I hate transitions. I’m terrible at them, and I do it to myself all the time
I also find myself often in this crossroad between having a hard time with transitions but constantly seeking them out because of the excitement and optimism around them. It also reminds me of airports, I love the airport/flights, being on the edge of a transition but having this time (once you have crossed security and checked in) where you literally have nothing to do but wait and reflect.