Redemption, transformation—God, how she wanted these things. Every day, every minute. Didn’t everyone?
She is trying to change she knows she has a problem and she wants ot be forgiven so she can start over fresh
Redemption, transformation—God, how she wanted these things. Every day, every minute. Didn’t everyone?
She is trying to change she knows she has a problem and she wants ot be forgiven so she can start over fresh
I’m just going to hold this
She says this so she doesn't attempt to steal his wallet again
“Hot,” she said. “Really, really hot.”
Seems like she is going to start up a sexual scene again
“I guess,” she said. “I guess you can.”
She doesn't want someone else to use her objects that she stole because they all mean something to her but she doesn't want anyone to know she steals things so she reluctantly allows him to use the bath salts
You know what I feel like doing?” he said, standing up. “Taking a bath in that tub.”
strange. He is obsessed with the bathtub
Twenty-eight
8 years younger than her real age
That’s ridiculous,
What does he mean when he says that?
“I do know,” she said carefully. “But I think you get used to it.”
She only says this because she knows that she is one of those people.
She probably had children at home
Typically most 35 year old women do have children at home, Sasha does not because she doesnt want to admit she is 35.
I’m sorry,” Sasha said quickly. “It’s a problem I have.
First time we see her admit she has a problem to somene other than Coz
hey worked faster if you chewed them
She must take them a lot too calm her nerves if she knows this kind of information about them.
He was angry, and the anger made him recognizable
Alex is passionate about helping people. He is angry that he is the only person, other than she woman who got her wallet stolen that is upset about the situation.
lex turned to the concierge. “How come I’m asking these questions instead of you?” he said. “Someone just got robbed in your hotel. Don’t you have, like, security?”
Alex is trying to be the hero again
Xanax
She wants to take this because she is freaking out about someone acusing her although the only person who knows she has the wallet is her
There might have been someone
Sasha
Sasha relaxed slightly.
She is relaxing because the woman is not directly acusing someone of stealing it. She thinks maybe she could have just lost it.
It had never occurred to her that the woman was from out of town.
Sasha is feeling guilty
but he stayed put. “Have we seen what?” he said.
Alex is a stand up guy. He seems to care about others.
vulnerable brown eyes and flat pointy shoes that clicked too loudly on the marble floor. There was plenty of gray in her frizzy brown hair.
This woman is relatable and Sasha feels bad for taking the wallet from her because she looks like she might be someone in need of having the wallet. She's not what Sasha expected her to be
raven-haired wallet owner
Sasha pictured the woman she stole the wallet from to be someone who had a lot of money and didn't need the wallet.
Coz’s protection and her own
She is only doing it for her own protection, Coz doesn't need protection. He is a therapist, he is there to help her. She is just afraid to open up to him
And how did you fe
Steriotypical therapist question, haha
Normal
Because the screwdriver was now her screwdriver so she doesn't have a need for it anymore.
she was good at this—made for it,
She is addicted to stealing from others. She has become so good at it that she doesn't even need to try to be quiet and descreet because it just comes natural to her. She thinks it is made for her because she doesn't realize how strong her addiction is.
gleaming like a lollipop
Sasha is trying to resist the screwdriver the same way a child has to resist taking a candy such as a lolipop, no matter how much they want it. She wants the screwdriver as badly as a 4 year old would want a lolipop.
music, the network of friends she’d made when she first came to New York, a set of goals she’d scrawled on a big sheet of newsprint and taped to the walls of her early apartments.
She didn't always have a stealing problem, she had a life before it. I wonder what made her start stealing in he first place
made her feel around her heart.
She loves to steal
not even Coz knew her real age.
Is this possibly implying she is a liar? Or a secretive person?
date
I was right, they are on a date
Alex had paid the bill
In a non-sexist way this imples that Alex is her significant other because it is steriotypical for a boy to pay the bill when on a date
aphrodisiac
What does this mean
not taking the wallet but leaving it.
MAke it a game for her, like a child
You mean steal it.”
Sasha doesn't want to admit that she would be stealing, even though she knows that she is
He
He is the therapist
So the blind slave obeyed its blinder lord, but, in obedience, slew him. So the creator was killed by the creature. So the bell was too heavy for the tower. So the bell’s main weakness was where man’s blood had flawed it. And so pride went before the fall.
the moral of the story is that mankind is not perfect and we cannot play god.
slew him
to turn violent
n his unhappy end, not unmindful of the rare genius of the mechanician, the republic decreed him a stately funeral.
They realize that he is a genious but his death is not greived nor is it celebrated. People are indifferent
creature
not humanistic in the slightest. Animal like
stranger
Unusal and unrecognizable. Not what it was expected to be
automaton
like a robot of sorts. it is an invention or a device that is supposed to be able to do what human beings can do
what Bannadonna had aimed at was to have been reached, not by logic, not by crucible, not by conjuration, not by altars, but by plain vise-bench and hammer
He wanted to do it himself. To build it for him and let it mean something to him because he put the effort and time and work into it. Its more meaningful this way
conjectures
this means an opinion that is made on information that has not been fully collected. Could also be an assumption
supernatural agency.
what does this mean?
perturbed
his disturbed imagination
wind without
alliteration
changed its attitude,
A cloaked object cannot change it attitude. Objects have no attitude, this is personification.
relong
this means long before, some people might know that but I honestly did not so in case anyone else is like me and doesn't know what it means, here you go.
Honoring the tower and its builder with another holiday, the republic witnessed the hoisting of the bells and clockwork amid shows and pomps superior to the former.
The bell tower is a big deal for the captial. It is an important monument being built and they are celebrating it. They ar excited
remitted
this means to put off giving a punishment
ponderous ladle.
What is a ponderous ladle?
Tower
Why is this capitalized?
mason
a mason is a person who builds with stone...mason also means strong. The bell tower is strong.
forgotten days
this is referring to history
frescoed
A fresco is a painting that is wet and then dries. Once it is dried it becomes a part of whatever surface it was painted onto and cannot be erased. It works for this becaus it is saying the capital was created and then it was perminantly there. Paintings are beautiful. The capital used to be beautiful.
Herman
completely random, but this is my new car's name.
Capiche
I got confused about this but then I realized this word is a slang we use in English that means like "Okay, you got it?" Like almost as a question. It is hard to recognize from the way it is spelled here. It is pronounced, "Kapeesh"
It was even worse than he remembered, and all of it executed with the utmost gravity.
He is a critic for a living so although the ceiling might not be that terrrible, he has to be critical of it because that's the way his brain works. Also it is interesting that he has a gun under his chin and he is not thinking about how scared he is to die. Instead he is worried about the ceiling art being ugly
bright boy?
alliteration
Hefty
Why is hefty capitalized?
towering hatred
A growing hatred because he is annoyed that it is taking so long
stupid
This is an interesting word choice that Tobias Wolff used. The writing is more sophisticated and the word stupid seems immature of childish.
savagery
this means to be cruel
murderous
This could be foreshadowing for what when Ander's gets shot
Bullet in the Brain
appropriate title for the story
rudeness, arrogance, and noise.
connotations about college students who don't care about their grades and just want to party
particles of Greek
the greek systems, sororities and frats
like an enormous swarm Of monarch butterflies, the young ones head Northward
when spring break is over everyone goes home
As at a signal and like an enormous swarm Of monarch butterflies, the young ones head Northward to strict assignments and to bed Each of them in a rock-star-postered dorm
I think the speaker is someone who was never popular in high school or college and never got to experience spring break.
Klondike
type of ice cream
animality of sex,
meaningless sex. They only want to have sex with people because they want to feel good. Human beings have the ability to have sex and feel connected to someone as opposed to animals who have sex because its their natural instinct
Exhibiting heroic abs and pecs, The showy animality
you would see an animal in an exhibit. Literally the line is saying the guys are showing off their bodies but there is a zoo animal connotation
beery
this refers to the boys being drunk, which is appropriate because they are on spring break and boys get drunk during spring break
heart-shaped shades.
not only describing the types of shades on people's faces but when pople ar eon spring break they are usually looking to "hook up" with someone or find love for the week. The heart shape sunglasses are possibly referring to people who are looking for sex and love
whitened noses
sunscreen on their noses
Upon one’s notice pelvis, butt, and bust,
people in bathing suits. Good looking people, someone you would want to look at
Someone she loved once passed by
The father of one of the children maybe? I'm not sure what to take of this line...if someone else understands what this means please explain it?
but for the grace of God…” They stand a while in flickering light, rehearsing the children’s names and birthdays.
I believe this is referring to a baptism or some other kind of religious ceremony that takes place at a church
et cetera
Other nice things people say to her to be polite but don't actually mean
her
her is a mother or a nanny.
I only know that summer sang in me A little while, that in me sings no more.
Just like i said before, in the Summer there is lfie. Birds are always abundant in the Summer time because it is warm. She has a lot of attention and a lot of lovers and then they leave her
sang
bird sing, her lovers are being referenced to birds again like they were in the lines before.
When she says they sing to her, she means they had sex with her
birds have vanished one by one,
In the winter bird fly south. They go in big groups and the migration happens all during Fall but by Winter, they are all gone.
The speaker is comparing the people in their life as birds in the Winter flying South. No one ever stays, they always leave the speaker.
boughs
branches of a tree.
Thus in winter stands the lonely tree,
Winter's connotation is depressing and lonely. everything in nature dies. Trees loose their leaves. The tree is alone because all of the animals have gone into hiding, the leaves are gone.
The speaker is using the tree to describe themself. They feel like a tree in the winter, all alone.
unremembered lads
people she has slept with that meant nothing to her. Lads implies that they are younger men. When someone says "lad" is usually means younger male
glass
glass is fragile and easily breakable.
protest you with my favorite vow.
when the lover tells the speaker a lie, the speaker will fight them back and ask them if they lied about their vows
loveliest
The connotation of loveliest is that it is associated with women. This implies that the speaker is a dainty girl
loveliest
What the speaker means by this is tell me your worst lie you ever told me. The speakers lover told lies with such grace that the speaker is calling them lovely because the lover has been getting away with it for so long.
by and by
This means as time goes on
I shall forget you
This is repeated from the title
we are done forever
They were in a relationship and something must have gone wrong. The speaker is angry and wants the relationship to end
my dear,
This implies that the speaker is talking to someone they are close to or were once close to
hair flapping behind you like a handkerchief waving goodbye.
This is my favorite line of the poem. This simile does so many things and this is a strong comparison. It is a strong way to end the poem
in surprise when you pulled ahead down the curved
not only is the speaker shocked that the daughter can ride the bike all by herself, but also shocked that their daughter is able to do something on their own without the help of the speaker.
beside you as you wobbled away on two round wheels
literally speaker is running alongside their daughter but figuratively speaker is trying to stay in sync with daughter to help her through life
smaller, more breakable
literally the girl is riding the bike away faster and faster, figuratively she is growing away from her father and becoming less dependent on him.
I kept waiting for the thud of your crash as I sprinted to catch up,
The speaker wants his daughter to need him and he keeps waiting for her to fall down so he can go to her rescue
The hungry deer walk on the risen loaves of snow.
This is saying two things. The deer are hungry and risen loaves is referring to bread. Deer do not eat bread but bread is a food that is eaten when people are hungry. It is also comparing the snow to a risen loaf of bread. Bread rises slowly, just like when it is snowing, it piles up slowly.
Hudson.
Hudson river
So many feathers and no bird!
What is the speaker referring to when they say this. There is no prior reference to a bird.
perejil.
speaker is of Spanish decent
As he paces he wonders Who can I kill today
dark and morbid
Katalina
a person's name?
imitating spring.
What does this mean "imitating spring"? I think it has to do with parrots being colorful and spring being colorful but I'm still confused on it
children gnaw their teeth to arrowheads.
The children are grinding their teeth. They are not actually turning into arrow heads but they are becoming deformed from the gnawing
parsley green.
an ugly shade of green, parrots are supposed to have bright pretty colors on their feathers.
Nourished it out of the mind’s dark places; Planted with tears unwept And harvested as friends, as faces.
All of these things are references to plants. Plants need to be planted, nourished and harvested (if they're agriculture). Plants are a reference to life.
ponderosa pine,
alliteration, a ponderosa pine has prickly needles. The speaker started the stanza talking about nice things like the orchard. Those are full of life and sweetness. Then it transitions to a pine tree, which is alive all year round but they're not pretty and people do not think of them as bright an cheery
hollow
the denotation of a hollow is a hole with empty space inside. The connotation for this poem is show an empty place that no one is going to make any assumptions about who the speaker is supposed to be. The speaker wants to not be associated with the word what men want and all of the expectations that come along with what a man wants
slept
I think this is implying that the speaker wants to start over fresh. Maybe the speaker has made some mistakes in the past and doesn't want to go anywhere near those mistakes that they made because they don't want to be reminded of them. Show me an orchard implies that the speaker wants to be shown a fresh beginning. When the speaker says "where i have not slept it implies that maybe the speaker has been sleeping around with people and they are not proud of it so they want to go places where people don't know the speaker slept with who they slept with.
orchard
orchards are full of life. when I think of an orchard I think of an apple orchard for the most part. But orchards are full of all types of fruit trees. Trees are full of life and fruit is typically sweet. This line's connotation is basically show me a place where life is sweet.
dazzle, There is no road; no end; no puzzle.
i like how dazzle and puzzle are a slant rhyme
Men prefer
repeats at the start of every stanza for stanzas 1-3
small histories
Referring to the antiques. Each antique has its own history
with my child, with my back turned to her, searching—oh irony!— for beautiful things.
I think that the speaker in the poem thinks that if he had paid more attention to his daughter when they went to these sales instead of all of the junk and antiques, maybe she would still continue to come with him on Sundays. The daughter just wanted to go to the junk sales to spend time with her father and instead of bonding with her the father was more interested in the antiques.
young I studied styles
The styles of what?
dry
Their Sunday traditions of going to junk sales and antique fairs. Refer to the first stanza of the poem. At first I was confused as to what dry sundays were and then I reread the poem and realized it referred to the first stanza. The daughter used to go with him every Sunday and now she doesn't because she is getting older
her flame-coloured hair
This is explaining that the daughter has redish-oranged colored hair
I turned around. I turned around.
why is this said twice?
I’m older now, and now, and now.
Is the boy saying/thinking this to the rhythm of the seconds ticking?
He doesn’t know what time is, doesn’t know how in no time those numbers will fill his days the way water fills a bath
These lines are talking about how one day you're a kid and you don't even know what time is but then little by little you grow up and you start to run out of time. Before you know it, your time is almost up and you spend your days watching the time run out.
gaze back at him from the glaze
gaze and glaze seems like an unintentional rhyme but it isn't and the placement of it is great
Bored with plastic armies,
Poem must be about a child, plastic armies refers to a toy children often play with.
looking to calm a need of her own
What does this mean?
She
When the speaker says "she", they are referring to the mosquito.
No, this isn’t another metaphor meant to adorn a romantic tale.
I like how up front and honest the speaker of the poem is about the reader not thinking too deeply about the poem. Before I read this line I was trying to analyze the poem as if it was a romantic story. The author does not want this so they found an appropriate place to put an end to the over analyzing of the reader.
timbre
What is a timbre?
Like you, I’d kill a mosquito in a moment.
I like that the speaker of the poem tries to relate to the reader. He is right, the majority of human beings would kill a mosquito in an instant. I felt more connected to the speaker and understood their feelings more.
I will be deaf
What does she mean that she will be deaf by the time her children need help? Does she mean she will be too old to understand them and she will lose her hearing? Or does she mean that she will not be able to understand any English at all and he children will have lost all of their memory of Spanish words so they will not be able to communicate?
My husband frowned, drank more beer. My oldest said, “Mama, he doesn´t want you to be smarter than he is.” I´m forty,
If the husband is frowning upon the wife trying to learn English, he sounds like he may be controlling or want to be the dominant one in the relationship.
Vamos a pedirle dulces a mama. Vamos.
I took Spanish last semester and this saying is in Spanish.
It translates in English to "Let's go ask Mama for candy. Let's go."
Remembers the walkway he built between the front room and the garage
The man could have been a handy man. It takes some kind of skill to build a walkway
Fiddling with emotion.
Fiddling has two meanings here. The first one is fiddling with his emotions in the literal sense. In other words, "messing with his emotions". The other meaning is a musical reference. There is an instrument called a fiddle. The lines before this line reference to music so it would make sense that when it says "fiddling with emotion", it is literally fiddling with the man's emotions and it is also referring to the fiddle.
lly
test
Other matters are now of greater import
Why does he think that that everything and anything is more important than what he enjoys to do?
solidity
This means: "The quality or state of being firm or strong in structure"
source: https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/solidity
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