She acutely felt the pull between family and music, or what she once described in a letter as her “‘career vs. love and children’ battle.”
This is along similar lines to Fanny Mendelssohn, Being the feminine figure as she was in the household, she was to uphold certain standards and was forced to choose to commit to her family life over her music. It seems that we've seen many times throughout this class how women composers were stifled by the expectations of men, like Seeger on Crawford, to retain their place and their duties at home.