I felt on the verge of talking to her about things I hadn't talked about before. I'd written about them. Sometimes I write to keep from going crazy There's a world of things I don't feel free to talk to anyone about.
Right here, we see a step in her character development. It shows that she hasn't really opened up to anyone else before and that she is contemplating whether to open up or not. The only person shes been honest with really is only herself.
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what even? highlighting can be very furstrating but tried to highlight and annotate when lauren talks about her hyperempathy. It sounds like it would take a toll on anyone. must suck.
Some say God is a spirit, a force, an ultimate reality. Ask seven people what all of that means and you'll get seven different an-swers. So what is God? Just another name for whatever makes you feel special and protected
I feel she is touching upon an interesting point. A bit of character development for Lauren.