, a form of secondary colonialism in that the narrative of yoga
'narrative'-- this seems to me as 'own interpretation of yoga' instead of trying to change it's roots per say
, a form of secondary colonialism in that the narrative of yoga
'narrative'-- this seems to me as 'own interpretation of yoga' instead of trying to change it's roots per say
she was not aware of the historical significance her words carried, nor did she transfer contextual knowledge to the students in my class.
Adapting another 'cultures' exercises even though there is no knowledge of it--colonialism
who do not have privilege in sex, but in race
If women aren't respected for being women, how can they be respected by race?
allowed to coexist with patriarchy in relative peace
ALLOWED
differences be noticed and acknowledged.
The problem nowadays women don't respect other women for being different, they want them to be the same.
Men do not pay to see a tri-boobed lady to hear her talk. They pay to look
feminism.
At first, I questioned why there were four insults and then “feminist.” Then I thought about it for a day and a half and I gathered that the label isn’t the insult on that one, it’s the representation.
feminism is used to insult nowadays
The uncanny gives people a sense of anxiety because they are in a situation that has changed and they are unsure of how or why those things changed.
defining anxiety-- does it depend on the personal? At a personal level?
There is no one clear definition to describe the uncanny. It is a feeling that you have when something familiar becomes unfamiliar, or you feel you know something, yet it has become strange to you.
Like Deja Vu
There is no direct link between losing an eye to the Sand-Man and being castrated except for a shared anxiety of losing a precious organ.
"shared anxiety"-- isn't that the biggest part of what Freud is studying. The mind not the body.
His father was not killed by the Sand-Man’s explosion, but he still believes that there is a connection between the two of them.
Superstition? We believe in things even though some part of our mind tells us not to
of dolls, and how without social media and TV/Movies that dolls would be less uncanny
an outside source-- societal influence
Some of them told me he was dead, and they had killed him; some said he was married again, and that the Governor wished him to marry; and told him he should have his choice, and that all persuaded I was dead. So like were these barbarous creatures to him who was a liar from the beginning.
Trying to keep the captives scared and under their power even though they really aren't killing them
at last an old Indian bade me to come to him, and his squaw gave me some ground nuts; she gave me also something to lay under my head, and a good fire we had; and through the good providence of God, I had a comfortable lodging that night.
she is thanking god instead of the indian who took her in. Idiotic.
Which stilled my spirit for the present.
her only comfort is looking to the bible at this point.
I complained it was too heavy, whereupon she gave me a slap in the face, and bade me go;
Her mistress understands that they have to do what they have to do to survive and complaining doesn't help
My mistress,
not a slave if you have your mistress with you
Then my heart began to fail: and I fell aweeping, which was the first time to my remembrance, that I wept before them.
more emotion
The first week of my being among them I hardly ate any thing; the second week I found my stomach grow very faint for want of something; and yet it was very hard to get down their filthy trash; but the third week, though I could think how formerly my stomach would turn against this or that, and I could starve and die before I could eat such things, yet they were sweet and savory to my taste.
taste buds changing with starvation
About two hours in the night, my sweet babe like a lamb departed this life on Feb. 18, 1675. It being about six years, and five months old
Now she has nothing but her religion to get her through this captivity. We never knew how the baby got sick?
it was easy for me to see how righteous it was with God to cut off the thread of my life and cast me out of His presence forever. Yet the Lord still showed mercy to me, and upheld me; and as He wounded me with one hand, so he healed me with the other.
making terms with why she was there and why god did this to her.
Oh the number of pagans (now merciless enemies) that there came about me, that I may say as David, “I had fainted, unless I had believed, etc” (Psalm 27.13)
confirms Christian beliefs
But the Lord renewed my strength still, and carried me along, that I might see more of His power; yea, so much that I could never have thought of, had I not experienced it.
she's a christian-- the indians have her captive.
One of the Indians carried my poor wounded babe upon a horse; it went moaning all along, “I shall die, I shall die.” I went on foot after it, with sorrow that cannot be expressed.
She is a captive only left with one of her children?
Oh the roaring, and singing and dancing, and yelling of those black creatures in the night, which made the place a lively resemblance of hell.
black creatures?
“What, will you love English men still?”
Is she staying at the English men's house?
"This big Snake used to crawl up a high hill and watch the Moon in the sky. He was in love with her, and she knew it; but she paid no attention to him. She liked his looks, for his clothes were fine, and he was always slick and smooth. This went on for a long time, but she never talked to him at all. The Snake thought maybe the hill wasn't high enough, so he found a higher one, and watched the Moon pass, from the top. Every night he climbed this high hill and motioned to her. She began to pay more attention to the big Snake, and one morning early, she loafed at her work a little, and spoke to him. He was flattered, and so was she, because he said many nice things to her, but she went on to the Sun's lodge, and left the Snake.
referring to love--wanting someone in a human way
"He crossed the gulch and crept carefully toward the smoke.
smoke.. going to it
Night-hawk, and he told the Old-man that he would help him all he could; so he flew away up in the air -- so far that he looked like a black speck. Then he came down straight and struck that rock an awful blow -- 'swow!' -- and broke it in two pieces. Indeed he did. The blow was so great that it spoiled the Night-hawk's bill, forever -- made it queer in shape, and jammed his head, so that it is queer, too. But he broke the rock, and Old-man stood upon his feet.
even though the old man is terrible to the animals they still help him since he gave them life
"'Now I have you!' cried the stone -- 'now I'll kill you, too! Now I will teach you to give presents and then take them away,' and the stone rolled right on top of Old-man, and sat on his back.
lesson
Then I will go back to the men and settle the trouble by telling them the truth. Stand still and let me feel your sides -- quick, lest the fight begin while I am away.'
Manipulation
the hunter who kills more than he needs is wicked.
lesson
You know who I am, young-woman, I am what talks inside a person.'
soul/ god?
fire smoking his pipe.
Again w/ the smoking
Bad deeds bring bad dreams to us all.
another lesson
"Every night when the Sun went to sleep in his lodge away in the west, he used the leggings for a pillow, because there was a thief in the world, even then. That thief and rascal was Old-man,
The old man created the world but was making it hard for everyone to live in it
In a lodge of the Blackfeet the pipe must never be passed across the doorway.
another symbol of smoking
"'Smoke,' said Old-man, and passed the pipe to his visitor.
another sign of smoking
"'What is the matter? Why do you sing that song? I never heard a man sing it before. What is it you want of me?'
repetition
"'Listen, brothers -- what is mine to keep is mine to give away. I am too small to be your chief and I know it. I am not warlike. I want to live in peace with my wife and family. I know nothing of war. I get my living easily. I don't like to have enemies. I am going to give my right to be chief to the man that Old-man has made like himself.'
how humans came to ruling over animals
"'Now, you see,' said Old-man, 'that this is not so easy as it looks, but I am going to teach you all to play the game; and when you have all learned it, you must play it until you find out who is the cleverest at the playing. Whoever that is, he shall be chief under me, forever.'
politics-- a game that you have to figure out
gambling song
same song every time
Even small people can be good friends, you know -- remember that."
another lesson
'Now I shall make a man and a woman, for I am lonesome living with you people. He took two or three handfuls of mud from the world he had made, and moulded both a man and a woman
the beginning of the creation of humans?
"Old-man then dried the dirt in his hands, rubbing it slowly and singing a queer song. Finally it was dry; then he settled the hand that held the dirt in the water slowly, until the water touched the dirt. The dry dirt began to whirl about and then Old-man blew upon it. Hard he blew and waved his hands, and the dirt began to grow in size right before their eyes. Old-man kept blowing and waving his hands until the dirt became real land, and the trees began to grow. So large it grew that none could see across it.
Earth-- land
"Down went the Spotted Loon, and long he stayed beneath the water. All waited and watched, and longed for good luck, but when he came to the top he was dead. Everybody groaned -- all felt badly, I can tell you, as Old-man laid the dead Loon on the logs. The Loon's wife was crying, but Old-man told her to shut up and she did.
not much compassion
as the raft bumped against great trees rising from the earth that they were leaving forever.
is the raft land? land that was created? country?
"Old-man smoked a long time -- smoked and thought hard
'smoked and thought hard'
He said he could live in the water longer than most people,
Animals considered themselves 'people.'
fear had made them all friends.
**
"Curlew did his best but finally said: 'I'll go and try to find somebody else to help you. I guess I am too small and weak. I shall come back to you.' He was standing close to Old-man when he spoke, and Old-man reached out and grabbed the Curlew by the bill. Curlew began to scream -- oh, my -- oh, my -- oh, my -- as you still hear them in the air when it is morning. Old-man hung onto the bill and finally pulled it out long and slim, and bent it downward, as it is to-day. Then he let go and laughed at the Curlew.
how curlews bills curl
"Coyote said: 'Keep still, you big baby. Quit kicking about so. You are splashing mud in my eyes. How can I see with my eyes full of mud? Tell me that. I am going to try to help you out of your trouble.' He tried but Old-man insulted Coyote. and called him a name that is not good, so the Coyote said, 'Well, stay there,' and went away.
"knife in back"
"'Ho!' said Old-man, 'stand back! I'll show you what a runner I am.'
Napa never listens and always does the opposite of what the animals want
No! -- No! -- you will shake the ground. You are too heavy, and the rock may fall and kill you. My people are light of foot and fast. We are having a good time, but if you should try to do as we are doing you might get hurt, and that would spoil our fun.'
Old man- always spoiling fun and every animal knows it
but first I must smoke."
the man is always smoking--- hidden sign/meaning?
"Old-man heard him and -- Ho! but he was angry. He looked about to see who was laughing at him and that made Kingfisher laugh again, longer and louder than before. This time Old-man saw him and SWOW! he threw his war-club at Kingfisher; tried to kill the bird for laughing. Kingfisher ducked so quickly that Old-man's club just grazed the feathers on his head, making them stand up straight. "'There,' said Old-man, 'I'll teach you to laugh at me when I'm sad. Your feathers are standing up on the top of your head now and they will stay that way, too. As long as you live you must wear a head-dress, to pay for your laughing, and all your children must do the same. "This was long, long ago, but the Kingfishers have not forgotten, and they all wear war-bonnets, and always will as long as there are Kingfishers.
war- bonnet to hide what the old-man (napa) did to him
You see, Kingfisher can't fish through the ice and he knows it, too; so he always finds places like the one Old-man found. He was there that day, sitting on the limb of a birch-tree, watching for fishes, and when Old-man came near to Kingfisher's tree, crying like an old woman, it tickled the Fisher so much that he laughed that queer, chattering laugh.
ice-fishing
"How -- how!" greeted War Eagle, making the sign for me to be seated near him, as I entered his lodge. Then he passed me his pipe and together we smoked until the children came.
Every short story starts with the same thing- the man telling the children old stories of how animals came to be via Napa.
The loon cried out, 'He's killing us -- let us fly,' and they did that. There was a great squawking and quacking and fluttering as the Duck-people escaped from the lodge. Ho! but Old-man was angry, and he kicked the back of the loon-duck, and that is why his feet turn from his body when he walks or tries to stand. Yes, that is why he is a cripple to-day.
how ducks walk awkwardly-- from Napa kicking the duck
Then the teal and the wood-duck (it took a long time to paint the wood-duck) and the spoonbill and the blue-bill and the canvasback and the goose and the brant and the loon -
different ducks/loons= different colors. especially female vs. male
"'Well,' replied the mallard drake, 'paint my head green, and put a white circle around my throat, like a necklace. Besides that, I want a brown breast and yellow legs: but I don't want my wife painted that way.'
colors of the duck
but Old-man sang so sweetly that pretty soon they waddled up to the lodge and went inside.
Napa- another form of his bribery/manipulation.
So the loon called to Old-man and said they wouldn't help him at all.
Napa brings trouble
"The Duck-people are travelling to-night just as they have done since the world was young.
Duck-people: native americans saw animals as equals?
"Now you know why the Chipmunk's back is striped, and why the fawn and elk-calf wear their pretty clothes.
striped/clothes
'Well, I have made it from the skins of your children, and then painted it to look like the Chipmunk's back, for I like the looks of that Person's clothes. I shall need many more of these robes during my life; and every time I make one, I don't want to have to spend my time painting it; so from now on and forever your children shall be born in spotted clothes.
Napa is inhuman and the bad sickness was actually a person?
"After the Chipmunk had looked at himself, and thanked Old-man for his new clothes, he wanted to know how he could make his living, and Old-man told him what to eat, and said he must cache the pine-nuts when the leaves turned yellow, so he would not have to work in the winter time.
why into an animal?
"'Good,' said the Person, 'I will do it; you must kill the fawns of the deer and the calves of the elk when they first begin to live. When you have killed enough of them you must make a robe of their skins. Whenever you wear that robe and sing -- "now you sicken, now you sicken," the sickness will come -- that is all there is to it. '
sickness meaning badness? having more power at war
" 'If you will tell me how to make Bad Sickness I will make you small and handsome. When you are big, as you now are, it is very hard to make a living; but when you are small, little food will make you fat. Your living will be easy because I will make your food grow everywhere.'
bribery
His head was large and fierce-looking, and his eyes were small and wicked. His great body was larger than that of a buffalo-bull and covered with scars of many battles.
not human
ut he got so wicked that Manitou grew angry at him, and one day in the month of roses, he built a lodge for Old-man and told him that he must stay in it forever. Of course he had to do that, and nobody knows where the lodge was built, nor in what country, but that is why we never see him as our grandfathers did,long, long ago.
keep him away even though he created it all?
"'Yes,' answered the man. 'This whole day long we have fought to kill a Person, but we have all been killed, I am afraid.'
'person'? one person and many have been killed?
He made this world, and all that is on it.
There 'god'? - Napa
he is a strange mixture of the fallible human and the powerful under-god.
Napa- he isn't feared by the Indians.
the folk-stories of our ancestors show many evidences of distortion and of change in material particulars
"distortion" can 'destruction' be the same in this case?