For a writer, as you live in this kind of silence, in this kind of misery, not knowing quite what it is that the world is not giv-ing you, • . , that your work cannot address as yet, you are at the beginning of a critique of culture and society. It is the mo-ment when powerful personal alienation slips into critical thinking-the origin of imagination. It is this initial step of intellection that enables the emergence of new, transforma-tive, even revolutionary creativity, It occurs at the juncture between the production of art and the exercise of deep crit-ical thought.
I'm speechless. "[...] not knowing quite what it is that the world is not giving you [...]." Yes.