“I believe I’ll do it.—A man will just rot, here. My house my yard, everything around me, in fact, shows’ that I am becoming one of these cattle—and I used to be thrifty in other times.” He was not more than thirty-five, but he had a worn look that made him seem older.
The Squire is grappling with stagnation and the fear of wasting his potential. He's frustrated and feels like he is trapped in a life that diminishes his energy and ambition.