To imagine our power coming from outside capitalism, from outside patriarchy, we also need to imagine it coming from outside of what currently seems possible
abolitionist thinking
keep a grain of hope for the impossible
To imagine our power coming from outside capitalism, from outside patriarchy, we also need to imagine it coming from outside of what currently seems possible
abolitionist thinking
keep a grain of hope for the impossible
Whenever you encounter a task that weighs heavy upon you, that feels in some way impossible, talk to your bones and ask them for help.
a
psilocybin
hallucinogenic substance
when your brain is unable to process language or visual form
wait this is blobbiness
what we can put into words but we lose meaning when we do because it can't be expressed, we don't have the translation skills to do it
Either way, you will emerge observant and thoughtful and courageous.I believe in you
why am i crying
It requires you to act with bravery to reach a place of quiet beauty.
called it
When you find quiet beauty, bear witness to it
aaaah my heart
Missions depend upon all of your training efforts, and hopefully bring you one step closer to completing your wings. Missions are terrifying and powerful.
doing things you might've been too scared to do before, before realizing you are a brave sparrow
Eventually, the spell always works
wow my heart
You will quickly realize that most ingredients do not want to do harm
might start doing this to calm down when i want to harm someone
my friends the ingredients do now wish to harm, and so i can't make them
It’s important that your magic never be contingent on the will and whim of another.
feels now like allowing yourself to be happy without needing someone else
be still, kiss your own wrists, else
you have to feel the gratitude, actually sounds really nice
Once you’ve succeeded at Secret Beauty, you are ready to try new spells
lemme guess secret beauty isn't meant to work
If the game feels weird or uncomfortable, first be still. Think about that feeling; hold on to it. Perhaps the feeling will pass over and through you and you can continue
so you shouldn't do it if you feel you don't want to do it, but if you do feel you don't want to do it, think about it until you want to do it
v circular
Try licking your lips as a teenage girl might. Try licking your lips as a witch might
why licking lips?
That something is a fiction doesn’t make it any less real.
very dantian
indicatesthepresenceofanabsence(theFreudianlogicofthefetish)
want mommy milky nockers ==> didn't have mommy in youth?
hus,Freudarguesthatthereisaneedforcivilizationandsocialordertorepresstheseinstincts
so it is our duty to suppress satisfaction?
Thisiswhytheego,one’sconscioussenseofself—whatyoupresumetobeself-evident and noncontradictory—is, in fact, a fiction
also agrees with lacan's theory of the ego being an illusion
language
maybe lacan started here with his diversion from freud as to the conscious as language
tisofcourseonlyassomethingconsciousthatweknowit,afterithasundergonetransformationortranslationintosomething consciou
can't know what the unconscious is because we'd only know it in terms of the conscious
metapsychology
psychology of the culture around the people?
histhesisthatdreamsmustpossessanunderlyinglogicdiscerniblethroughamethodofpsychoanalyticinterpretation,remainsacenterpieceofWesternculturaldiscourse.
however also just present in older superstitious cultures
hysteria
not the kind of hysteria about women?
proleptic
foreshadowing or anticipation of
“Symbolsinfactenvelopthelifeofmanwithanetworksototalthattheyjointogetherthosewhoaregoingtoengenderhim‘bybone and flesh’ before he comes into the world”
wat
birthintolanguageisbirthintosubjectivity
one learns to be a subject and to be subject of things once you learn language?
eNon-du-Père(“theNooftheFather”),thussignifyingGodlike authority and prohibition
so since the mom is with the child first and is the first to have separation from the child, the dad becomes the godlike figure that is subjective and of authority?
the“unconsciousisstructuredlikealanguage.”
his main assertation
attendedbymanyinfluentialintellectuals
so maybe not actually that bad?
HisrelationshipwithmainstreampsychoanalysisinEuropewastense,andheresignedfromtheSociétépsychoanalytiquedeParisin1953—thesameyearhegavehisfamouslecture“TheFunctionandtheFieldofSpeechandLanguage”attheInternationalPsychoanalyticAssociationinRome(alsoreferredtoas“TheRomeDiscourse”).
oh boy was this because of some revolutionary thing where others of his time didn't agree or was he just that not reliable? if the latter, yikes
may either see through such relations or reread intended ones in subversive ways.
hell yeah queer reading
But it does nor suggest, as do many movies in the Tecent “rape revenge” genre, that women who fight back against such abuse will achieve psychological satisfaction or be backed by a powerful judicial system.°
because that's not what would happen in this patriarchal world
hermeneutic
concerning interpretation, especially of the Bible or literary texts.
Despite all this, there has been some feminist work on horror, and I believe there is room for more. In the first part of this paper I shall survey and criticize currently dominant psychodynamic feminist approaches to horror. In the second part, I propose an alternative framework for constructing feminist interpretations of horror films by critically interrogating their gender ideologies. My proposal focuses less on the Psy: chology of viewers than on the nature of films as artifacts with particular structures and functions. In the third part I illustrate my recommended framework by sketching readings of Jurassic Park (Spielberg 1993), The Fly (Cronenberg 1986), and Repul- sion (Polanski 1965).
here be outline