He needs someone to save him from himself so maybe this could mean that he is afraid of who he was or what he can become (his monster). He also wants to be saved from the conflict that he faces, which could come from internal conflict or conflict with the people who think that he's crazy.

The expression "beggars can't be choosey" means that a person who really needs or wants something should be satisfied with what they receive even if it's not exactly what they wanted. So in this line, he is saying that he accepts the fact that what he got is what he has even though the extreme fame that he has wasn't something that he's always wanted.

He's made his point that being called crazy means nothing to him (maybe because he is already aware that he is) and no matter how many people say that he's crazy, he knows that it won't change the fact that he is comfortable with what he's afraid of and what he's struggling with in life.

At this point in the song, he is completely aware that he has mental abnormalities and that a normal person wouldn’t be comfortable with those problems, but he’s fine with those things and accepts the fact that people think that he’s crazy. People also think that he’s crazy for not being happy with the fame that he’s gained since fame and popularity bring power and money, but he’s okay with the fact that people think this way about him.

He is starting to face facts and accept that maybe is is crazy and maybe there's many things wrong with him or the way that he thinks.

Turning straw into gold chump or "spinning Rumpelstiltskin in a haystack" could both represent turning a bad thing or situation into something that you can be proud of.

Russell Wilson being drafted was a set back for him, but he still managed to make the most out of what he had, so maybe this line is a message that a person should take whatever they have and make the most out of it (which is what Eminem's done with his fame).

Russell Wilson is a quarterback who now plays for the Seattle Seahawks after being drafted to different teams many times, so it's possible that Russell Wilson is someone who found motivation in Eminem's songs.

If there is a kid out of many that are going through something similar to the scenario he described ( getting motivation from one of his songs to stand up against someone who put them down, he thinks that its great but that's not his main goal when making music.

There is something that could happen to one kid out of many, which is a rare chance.

Although his songs gave kids motivation to live a life that they want, his intentions were never to save the kids from being in a state of helplessness.

The songs that he did with Dr. Dre gave kids the drive and ambition they needed to stand up for themselves and say something back to the ones that were their bullies or played them.

The kids who were played or bullied that listened to the tracks that he was on with Dr. Dre received something from their music (maybe some sort of feeling like happiness or excitement).

The kids that listened to his tracks with Dr. Dre were given a pumped up, energetic music when they listened to their songs, which gave them motivation to say somethings back in response.

He wants to remind people of the early years of his rapping career when he rapped with Dr. Dre (which might be when he was in his most novice state when it came to being a rapper/producer).

He'll come straight for the MCs (an alternative term for a rapper), so maybe this means he'll come to other rappers for support or advice. The expression "blood get spilled" could mean that vulnerability is shown.

Maybe the expression "drums get killed" refers to people stopping what they're doing to surround Eminem to take pictures and videos.

He has a vision (or a dream) of being able to fit in with a crowd a be treated the same way a normal civilian is. He doesn't want to be treated like he is special in public and wants to be treated like any other person would be.

He knows that people think he's crazy, but he still wants them to listen to this idea or vision that he has (maybe something that he dreams of).

The expression "don't shoot the messenger" means to not be upset with the person that's relaying information, but to be upset with the person that said the information in the first place, so in this line, he's saying that people shouldn't be upset with him for saying what the voices in his head (which could be powered by his fears), people should be upset with the voices themselves.

Since his mental issues are consuming his thoughts and feelings, part of his mental issues are telling him things that he might not actually think or feel.

Maybe his mental issues like his OCD have consumed so much of his mind that he has no other thoughts or feeling yet and is practically in a trance throughout the day (almost as if he's on "airplane mode").

The OCD he faces is bothering him, which must mean that he's aware that something is out of line or should be corrected.

The exact thing that he loves (which could be his ego or the fear of what he was or what he can become) is killing him and is something that consumes his mind and probably takes over his thoughts.

He wants an interventionist to intervene with whatever fear she has, which serves as a cry for help because he knows that these fears are bad for him.

An interventionist is a person who favors government intervention in people's domestic life, so this line can mean that he feels that he needs someone who is in favor of government intervention to intervene with something in his life.

Jeff VanVonderen is an inspirational author and interventionist, so the reference to him in this line could mean that the mind of a person who ponders will eventually stumble upon the words of a person who gives them motivation or changes their viewpoint on life.

He is referring to a person's mind that had wandered to a completely different place because they were pondering on whether or not they should seize the opportunity they have.

The yodeling in this line symbolizes trying to get someone to focus or get their attention (which is one of the reasons why people yodel in the mountains).

He's saying that people who ponder on their goals in life shouldn't ponder at all because it could cause them to lose their minds (because they're wondering about every bad outcome of trying to achieve their goals, most likely).

I think this line is meant as a sign of sarcasm since he says that "pondering'll do you wonders" right after he says to not hesitate on something you want in life, which contradict each other.

Conjuring means to perform something that seems unreal or magical, so maybe he is referring to the lyrics he writes (meaning that he is practically making up lines as he performs) and wonders how he thinks of those lines.

He wants to inspire people to be non-hesitant about seizing an opportunity because (like he says in "Lose Yourself") you might only get once chance.

He wants to advice people who have a goal in life to not hesitate and make the moment count (which can also be a reference to Eminem's song "Lose Yourself", which is about having your moment because you might not get another chance to have this opportunity.

Poet usually write poems that are meant to inspire someone (or to tell some kind of story), so this line signals that he wants to inspire someone with something that he was told in the past.

Since the line is repeated, it could symbolize that being called crazy for being okay with fears means nothing to her because she's been called worse or she's used to being called crazy.

The fact that this line is used right after the line "you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy" could mean that she's used to being called worse than "crazy".

I feel like this transition into the chorus symbolizes that he is in agreement with what Rihanna is saying when she says that she's "friends with the monster that's under her bed".

There are things about his mentality that he doesn't tell people, so because of this, no one knows exactly how bad his mental state is in.

Kool Keith is another rapper who in known for profane and incomprehensible lyrics, so this reference could symbolize that people don't understand Eminem and he thinks that his writing style or mental state is similar to Kool Keith's.

He's becoming restless, maybe because he is working really hard for something and has the ambition to keep going for it.

A shrink in this line could refer to a clinical psychologist or a change from something large to a smaller state. In the context of a psychologist, he's saying that he needs one to help with his mental state and in the context of a shrink in size, the line can symbolize him needing a shrink in the size of his ego.

A used mink refers to an expensive mink fur coat, so him saying that gaining fame was like winning a used mink means that he thinks it's good that he got the recognition, even though it's not exactly what he asked for.

He had to give up some things when he got his fame, but he saw doing that as a good thing and also a bad thing.

By writing some disrespectful lyrics, he finally got the fame he wanted and "hit the lottery" with how lucky he was that people began to notice his music.

Maybe the phrase "abused ink" refers to some of the disrespectful lyrics that he's written in the past, meaning that he wrote those words out of frustration.

Loose leaf refers to a piece of paper that has no set place (like a piece of paper that a person would take random notes on) and Bruce Lee is a well known master at martial arts, so Eminem maybe put this line in the song as a reference to him wanting to become a master lyricist.

Him saying that he "blew" could mean that he purposefully put himself out there to get the fame that he wanted and the more he tried to get that fame, the bigger his ego grew.

He let the fame and acknowledgement get to his head, which caused him to acquire a bigger ego (which is one of the reasons why some people hate Eminem).

Saying that you or another person wants their cake and and eat it too means that they desire two good things at once, so in this context, he wanted to be acknowledged for his talent by many people but he also wanted people to treat him like he wasn't a significant person in society in public, which are two things that no celebrity can have at the same time

Although he was given so much fame for what he's done, he still wanted to be treated like any other person in public.

He only wanted to receive attention for the music he produced and wrote, but Eminem actually got fame from other things such as the movies that he produced and starred in that were created to tell his life story.

He wanted to get acknowledgement from people, but he never wanted to be known by many people for something that he's done.

The person who is trying to save her from her fears and the voices in her head (her mental problems) thinks that she's crazy, maybe because she is refusing the help that she needs. She says the words "you think I'm crazy" twice to possibly emphasize that she is seen as deranged for being okay with these fears and mental struggles. .

Someone in her life believes that she is able to be rescued from her fears and the voices in her head, but she doesn't want them to waste their time and energy doing so.

She's learning to accept the voices in her head, whether the voices are spontaneous or are telling her bad things that she doesn't want to hear.

She's enjoys the company of whatever it is that she's fearing or is trying to get away from. The monster is under her bed, so her fears are with her even at the places she feels the most comfortable at.

A monster is something that someone fears, so the song must be about someone's fears or something that a person desperately wants to avoid.

The line is italicized, so this stanza must be dialogue that she speaks to the community she loves. She is asking them to not be sad, so maybe they're upset because they feels that there's something missing from their experiences as a community.

I feel like this line could symbol her vulnerability and how comfortable she is with the community she lives in. Maybe the "man" that she loves is representative of the country or community that she loves.

The things that she's gathered were all for someone (maybe she purposefully is gathering things that her community needs and is ready to give it to them).

She's gathering things that maybe would make someone happy or maybe things that a person would find as essential, so maybe she's gathering something that a community would want to have.

The repetition of the word "gray" symbolizes something dark and unsettling that is starting to rise.

Maybe this line means that she's halted something in her life that keeps her moving and takes her places.

In this case, the Tenderloin could be a certain place that people like in the community. Since she says that she strolls through it, she must be very familiar with the area and finds comfort in going through it.

Persimmons are a sweet fruit, so she is saying that the fruit is something that is insignificant but enjoyable and is something that she can get from Chinatown, so maybe she feels comfortable there or she just looks forward to the delectables that it has to offer.

She is referring to the small, pleasing things that a day could bring.

She lists things that communities find essential in order to survive and be unique and maybe she wants to make an emphasis that they could've had those things but don't.

The fact that she uses the word "could've" means that it's too late to acquire the things that the community could have had.

Mei Ling is a name that she has been given and goes by.A person crying out her name could be a person who is desperate to tell her something or id begging her for something.

a person would need to change many things about themselves to reach a certain point on this path.

there's a part of this path that even a prophet won't get to, so maybe it's something that no human ever achieves in their life time.

since there are three tiers that the path can be divided into, the paths must symbolize a beginning, middle, and end. she tells the audience to look up, which could mean that she wants them to look up at something good that will come.

a mountain range would be difficult to get through, so maybe she is describing the difficult path that the Asian immigrants had to take .

these three places are popular for Asian immigrants or tourists to go to, so maybe she believes that people from a fallen community in Asia have all came to those three places to seek what they've lost.

she is questioning what community or environment the people originally came from.

maybe the people have changed so much from an unhealthy community that they are far away from who they used to be or who they originally were.

whoever was responsible for taking care of the people has left or refused to do their job of keeping the community alive.

Maybe the community that is being referred to is displacing something that the community needs for strength and/or support.

Another community that doesn't have what it needs to make the community survive will slowly fall apart.

being gentle or soft in a real community won't serve as any protection for anyone.

Oxygen is seen as the main resource that humans need to survive, so in this context, "city's oxygen" is the community's main resource and needs it to survive.

Maybe she is acknowledging someone who cleans up after the community and rids it of things that can destroy the community as a whole.

At night, maybe people find comfort in the silence or the darkness, so maybe the people of Asia are asking for the foundation of their community to not get too comfortable with the way things are because another community can easily come and ruin everything they've worked for.

The people of Asia beg for their community not to fall like other communities have.

The people of Asia pay back those who make the community strong and build it up.

The strong, stable support system that is holding up possibly the entire community in Asia has the power to arrange something that a person desires in life.

A dowager can be defined as a widow or a dignified elderly woman, so the comparison of the bamboo to a thin-hipped dowager can symbolize something (maybe the community in Asia) being supported by something that looks so feeble.

maybe this line portrays that the bamboo is forced deep into the ground, which also supports the foundation of the house and makes the bamboo so strong and stable. Because of this, maybe this line symbolizes someone who has a deep rooted mindset that keeps them strong and stable.

The material used to build the condominiums were strong and could easily support the foundation of the house, so maybe the strong bamboo symbolizes a person in her life who is strong and stable.

A condominium is an urban house that is smaller than a normal house and is conjoined with another. Maybe the condominium she lived in or has seen were made of stiff bamboo.

maybe she is writing this poem dedicated to the urban life style and wants to show her love of the urban way of living through the poem.

She adds even more emphasis on the line "take me home", which makes it very obvious that she is passionate to get to this beginning point. Home is where people feel safe, loved, and comfortable so maybe those are the feelings she has at that beginning point of the cycle.

She repeats the line "take me home" and puts more emphasis on the words this time, so maybe she has a burning desire to go through the cycle that the two constantly go through again.

Since he picked her up from her home at the beginning of the song, that could symbolize the start of their relationship or the start of this never-ending cycle that they're in. She wants him to take her home, so this could mean that she wants to go back to the beginning with him.

She feels the same way he does and finds something about their relationship or about him in general that she likes and lets that be what drives her to come back to him.

From this line, you can tell that he's been thinking about her a lot even though he found another girl to be with and that he found some kind of quality that she has that keeps him coming back to her.

He admits that he's moved on and found some other girl to be with, hinting at the fact that he is open with her. The use of the words "but I" is another symbol of contradictory which could be used as a way to distract her or the audience from the fact that he's been with someone else.

She must have heard this information from someone or a group of people, so this must mean that he has some popularity and people constantly know what he's up to. Also, she repeats the words "some other girl", maybe out of jealousy or to emphasize that he was able to move on while she probably couldn't.

He took her home, which is where their staring point is, so the first part of the line can mean that he is taking her back to the start of the relationship. Him taking off his coat can symbolize that he is preparing to be comfortable and open with her.

It seems like he has many things on his mind since he can't keep his "wild eyes" on the road. The fact that she describes that he has "wild eyes" could mean that he is searching or is frantic/passionate about something.

She focuses on more than just her looks when she's describing herself, so maybe her main focus is really to describe his favorite things about her.

Again she is focusing on his physical appearance, maybe because she wanted to make the point that he has features that she likes about him (possibly one of the reasons why she comes back to him).

She says that they "never go out of style", meaning that they will never stop coming back to each other, no matter how many consequences there are from doing so.

No matter how many times they have a falling out and stop talking to each other, they both know that there is something about the other that they can't resist coming back for.

She's aware that there's something about her physical appearance that he likes, so that could be his reason for talking to her again.

This is obviously another one of Taylor's songs where she focuses on the looks of the man she is singing about, so maybe in this song, she feels that it's worth going through the pain of talking to him again because she likes the way that he looks.

Even though she's aware that good things don't come from talking to him again, she still allows herself to watch the cycle go around and around anyway, almost as if she's okay with going through the heartache because she finds something good that can come from it in the grand scheme of things.

She knows exactly where the two of them talking again will end up turning out and the fact that she ends the line with "but" symbolizes that she's willing to experience that sad ending all over again.

The fact that she is suggesting that it would be out of best interest to tell him to leave symbolizes that she has an idea of how things can go and might be hesitant to bring back old feelings.

The fact that she only repeats this part of that last line could symbolize that she's surprised that she heard from him since that last time they spoke, or she might have wanted to put an emphasis on those three words to let the listener keep n mind that they talked to each other again.

They haven't talked to each other in a while, so maybe the fact that he comes to pick her up despite that fact could mean that he's looking for something (possibly looking to a fresh start with her).

Something fading in can symbolize the passage of time or a person's emotions transitioning into something else, so over time, there could have been something that she began to become aware of.

The drive was long, so it could potentially symbolize their relationship itself; she doesn't know if the relationship will turn out to be great or crash and burn.

Because it's so late at night and it's obviously dark outside, he wanted intimacy and privacy with her. The lack of headlights also symbolizes that he doesn't want anyone else to be aware that he came to get her.

The title could symbolize the "relationship style" that they both have (what they look for in a person, how they tend to treat one another, etc.)

Even though he probably would have to pretend that they'll see each other again in order for him to say that he will, she still wants to hear him say that he'll see her again (she's searching and wants that false hope).

The memories of their relationship (most likely the good ones) will follow him around and will be stuck in his mind until it's been so long that he's forgotten about her (if he ever does).

She can be that he'll keep memories of the experiences he had with her because she believes that those experiences (and she herself) are unforgettable.

Maybe this line can refer to the relationship crashing and burning to the ground.

Before the relationship even ends, she can still predict what will happen and how he'll feel when it's all over.

When the relationship is over, he'll remember how vulnerable they let themselves be when they were alone with each other.

Seeing something in hindsight means to only understand something after it's happened and over with. So when she says that he'll see her in hindsight, she means that after he leaves her, he'll understand how great their relationship was at times.

She shares one last thing that she wants him to do for her as their relationship is ending

Now, the relationship is coming to its end and she is describing what she wants from him after they've shared their last romantic interaction.

She repeats the statement that nothing lasts forever possibly as a way to get a listener to stay focused on the fact that the good things from this relationship are over. The part of the line "but this is getting good now" sounds like a possible turning point in the song as she starts to explain the ending of the relationship.

By now, they must have known each other and/or been together for a long time since his voice has familiarity to it. Maybe the familiarity in his voice brings her happiness or comfort.

Based on this line, I can tell that they trust each other and are comfortable with being vulnerable around each other.

This lie introduces the secrecy and intimacy they had in their relationship.

The repetition of the words "wildest dreams" and the sigh at the end emphasizes the fact that she knows that seeing him again and being happy with him are just in their wildest dreams and are unlikely to happen.

Even if seeing her again is some unrealistic fantasy that he has, she still wants him to maybe "give her false hope" that it can happen. The fact that she sighs and the end of this line can mean that she's already painfully aware that the two of them can never go back to the way they were when they were happy together.

She's most likely aware that there's a possibility that they won't see each other again, but she still wants to hear him say that they will based on the slim chance that it'll happen.

She wants him to remember her face as "the sun goes down"(their relationship falling apart and slowly coming to an end).

Staring at a sunset (watching the sun descend) symbolizes a person watching something in their life end, so maybe she wants him to remember the fact that even though she was aware of the flaws they had, she still stayed with him until the end.

Her condition before he leaves her is that she wants him to tell her that he'll remember how beautiful she looks

She wants to ask him to do one last thing for her before he leaves her and since it's her one condition, she doesn't want to let him go without him promising he'll fulfill her request.

As the relationship is beginning, she can tell that things aren't going to work out (whether it's because he has a bad attitude, she knows that he wants to eventually leave town and she can't go with him, or that there are too many flaws in the beginning for the relationship to last very long).

Now she focuses on the way that he acts towards her and maybe other people too (he could be bad at talking to people, bad at love, bad at communication, etc.). She's saying that he's good at being bad, which could mean that she thinks it's natural for him to be bad so he does it well.

In this line, she focuses on the way that he looks and could have made assumptions about his personality from those things when she first met him.

She was already aware that nothing in life will last forever or nothing in life will always be exactly the same, but she is still sad or emotional about the fact that she has to let him go.

She knows that she won't be able to run away with him and that not even a miracle from heaven can help the unfortunate situation they're in

He wants to leave from the city to get away from the crowds so he can have her without any distraction or people expressing a negative opinion about the two of them

He wants to run away with her, leaving everything behind.

Someone's wildest dream is something that isn't very realistic to happen in their life, but it's something that they long for.

In the end, all of his accomplishments and hard-ships in life eventually paid off and everything good that he's done just perfectly falls into place.

Although he fell hard in life, he still attempts to see if his accomplishments and hard work make it to where he wanted them to and pay off in the end.

People consider life to be a game, so his life that he considers to be one big, coordinated game of sport, of he loves as if it's his responsibility to love his life (like how some Americans feel like they are responsible for loving and respecting America)

The figurative fall that he experienced in life was a hard fall to the ground; a type of fall that's difficult to easily recover from.

His loss of balance in life had caused him to have a fall that was inexplicable (he couldn't explain the reason why he fell to the ground so hard)

Getting over the life obstacle was so difficult that he couldn't save his balance, maybe his balance with the things he has going on in life.

He's attempting to beat this life obstacle alone and feels lots of pressure to not succumb to the obstacle in his way.

Maybe there's one last obstacle in life he has to face and he knows that he has to face it alone, so he's being as careful as he can to get things right.

Now, the hard work that he and his "brother(s)" have gone through was furiously taken away from him and his accomplishments are now "in the air for grabs".

The new obstacle in life that has potential to ruin everything he's worked for comes fast and is difficult to avoid.

Maybe he feels like bad things in life happened to someone who didn't deserve it.

Everything in life is going the way that it should as he and his "brother" get through life's obstacles together until someone or somethings comes out to ruin that.

There's not a single moment where he and who he considers a brother end up letting something good in life slip away or be ruined.

As he lives a good life with the one he considers a brother, there are no slip-ups and the two are perfectly coordinated when dealing with whatever obstacles in life.

The line could mean that he has lived moments in his life with someone he sees as a brother; working together in unison to help each other through obstacles.

Something that happens in tandem refers to two things happening one after the other, so maybe these planned events in life are starting to align and happen one by one.

Maybe having two people aiming for the same goal is something that's supposed to happen in life.

More than one person is probably aiming for the exact same thing in life; the "perfect shot"

The way things happened seem like they have been perfectly orchestrated and everything is going according to plan.

Maybe things in life are going very slowly, or he sees the world in slow motion as he tries to grasp the reality of everything that's happening.

By "letting the play develop in front of him", that could mean that he wants to watch and let his life to play out, or he wants to just watch what he's created in life play out.

Maybe someone is trying to catch sight of something inspiring or amazing in their life.

The line could mean that someone feels like they're stuck in the wrong direction or path in life

Maybe the fact that something in life didn't go as planned was shocking and left him stunned.

This line could mean someone easily getting past an obstacle that was already flawed

The pass was directed towards someone else, so maybe whatever he thought was going to be unexpectedly thrown at him in life was actually directed another way.

Shoveling is a form of throwing or catching a ball, so this line could symbolize someone being prepared for something in life being unexpectedly thrown at them.

Spinning around to throw a strike could be a method used to have better accuracy, so this line could mean that he had to use certain methods to get or do something perfectly.

The "orange leather" was gathered very carefully, so there could be something he was reaching for in his life that he held on to dearly.

Maybe he, at a time, as perfectly grouping something together or planning something.

Maybe something in his life was very coordinated and organized.

To be gangly means to be tall and awkward, so the starting center being described as gangly could refer to the beginning of something being awkward or strange.

The shot didn't exactly make it, so something he tried to do in his life probably just ended up not working

a hook shot is sitting on the rim, so maybe this refers to an idea or something that looked like it was going to be interesting or impressive.

Because he puts this at the beginning of the poem, he might have written the poem based on Dennis Turner or wrote about things that happened in his life.

A person would take a fast break if their super busy and have lots of work to do, so maybe Hirsch wanted to dedicate this poem around that idea.

She wants to warn young women about how difficult it can be to have a stable relationship that will last. She is giving this warning about men who are players but knows that not everyone will listen to her.

I feel like this line fully portrays her central message that men/boys who are players will only get into a relationship if they know it'll be torture for the both of them, maybe because they like to move from relationship to relationship and don't usually commit to one.

She is aware that they both (or only the guy) can end up getting hurt emotionally to the point where the pain acts like a scar, which heals but never fully goes away.

Going through the entire process of a new relationship and experiencing the moments before, during, and after a break up will leave the guy breathless, maybe because she intends to make it worse for him that he'll make it for her.

They might end up taking the relationship too far even when it's obvious that things aren't going to work between them. They might even take arguments and fights that they have too far and could end up seriously hurting one another physically or emotionally.

The two are young and reckless, so she knows that things won't be perfect and/or realistic for them to do in their relationship.This might also signal that they'll be childish and immature.

She sees the guy she's with now as a player, so she thinks that men like him love to put women through torture and pain by being deceiving or heartless.

Because of the rumors about her, people know that she has a tendency to be with men who are players and even though it causes her so much hurt, she loves doing it because it probably brings her happiness temporarily.

She jealousy has led to her becoming evil towards him and although she looks beautiful and innocent, she's harmful and dangerous (like the rose garden filled with thorns)

Even though she's being reckless because of her jealousy, she knows that he can't resist coming back because of how good she was to him.

She let the jealousy she feels get to her so deeply that she is figuratively drunk on it and lets it drive every action she has towards him.

The "oh, my God" is supposed to be the dialogue for the man and the "who is she?" is supposed to be the dialogue for her, so maybe the man thinks that she's overreacting while all she's thinking about is the fact that he is cheating on her.

She'll make him second guess hurting her or even having a relationship with her in the first place, which is probably why she said that her ex-lovers all think she's insane.

A rose garden that is filled with thorns will look pretty and innocent, but will hurt to touch or mess with, which is probably the message she's trying to portray.

She can make things a living hell for him if he hurts her in any kind of way.

The screaming, crying, and perfect storms will be what will make things hard for the guy in the relationship. She'll do all of those things in order to make him understand how he hurt her.

On top of going through the pain of changing who she is, she's willing to make him go through pain also if he deserves it.

She'll change who she is just for him, but she'll only be like that for a month, so she probably thinks that that's how long the relationship will last.

She wants to know exactly what it is that he wants so she can form herself into this perfect woman for him.

She feels so happy in this relationship that she feels like royalty, and she is right by his side like a queen would be to her king.