This occurrence took place very soon after I went to live with my old master, and under the following circumstances. Aunt Hester went out one night,--where or for what I do not know,--and happened to be absent when my master desired her presence. He had ordered her not to go out evenings, and warned her that she must never let him catch her in company with a young man, who was paying attention to her, Page 7 belonging to Colonel Lloyd. The young man's name was Ned Roberts, generally called Lloyd's Ned. Why master was so careful of her, may be safely left to conjecture. She was a woman of noble form, and of graceful proportions, having very few equals, and fewer superiors, in personal appearance, among the colored or white women of our neighborhood.
This Narrative is about Fredrick Douglas but I couldn't let this thought go. Unless I am misunderstanding, it seems his Aunt was not allowed to go out in the evenings so she could be available when her master wanted to rape her. Additionally, she was also not allowed to be in the presence of a man paying attention to her, so it would seem the only sex her master wanted her to have was that when he raped her. It is so barbaric and horrible that she was brutally whipped for not being available for her master to rape her, for being with someone that payed her attention. It is horrible that she was whipped but it seemed still subsequently raped on future evenings. I can't begin to image how some of the women in slavery felt and coped knowing that rape was just a fact of life, that after working all day they would be made the sexually gratify the person controlling their awful condition, and that someone else could seek to obtain control over their sex and reproduction in such a malicious way. It seemed that sex was very much allowed to be a power oriented activity, like the sex was a way for the slave masters to literally get off on their own sense of power. I think that Fredrick Douglas realized this at his young age when he witnessed the encounter, making the situation even more difficult for him to process.