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I don’t like to look out of the windows even—there are so many of those creeping women
There’s more than one?
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It does not do to trust people too much.
Neither do I
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It is the same woman, I know, for she is always creeping, and most women do not creep by daylight
Is she a real woman?
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Then in the very bright spots she keeps still, and in the very shady spots she just takes hold of the bars and shakes them hard
Is this comparable to her being more saint in the night time than the day time?
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it makes me dizzy
Or crazy
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In the daytime it is tiresome and perplexing
Is she too stimulated?
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asked me why I should frighten her so
Jennie doesn’t want her reading or writing either?
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He seems very queer sometimes
Queer in what sense?
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the woman
The woman behind it? Herself?
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Really, dear, you are better!”
I don’t know who to believe
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because he is so wise, and because he loves me so
Does he really?
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the baby is well and happy
They have a baby together?
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And I know John would think it absurd. But I must say what I feel and think in some way—it is such a relief
This is her only way to let things out
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debased Romanesque” with delirium tremens
???
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It is as good as gymnastics, I assure you
Not sure what she means
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Weir Mitchell
Where/what is that?
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I must not let her find me writing
Why not?
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Then the floor is scratched and gouged and splintered, the plaster itself is dug out here and there, and this great heavy bed, which is all we found in the room, looks as if it had been through the wars.
Why has no one taken care of it?
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children have made here
Children from previous tenants? What happened to them?
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I never saw so much expression in an inanimate thing before, and we all know how much expression they have!
She could be referring to herself too
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So I try
John is being a killjoy
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It does weigh on me so not to do my duty in any way
That’s how I feel when I am nervous
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I am glad my case is not serious
Maybe they should separate if they can’t stand each other?
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they suddenly commit suicide
Such a strong example
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Your exercise depends on your strength, my dear
Wouldn’t us be crazy if she was a patient in a mental hospital and made herself believe that John is her husband?
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and that makes me very tired
She’s exhausted from trying to fix herself
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draught
Gaslighting?
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I believe, something about the heirs and co-heirs
Someone is trying to inherit it?
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for there are hedges and walls and gates that lock, and lots of separate little houses for the gardeners and people
Sounds beautiful!
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So I will let it alone and talk about the house
She is trying to refocus herself and take John’s advice
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John says the very worst thing I can do is to think about my condition
How can you fix it if you don’t talk about it?
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my condition
Is depression her condition? What exactly is it?
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having to be so sly about it,
Writing is more than a hobby, maybe a secret obsession or indulgence
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am absolutely forbidden to “work” until I am well again
How would they determine this?
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that there is really nothing the matter with one but temporary nervous depression
Is he gaslighting her or does she really need help? An internal struggle for sure
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he does not believe I am sick!
Maybe this is also why she doesn’t believe fate is on her side (as said earlier).
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but this is dead paper and a great relief to my mind
This person finds comfort in writing or journaling
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He has no patience with faith, an intense horror of superstition, and he scoffs openly at any talk of things not to be felt and seen and put down in figures
Could you consider John a “doubting Thomas?” He doesn’t believe it unless he sees it
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marriage
Someone in a marriage is narrating this
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Else, why should it be let so cheaply? And why have stood so long untenanted?
They are questioning why no one would want this place
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queer
Queer meaning happy? As a synonym to gay?
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but that would be asking too much of fate
They don’t believe fate is on their side
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ancestral halls
Maybe something like a vacation home?
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