Consciously I thought my direction was clear: I was being educated. When I had been educated, I would find 4 job and settle down to it, carrying on, in the time that was available before I was married into a new home, Babamukuru’s great work of developing the family. Issues were well defined for me at that time:
I found it confusing how the narrator abruptly shifts between feeling completely secure in Babamukuru's rigid plans and being completely unsettled by Nyasha's restless energy. It makes it hard to pin down whether she genuinely believes in her path or is just suppressing her doubts.