curious as to how long it has been!!! What has happened??
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but none whom he knew,
Uh oh that doesn't seem like a good sign
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but no traces of such opening remained
Oh wow. Has so much time passed that the earth has changed around him or is this something symbolic such as the world or nature unwelcoming him?
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but to his astonishment a mountain stream was now foaming down it
How long was he down and out for?
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As he rose to walk, he found himself stiff in the joints
Relatable. Me in the morning. Although I wonder if this has to do with the mysterious substance he drank?
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but no dog was to be seen.
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Wolf, too, had disappeared
NOOOO NOT WOLF
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what excuse shall I make to Dame Van Winkle?”
I'm surprised he even thought of his wife
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He even ventured, when no eye was fixed upon him, to taste the beverage, which he found had much of the flavor of excellent Hollands. He was naturally a thirsty soul, and was soon tempted to repeat the draught. One taste provoked another; and he repeated his visits to the flagon so often that at length his senses were overpowered, his eyes swam in his head, his head gradually declined, and he fell into a deep sleep.
Why would you drink an unknown substance.....?
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He obeyed with fear and trembling
Run away ?????
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desisted from their play, and stared at him with such fixed, statue-like gaze, and such strange, uncouth countenances, that his heart turned within him, and his knees smote together
Erm that's weird
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vDominie Van Shaick
Still confused on the added 'v'
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Rip and his companion had labored on in silence; for though the former marveled greatly, what could be the object of carrying a keg of liquor up this wild mountain, yet there was something strange and incomprehensible about the unknown that inspired awe and checked familiarity.
If I were Rip I would've been questioning this dude a lot more
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muttering of one of those transient thundershowers which often take place in mountain heights
Foreshadowing?
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Though rather shy and distrustful of this new acquaintance, Rip complied with his usual valacrity
Im surprised he isn't questioning this man more and instead is just helping him despite feeling off about the whole situation
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His dress was of the antique Dutch fashion
Connecting back to the village
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He was surprised to see any human being in this lonely and unfrequented place
But he's there
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Wolf bristled up his back, and giving a low growl, skulked to his master’s side, looking fearfully down into the glen. Rip now felt a vague apprehension stealing over him
Something bad must be coming if the dog is reacting that like.
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he heaved a heavy sigh when he thought of encountering the terrors of Dame Van Winkle.
Very dramatized.
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throw their long blue shadows over the valleys
I like the color descriptors in this story.
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he looked down into a deep mountain glen, wild and lonely,
Wild and lonely could be describing him or the deep mountain glen (probably more so the mountain glen)
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purple cloud
Interesting
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Poor Wolf
The use of "Poor Rip" and then "Poor Wolf" is trying to put them at the same level of "despair" and "suffering"
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was to take gun in hand and stroll away into the woods.
This could go many different ways
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he was observed to smoke his pipe vehemently, and to send forth short, frequent, and angry puffs; but, when pleased, he would inhale the smoke slowly and tranquilly, and emit it in light and placid clouds, and sometimes, taking the pipe from his mouth, and letting the fragrant vapor curl about his nose, would nod his head in approbation.
Very detailed for just describing a simple smoke
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just moving sufficiently to avoid the sun, and keep in the shade of a large tree; so that the neighbors could tell the hour by his movements as accurately as by a sun-dial.
That's a bit goofy
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profound discussions
profound discussions for men but pointless gossip for women?
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talking listlessly over village gossip, or telling endless sleepy stories about nothing.
wow imagine the luxury of just gossiping and not working all day
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and a sharp tongue is the only edged tool that grows keener with constant use.
At this point just get a divorce man
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The moment Wolf entered the house his crest fell, his tail drooped to the ground or curled between his legs, he sneaked about with a gallows air, casting many a sidelong glance at Dame Van Winkle, and at the least flourish of a broomstick or ladle he would fly to the door with yelping precipitation.
He better not be abused what the heck man :(
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but what courage can withstand the ever-enduring and all-besetting terrors of a woman’s tongue?
erm okay...
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He shrugged his shoulders, shook his head, cast up his eyes, but said nothing.
Avoiding issues because he doesn't wanna deal with it. He just wants to do his own thing so why even get married and start a family if you're going to act like this?
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would rather starve on a penny than work for a pound
Also seems selfish because I guess this would work if he was on his own but he has a family, which this is affecting.
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In a word, Rip was ready to attend to anybody’s business but his own; but as to doing family duty, and keeping his farm in order, he found it impossible.
This is interesting because I guess he isn't lazy but he's definitely selfless or self-destructive in a way.
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He would carry a fowling piece on his shoulder for hours together, trudging through woods and swamps, and up hill and down dale, to shoot a few squirrels or wild pigeons.
Not lazy when it comes to his own enjoyments and interests
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was a strong dislike of all kinds of profitable labor
Ah so he's lazy
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Whenever he went dodging about the village, he was surrounded by a troop of them, hanging on his skirts, clambering on his back, and playing a thousand tricks on him
Definitely a romanticized colonist. He is being made out to be the root of everything in the village.
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and not a dog would bark at him throughout the neighborhood
It is known that dog's can sense a bad vs good person.
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I have observed
Who? Someone in the village? Who is the narrator?
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to lay all the blame on Dame Van Winkle
Who is Dame in relation to Rip?
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great favorite among all the goodwives of the village
This is an interesting way to word it hm
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simple, good-natured man; he was, moreover, a kind neighbor and an obedient, henpecked husband
This is like a compliment and insult all in one sentence. Lifting him up by saying he is a good man but then putting him down by calling him basically a lap-dog to his wife.
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vchivalrous
What does the added 'v' mean?
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the good Peter Stuyvesant (may he rest in peace!)
He was liked and respected it seems.
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great age
How old?
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At the foot of these fairy mountains the traveler may have seen the light smoke curling up from a village, whose shingle roofs gleam among the trees, just where the blue tints of the upland melt away into the fresh green of the nearer landscape.
Beautiful imagery
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vbarometers
Typo or is there significance to the 'v' being added to the word barometer?
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magical hues and shapes of these mountains,
Magical or just magical looking mountains...interesting
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swelling up to a noble height, and lording it over the surrounding country.
Hierarchy type language - "noble height" "lording it over the surrounding country". Symbolism or simply just a tall mountain?
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must remember
Why "must"? What significance does the following information hold?
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Affliction I wanted, and affliction I had
Be careful what you wish for
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When I lived in prosperity, having the comforts of the world about me, my relations by me, my heart cheerful, and taking little care for anything, and yet seeing many, whom I preferred before myself, under many trials and afflictions, in sickness, weakness, poverty, losses, crosses, and cares of the world, I should be sometimes jealous least I should have my portion in this life
She took her life before for granted
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my thoughts are upon things past, upon the awful dispensation of the Lord towards us, upon His wonderful power and might, in carrying of us through so many difficulties,
Nightmares caused by God?
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I can remember the time when I used to sleep quietly without workings in my thoughts, whole nights together, but now it is other ways with me.
Nightmares + PTSD?
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“Money answers all things”
Really? This this whole time she's been making me think "God answers all things" with how often she mentions it
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The Indians often said that I should never have her under twenty pounds
Why? What's the reasoning? Why are they putting a price on a child?
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received one of our children, we hastened toward the other.
Im kinda lost now on how many children they have, who's alive, who's not, and why are they having to buy them back? Buy them back from who?
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I was walking through the valley of the shadow of death
Psalm 23 in the Bible: "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
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Here was mercy on both hands.
"mercy on both hands" meaning compassion and kindness given universally to all in any form (I think this is what she means)
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who told us that our son Joseph was come in to Major Waldron’s, and another with him, which was my sister’s son.
Wow the connecting is crazy
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how it was buried by the heathen in the wilderness from among all Christians
Sooo them burying your child for you means nothing because they're not Christians? Wow.
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it suffered with its wounds
Back to using "it"
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In that poor, and distressed, and beggarly condition I was received in
She is really emphasizing what her condition was right now by not only using the word "poor" but "distressed" and "beggarly condition".
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straw to lie on.
Probably better than the sticks she used before.
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So I took my leave of them, and in coming along my heart melted into tears, more than all the while I was with them
Is she happy, sad, both? I assume happy to go home but to be honest she's all over the place so I don't even know anymore
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“Oh give thanks unto the Lord for he is good, for his mercy endureth for ever.”
How about give thanks to those who actually showed compassion and helped you throughout your captivity?
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I told him no: I was not willing to run away, but desired to wait God’s time, that I might go home quietly, and without fear.
So she's not going?
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n my travels an Indian came to me and told me, if I were willing, he and his squaw would run away, and go home along with me.
Why do they want to go with her?
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At first they were all against it
Is "they" the natives?
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But to return again to my going home
Being released or are they just passing by her home? The way she describes events is kind of confusing but maybe that is on purpose?
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Now the heathen begins to think all is their own, and the poor Christians’ hopes to fail (as to man) and now their eyes are more to God, and their hearts sigh heaven-ward; and to say in good earnest,
"heathens" to describe the Natives but "poor" to describe the Christians.....hm
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“The bitterness of Death is past.”
The worst part of facing death is over or the most difficult time has passed.
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(with their black faces)
Why does this matter exactly? This is like when someone mentions a person's race when it's not a detail that is needed.
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But now our perverse and evil carriages in the sight of the Lord, have so offended Him, that instead of turning His hand against them, the Lord feeds and nourishes them up to be a scourge to the whole land.
She is just trying to find answers to everything through the Lord. In her mind these ideas are logical explanations.
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I can but stand in admiration to see the wonderful power of God in providing for such a vast number of our enemies in the wilderness, where there was nothing to be seen, but from hand to mouth.
God does EVERYTHING in her eyes. (Including strategically putting out animals for them to catch and eat?!)
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The chief and commonest food was ground nuts. They eat also nuts and acorns, artichokes, lilly roots, ground beans, and several other weeds and roots,
They are very in tune with nature and what they can and cannot eat in the wild. They are very resourceful.
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Though many times they would eat that, that a hog or a dog would hardly touch; yet by that God strengthened them to be a scourge to His people.
Wow. She is nasty with her words.
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strangely did the Lord provide for them; that I did not see (all the time I was among them) one man, woman, or child, die with hunger.
She is wondering why the Lord is on their side and not on hers
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that that river should be impassable to the English.
I wonder why.
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It is the Lord’s doing, and it should be marvelous in our eyes.
Emphasis on "should be" not "is". She is definitely questioning her faith here
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God seemed to leave his People to themselves, and order all things for His own holy ends.
Questioning her faith and it sounds like she is calling God selfish here
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when our English army was so numerous, and in pursuit of the enemy, and so near as to take several and destroy them, and the enemy in such distress for food that our men might track them by their rooting in the earth for ground nuts, whilst they were flying for their lives.
Emphasis on "our"; she still identifies with the English army, despite all the Natives have done for her and despite their compassion (even though she is held captive), she sees them as the enemy.
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I told them, they had as good knock me in head as starve me to death.
She's getting more bold and snarky with her responses.
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Then I went home to my mistress’s wigwam; and they told me I disgraced my master with begging, and if I did so any more, they would knock me in the head.
She is being greedy and searching for more than she was given (+ more than what she stole from that poor child); ungrateful. I think she also forgets that she is a representation of her master, she can't just do whatever she wants.
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“The things that my soul refused to touch are as my sorrowful meat.” Thus the Lord made that pleasant refreshing, which another time would have been an abomination.
Justifying taking the food from the kid? Damn.
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Then I took it of the child, and eat it myself, and savory it was to my taste.
Wow like taking candy from a child but its worse cause it's food they need to survive.
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then she cut me off a little piece, and gave one of the English children a piece also.
Sharing; kindness
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horses feet
Hooves?
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another wigwam
Easy for her to move around from wigwam to wigwam?
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Then I went into another wigwam, where they were boiling corn and beans, which was a lovely sight to see, but I could not get a taste thereof.
The children captives are being fed better than her.
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there were four English children, captives; and one of them my own sister’s
She found her niece!
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So like were these barbarous creatures to him who was a liar from the beginning.
They haven't always lied to her though. She keeps saying they are lying barbarous creatures but she has been given a good amount of information from them about multiple things
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vanity and lies.
Is she expecting her captors to tell her everything and the truth all the time?
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viz. Thomas Read. They all gathered about the poor man, asking him many questions. I desired also to go and see him; and when I came, he was crying bitterly, supposing they would quickly kill him. Whereupon I asked one of them, whether they intended to kill him; he answered me, they would not. He being a little cheered with that, I asked him about the welfare of my husband.
Do they really learn the names of each of their captives? How does she find out his name? Did she know him before? Why else would she be asking a stranger about her husband?
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But I knew that He laid upon me less than I deserved.
What does she deserve?
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Then also I took my Bible to read, but I found no comfort here neither, which many times I was wont to find.
She has lost hope which I think is leading to her losing faith as well. Or maybe it is similar to "writer's block" but it's like "faith block"? For this period of time right now she's having trouble with it. I'm not sure if that makes sense or not.
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my spirit was now quite ready to sink.
Interesting
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I thought of the English army, and hoped for their coming, and being taken by them, but that failed.
How does she know they would treat her any better?
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I began to think that all my hopes of restoration would come to nothing.
Losing hope but is she losing faith?
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And here I cannot but remember how many times sitting in their wigwams, and musing on things past, I should suddenly leap up and run out, as if I had been at home, forgetting where I was,
Is she losing her mind? Or despite everything has she gotten comfortable and thats why she forgets the reality of it? (this may be a stretch)
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Yet upon this, and the like occasions, I hope it is not too much to say with Job, “Have pity upon me, O ye my Friends, for the Hand of the Lord has touched me.”
Maybe it is too much to say, Mary.
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I removed a stick that kept the heat from me. A squaw moved it down again, at which I looked up, and she threw a handful of ashes in mine eyes. I thought I should have been quite blinded, and have never seen more, but lying down, the water run out of my eyes, and carried the dirt with it, that by the morning I recovered my sight again.
It seems that she doesn't ever think before doing. She does things that convenience her but is she forgetting she is a captive/hostage? She's clearly still thinking she is above the Natives.
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horrible addictedness to lying
Stereotyping? Insulting them because she cannot tell if they are joking or telling the truth?
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He answered me that such a time his master roasted him, and that himself did eat a piece of him, as big as his two fingers, and that he was very good meat. But the Lord upheld my Spirit, under this discouragement; and I considered their horrible addictedness to lying, and that there is not one of them that makes the least conscience of speaking of truth.
Wow I hope it's a lie. I can't imagine being tormented with the idea that your child passed from cannibalism. They are either messing with her or being straight up by telling the truth. Either way it is cruel.
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Here one asked me to make a shirt for her papoose, for which she gave me a mess of broth, which was thickened with meal made of the bark of a tree, and to make it the better, she had put into it about a handful of peas, and a few roasted ground nuts.
Repaid with food for making clothes
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Instead of going toward the Bay, which was that I desired,
Why does she desire the Bay? And why does she think she would even be able to follow her desires?
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that it would be no matter if my head were off too.
Wow
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I went with a good load at my back (for they when they went, though but a little way, would carry all their trumpery with them).
Now she's carrying more. She's very picky and choosy with when she wants to complain / do things
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and through the good providence of God, I had a comfortable lodging that night.
Giving thanks to God again instead of the Natives that showed her compassion
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Friend Indian
Is there significance to the capitalization of "Friend"? What does this phrase mean? I could not find much from my initial google of it.
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Then one of the company drew his sword, and told me he would run me through if I did not go presently. Then was I fain to stoop to this rude fellow, and to go out in the night, I knew not whither.
Is being threatened but only thinks of him as rude and doesn't know whether she should go with him or not.....huh?
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home again
"home"?? Hm...
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they bade me to go out, and lie somewhere else, for they had company (they said)
Back to the vagueness of "they"
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sticks for my own comfort
I wouldn't really consider sticks as a comfort but to each their own.
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but going out to see what I could find, and walking among the trees, I found six acorns, and two chestnuts, which were some refreshment to me.
Instead of waiting for them to feed her she actually is going out on her own this time to scavenge for her own food which is similar to how the Natives gather food.
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But a sore time of trial, I concluded, I had to go through, my master being gone, who seemed to me the best friend that I had of an Indian
She misses her master who she calls her best friend? Interesting.
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As soon as I had the opportunity, I took my Bible
Everything cycles back to the Bible
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I thought I could as well have died as went back
Wishing for death?
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My spirit was, upon this, I confess, very impatient, and almost outrageous.
Mad because someone is too tired to continue? What if she were the one feeling that way? She has zero compassion for them.
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on a sudden my mistress gives out; she would go no further, but turn back again, and said I must go back again with her
They must not have gotten very far if she's wanting to turn back. Wouldn't it just be easier to continue on a bit more and set up camp or something? Is there another reasoning as to why, besides being tired, the mistress wants to stop and go back?
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But the thoughts of my going homeward (for so we bent our course) much cheered my spirit, and made my burden seem light, and almost nothing at all.
Is she going to be released?
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their insolency grew worse and worse.
Interesting word choice and statement. Why is it growing worse and worse?
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I complained
Comfortable enough to complain
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gave me my load
What exactly is this "load"?
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she found me sitting and reading in my Bible; she snatched it hastily out of my hand, and threw it out of doors.
Why???
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This morning I asked my master whether he would sell me to my husband. He answered me “Nux,” which did much rejoice my spirit.
Since she's held captive, why would she think they would say yes to that?
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Sabbath-day-morning
She seems to be keeping track of this day pretty easily
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I thought I should have been blind. I could scarce discern one wigwam from another
huh?
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Hearing that my son was come to this place
Still wondering: physically or in spirit?
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I offered the money to my master, but he bade me keep it
Why? Why is she suddenly gaining some freedom by getting to keep her money earned?
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for which he gave me a shilling
Now she's making money
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There one of them asked me why I wept.
If they didn't care why would they ask? - Compassion from the Natives
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yet could I not shed one tear in their sight;
Why is she now holding back emotions?
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I observed they asked one another questions, and laughed, and rejoiced over their gains and victories. Then my heart began to fail: and I fell aweeping, which was the first time to my remembrance, that I wept before them.
Finally seeing them as human beings?
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my son Joseph unexpectedly came to me.
In death or like physically? How and why do her kids keep popping up everywhere? Once again...I thought they were all dead.
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I must go four or five miles up the river farther northward.
Alone?
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there was a sudden outcry among them
Why?
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On the morrow morning we must go over the river, i.e. Connecticut, to meet with King Philip.
Honestly I'm curious as to how she knows all this. Does she understand the Natives? Are they telling her their plans and routes?
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od did not give them courage or activity to go over after us.
Wouldn't God have protected them if they went after them? Or is that not how it works? I feel like she is just making excuses as to why she hasn't been "saved" yet
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set their wigwams on fire,
Huh why? Significance?
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I told them it was the Sabbath day, and desired them to let me rest, and told them I would do as much more tomorrow; to which they answered me they would break my face.
Why should they care? (as harsh as it sounds)
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it was very hard to get down their filthy trash
Food is food especially when you're in the state she is you would think she would be a little more appreciative of them actually giving her food and not starving her???
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they boiled an old horse’s leg which they had got,
Had got or already had? One of the horses they were maybe traveling with or a wild horse? Also why JUST the leg?
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For they went as if they had gone for their lives
Hm interesting use of "as if"
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their moving at this time was the English army
Nice to finally know why they are traveling.
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“Wait on the Lord, Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine Heart, wait I say on the Lord.”
Someone has the chance to escape and instead of helping she shuns her with Bible verses?
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(all of them children, except one woman)
It seems to always be women and children that are taken captive.
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turn all those curses upon our enemies
Hm..I find this kind of interesting.
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Oh, the hideous insulting and triumphing
With words or just actions? How can she understand them?
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destroyed
Destroyed what exactly?
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viz.
Still confused as to what this means.
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God having taken away this dear child, I went to see my daughter Mary,
Im very confused I thought all her children are dead? Are we going back to when / how they died??
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where I saw the ground was newly digged, and there they told me they had buried it.
Compassion
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it
Went from "she" pronouns to "it"
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but I was sold to him by another Narragansett Indian, who took me when first I came out of the garrison)
So not only have we learned about Natives being slaves but they also partook in slave trading?
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home to my master’s wigwam
Who is her master?
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preserving me in the use of my reason and senses in that distressed time, that I did not use wicked and violent means to end my own miserable life.
God and religion is keeping her from ending her own life.
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my sweet babe like a lamb departed this life on Feb. 18, 1675. It being about six years, and five months old.
"like a lamb" religious imagery referring to either sacrafice, purity, or Christ.
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This was the comfort I had from them, miserable comforters are ye all, as he said.
This might sound harsh but what did she really expect...?
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sometimes one Indian would come and tell me one hour that “your master will knock your child in the head,” and then a second, and then a third, “your master will quickly knock your child in the head.”
Wow...
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having nothing to revive the body,
Mention of not being able to revive again. Dead child?
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but as they carried him, and as he took oaken leaves and laid to his wound, and through the blessing of God he was able to travel again. Then I took oaken leaves and laid to my side, and with the blessing of God it cured me also;
The Natives are being kind but she is giving all her thanks to God instead of them it seems.
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Hearing, I say, that I was in this Indian town, he obtained leave to come and see me.
She is held captive still but can have visitors? I'm confused. Unless he's also held captive?
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I then remembered how careless I had been of God’s holy time; how many Sabbaths I had lost and misspent, and how evilly I had walked in God’s sight; which lay so close unto my spirit, that it was easy for me to see how righteous it was with God to cut off the thread of my life and cast me out of His presence forever. Yet the Lord still showed mercy to me, and upheld me; and as He wounded me with one hand, so he healed me with the other
Blaming her wounds / hurting on disrespecting God?
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pagans
Derogatory
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viz.
Also very confused as to the random shortening of this word...assuming its the word "visiting"??
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