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  1. Mar 2022
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    1. "For fifteen years I have diligently studied earthly life. True, I saw neither the earth nor the people, but in your books I drank fragrant wine, sang songs, hunted deer and wild boar in the forests, loved women.... And beautiful women, like clouds ethereal, created by the magic of your poets' genius, visited me by night and whispered me wonderful tales, which made my head drunken. In your books I climbed the summits of Elbruz and Mont Blanc and saw from thence how the sun rose in the morning, and in the evening overflowed the sky, the ocean and the mountain ridges with a purple gold. I saw from thence how above me lightnings glimmered cleaving the clouds; I saw green forests, fields, rivers, lakes, cities; I heard syrens singing, and the playing of the pipes of Pan; I touched the wings of beautiful devils who came flying to me to speak of God.... In your books I cast myself into bottomless abysses, worked miracles, burned cities to the ground, preached new religions, conquered whole countries....

      Journey of the mind. Tracing the experience of man with one's mind. Exploration of higher mind.

    2. Never at any other time, not even after his terrible losses on the Exchange, had he felt such contempt for himself as now. Coming home, he lay down on his bed, but agitation and tears kept him long from sleep....

      Material pain became nothing compared to a hurting heart.

    3. That I may show you in deed my contempt for that by which you live, I waive the two millions of which I once dreamed as of paradise, and which I now despise.

      Staying true to value. Actions aligned.

    4. It was decided that the lawyer must undergo his imprisonment under the strictest observation, in a garden-wing of the banker's house.

      Very limited field of experience.

    5. The idea that you have the right to free yourself at any moment will poison the whole of your life in the cell. I pity you.

      Personal enforcement. War against self. You go as far as you determine.

      Value suspended needing constant grounding. Holding it close while being pulled in different directions.

    6. Will it convince people that capital punishment is worse or better than imprisonment for life. No, No! all stuff and rubbish. On my part, it was the caprice of a well-fed man; on the lawyer's, pure greed of gold."

      Banker's material lens. Does the lawyer have a moral lens?

      Banker and Lawyer both secure value on different levels.

    7. Two millions are nothing to me

      A negative consequence will hurt you much more. You have more to lose than I. What can change your life does nothing for me win or lose. Asymmetry.

    8. I bet you two millions you wouldn't stick in a cell even for five years.

      Value test. Can you live up to the value you state? Commitment to value is questioned. Basis for challenge is uncertainty.

      Risking material value and moral value. Consequence tied to value. Not only would you be incongruent to the value for losing but you also lose money. Skin in the game.

    1. But they braced themselves, crowded round the cage, and did not want ever to move away

      Denied a suffering soul but welcomed a beast full of vitality. The public could not deal with a man who's ever falling but feels all the same. In neglecting him they reject or look away from the helplessness or lack of vigor they may feel at times, not affirming their pain. They could not look into and explore the pain. Indifferent.

    2. because I couldn't find the food I liked. If I had found it, believe me, I should have made no fuss and stuffed myself like you or anyone else.

      Nothing satisfied the soul. Maybe except showing his pain. No soul food.

    3. "Because I have to fast, I can't help it,"

      Instead of tempted to eat he is tempted not to and continually falls into self-denial. He is affirming the suffering and is stuck in it. He cannot help but suffer. The higher motive is a deeper suffering so physical suffering is easier?

    4. That made it too easy for people to make their choice

      People too easily looked over something deeper and somber that would invite questions for something surface level and engaging and fun.

    5. he even alleged that if he were allowed to fast as he liked, and this was at once promised him without more ado, he could astound the world by establishing a record never yet achieved

      Witness me unbounded and free!

    6. What was a consequence of the premature ending of his fast was here presented as the cause of it! To fight against this lack of understanding, against a whole world of non-understanding, was impossible.

      His art was a statement about the inability of the public to bear witness to the ugliness and weakness of life. It would be proven by their inability to stomach how weak and ugly an impoverished soul could get. They have to look away or face something grim.

    7. honored by all the world, yet in spite of that troubled in spirit, and all the more troubled because no one would take his trouble seriously

      Missing spiritual nourishment? Body reflects the soul?

    8. why shouldn't the public endure it

      The public couldn't stomach him. Why if he could go further? What about that would be hard to digest? Maybe the question of why a man would be willing to go that far? What would he suffer so for?

    9. The longest period of fasting was fixed by his impresario at forty days, beyond that term he was not allowed to go

      Denying or controlling the will of an artist with an objective limit.

    10. At the best they set him down as modest, most of them, however, thought he was out for publicity or else he was some kind of cheat who found it easy to fast because he had discovered a way of making it easy, and then had the impudence to admit the fact, more or less.

      Authenticity in question. What would it mean for them to accept that his performance was true? It would be a testament to what?

    11. For he alone knew, what no other initiate knew, how easy it was to fast

      Self-denial, of the body, came easy. Why was it so easy? Does he not desire to have his fill?

    12. Such suspicions, anyhow, were a necessary accompaniment to the profession of fasting. No one could possibly watch the hunger artist continuosly, day and night, and so no one could produce first-hand evidence that the fast had really been rigorous and continuous; only the artist himself could know that, he was therefore bound to be the sole completely satisfied spectator of his own fast.

      No can bear witness but he. No one can trace the artist's experience. A solitary path. Self-affirmation. Only he can stand up for himself.

    13. an enormous breakfast was brought them, at his expense, on which they flung themselves

      All they need is a little push. I do not fall into temptation but remain devoted.

    14. A HUNGER ARTIST

      Hunger is a basic drive. The artist wields a natural impulse. No technique here. As an artistic act hunger states something. Is there a higher drive in play in refusing bodily nourishment? What is the higher motive? What is the statement?