this whole story just changed. It went from being an obnoxious spoiled girl, to like this girl who no longer knows herself. Honestly feel sorry for her. there was a reason why she does not trust men. the way Jean played with her feelings and all, was just wrong. he didn't have to make her feel so low. but on the other hand, Julie is ummm mood swinger. like for example, just a page ago, she was begging Jean for help, telling him she will do anything, telling him to come with him, but on the other hand she says she doesn't trust ( well I don't think Jean is to be trusted either) but it's like she does not know what to do with her life anymore. you know that dream she metioned about being on a hill, she needs to come down, but she does want, I felt like at this point of the reading, her dream did come true, because she went like from this royal rich girl, to like a servant her self, begging for a servant to save her life ( If I'm not misunderstanding the reading).