throbbing between two lives,
This selection contains a wealth of meaning. For one, Tiresias' fluidity of genders, catalyzed by his interactions with the serpents, connects directly to the notion of "two lives" - one being that of manhood, the other being of womanhood. Apart from this overt reference, the verb "throbbing" is employed in emphatic, intentional manner. As the Donne selection references, "to enter in these bonds is to be free," acknowledging that the immersion into one world of identity is a simultaneous liberation and an instance of bondage. When Tiresias strikes the serprent, he becomes "free" of one life, while also becoming immersed or imprisoned in the confines of a new life. "Throbbing" plays intimately into this relationship as it mentions the necessary pain and regret that comes with such a complete transition, the release of one life and the acceptance of another. The verb also contains an antithetically significant property in its sensuality: it can also refer to the simple pounding or pulsing of the body, thus establishing a connection to the intense synthesis and organic connection between living things. While forsaking one life is painful, it is deeply human and even deeply sensual. Finally, Gourmont makes significant reference to the necessary sacrifice involved in reaching amorous connection. The male spider is an example of this phenonmenon, devoured due to the predatory instincts of the female, never actually fulfilling the biological imperative. However, it is the next male, the next opportunity that is exploited in order to finally achieve fertility. Gourmont makes the argument that this sacrifice is a rite - a necessary component of procreation. Applying this logic to the selection at hand, throbbing can often be a painful sensation, indicative of damage, though in this case, it is the ubiquitous medium across which the two sexes converge. In the same manner as that of the spiders, one extreme, one entity, one gender, is subsumed by the other in the finding of harmony and a more perfect union.