To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heartBut it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore
at the end of it all she is accepting that she has lost the relationship. Done trying to reach out
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heartBut it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore
at the end of it all she is accepting that she has lost the relationship. Done trying to reach out
It's no secret that the both of us are running out of time
running out of time to do the stuff that they want
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened?
asking if the person accomplish anything when they left the town
I hope that you're well
hoping the best
It's so typical of me to talk about myself
get lost in her thoughts and doesn't take the time to listen to the other person
Hello, how are you?
repetition
it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore
doesn't hurt the person anymore so it doesn't matter what she says
At least I can say that I've tried
trying to reach out and trying to say sorry; only person who is trying to connect
But when I call, you never seem to be home
the person is avoiding her calls
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
feels like everything she done is her fault and she is taking all the blame
I must've called a thousand times
she tried to the other person and they didnt answer
other side
other side of the phone
And a million miles
live a long distance away
There's such a difference between us
have nothing in common
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet
forgot how it was to be free an young when reality struck
free
free to do whatever and not worry about what going on
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
flashback; going back in time
can you hear me?
asking the person she talking to if they are listening to her rant
Hello
repeating
But I ain't done much healing
during the period of time she didn't heal
time's supposed to heal ya
rough past and over time its supposed to feel better
To go over everything
a lot has a pass since the last time they seen each other and wanted to talk about everything that happen
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
meet after not seeing each other for a long time; trying to reach out to someone
Hello, it's me
Haven't seen that person in a long time and surprising them
I call for you
calling for help; feel for me
in the chalk and choke.
deprivation
many many mornings-after;
wants to keep continuing on with this every morning
cultivation of strength to heal and enhance
improving the strength to heal and enhance; to get stronger
what wants to crumble you down, to sickenyou.
wants you to fail and feel disgusted
long blows that you want to give and blows you are going to get.
wants something really bad but ending up getting something that you don't really want
Over
capitalization
particular silences.
certain kind of silence; specific silence
vertigo
sensation of whirling and a loss of balance
'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream
looks can be deceiving, she using all her charm to trick them
But you'll come back each time you leave
she been through this bunch of times and know that they are going to come back to her over and over again
Keep you second guessing
keeping him on his toes; doesn't know what she will do next
Screaming, crying, perfect storms
negative connotations but at the end it saying how perfect the storm are so it goes into a positive connotation
blank space, babyAnd I'll write your name
she has room for him to be on the ex-lovers list
We'll take this way too fa
they are having fun and just living in the moment they are also taking it to another level. Of hurting each other in the process
Cause we're young and we're reckless
since they are young they are just living in the moment, having fun
I love the players
loves the bad guys; the players
If the high was worth the pain
was having all this fun worth suffering at the end of it all
So it's gonna be foreverOr it's gonna go down in flames
asking whether is it going to last forever and be a good relationship or is it going to be a bad relationship like her other ones and be toxic
I can make the bad guys good for a weekend
she wants to take the bad guys into good guy; feels the need to change them
I'm dying to see how this one end
she already knows how the guy is and she is dying to see how this relationship is going to end. She thinking whether it is going to end like her other relationship
rumors fly
rumors can get in the air easily and travel around
I can read you like a magazine
easy to figure out
Love's a game,
messing with each other feelings
You look like my next mistake
already tell what she is getting into; she knows that this relationship won't work out.
thought"Oh, my God,
Pause in between; there is no punctuation
sin
moral act; bad for your soul
Magic, madness, heaven,
positive and negative connotations
until
tension is still building up; pause and waiting for something big
gently
basketball is a fast sport and the word gently used in the line is giving a soft and slow action
his jump perfectly,
tension is building; paused in between
stunned
surprised; shock
explodes
action; fast reaction
floating perfectly through the net
the ball was given a lot of air time so it can go inside te net perfectly
lay-up,
basketball terms
orange blur
referring to the basketball; ball is moving fast
man letting the play develop in front of him in slow motion
imagining the play in his head and him trying to process the play