Overview Andreas, age 22, was completing his final year in college and was majoring in computer science. He had worked hard in order to prepare himself for a career in information technology, getting good grades with the hope of landing a job in a top company after graduation. He was the only son of a wealthy family. His father was a well-known lawyer in their average-size hometown and his mother was a cardiologist. Andreas had always received lots of attention from his parents, and they ensured that he got a good education and had everything he wanted. Andreas described his parents as being very strict and critical, requiring that he work hard and receive good grades in order to increase his chances of doing something valuable with his life. What triggered Andreas' s depression was an event that took place at the beginning of the semester. At the end of summer holidays, a renowned multinational information technology company launched a contest inviting all students in their final year of computer science to submit a project on an emerging topic. The prize for this contest was a well-paid 6-month internship with the company, which for Andreas would have been the perfect start to a fabulous career. Twenty internships were awarded among more than 200 students who submitted projects, and Andreas was not among them. This made him feel terrible, especially because he had told his parents about this opportunity because he was confident he would be selected. When he received the news about not having been accepted, he initially did not tell his parents about it or about the fact that he was so depressed, lying to them about not receiving the results each time they asked about it. As a result of being rejected for the award and lying to his parents, Andreas developed strong feelings of shame, guilt, and hopelessness, thinking that he would never be as he had been before. He saw himself as a failure both to himself and to his parents. He had tried to prove his worth by winning the internship, and now that opportunity was gone. Andreas came to therapy after what he described as the worst period of his life in which he felt deeply depressed and experienced suicidal ideation. However, he did not intend to commit suicide and did not make any attempt, stating that he was very afraid of these thoughts. When he came to therapy he had not been to class for more than 3 weeks, and in the previous month he had only gone from time to time in his better moments. In the past 3 weeks, however, the depression had gotten so intense that he barely got out of house. He spent his time sleeping, playing video games, and thinking intensely about his situation and the fact that he would not be able to complete his graduation thesis. In the initial session Andreas was introduced to the CBT model and behavioral activation, and in subsequent sessions he learned how to identify and dispute dysfunctional negative automatic thoughts. After the third session, Andreas started attending classes again and was able to study for winter exams, although he was very stressed about them. He also got up the courage to tell his parents that he had not received the award. He said that they were critical but did not dwell on it. In this fourth session the focus was on his deeper cognitions—the intermediate and core beliefs. I used Andreas' s thought records from the previous week to initiate further exploration of his thoughts using the downward arrow technique to access deeper beliefs. At the end of the session we developed a behavioral experiment to test the functionality of these beliefs. What follows is the transcript of the fourth session.
Both Andreas and Allison received CBT to challenge negative self beliefs, but Andreas’s therapy focused on perfectionism and conditional self-worth after losing an internship, while Allison’s addressed low self esteem and peer bullying. Andreas’s therapist targeted deep core beliefs, whereas Allison’s therapist used simpler thought challenging and behavior practice. Both learned to replace self criticism with healthier thinking and actions.