Muscovite
Russian
Muscovite
Russian
Ioue
what does this mean😭
puissance
"great power, influence, or prowess"
deare remembrance of his dying Lord
he's religious
Phœbus
apollo: greek god of the sun?
allayd
to subdue emotion
loues
love
iollities
revelry
Tanaquill
Her name
vnfitter
v's are u's ... "unfitter"
PIETIE
piety: being religious or reverant
VER-TVE
verve: vigor or enthusiasm
Since I can grasp nothing other than sorrow, I’m now ready for my tomb.
suicidal ideation
And yet, by God, they made a mistake: their prophecy had no effect at all. Many summers have passed since my cure from that which God through his grace supplied for me
so he's "over" his sickness, but they still don't want to be around him??
disorderly person
they see him as different so don't want to be around him
Witness the violent disease which I once had, as lots of people knew well, and which threw and hurled me out of my own self.
he's somehow physically disabled
The sun lost its strength and the dark shower poured right down on me and made me wallow in depression, so that my spirit had no desire to live, nor no delight.
seasonal depression type beat
however rich they are now, strong, vibrant, fresh or lively
death comes to everyone
However wealthy or lucky in life someone is, it will not last — they will lose it. Death will trample them down under foot: that will be everyone’s ending,
this is very nihilistic
lay
this has different meanings-- unsure which one it's using here
moling up mountains of secret malice to delve into our division, make us survive along the widest wound of us — could they be any more loathsome? — and I became a longing inside
they split them up?
That one, yeah, that man of mine will drag his days under a mighty mind-caring. He’ll remember every single morning how full of pleasure was our home. What woes are theirs who must weather their worrying for love.
she hopes that he remembers their relationship and is hurt that it's over
a man crushed at heart, flowing in his own water, in his tearful timbering
she wishes bad things upon him
May his name be the name of infamy, a snarl in faraway mouths,
her husband?
never can I, in no wise, catch a break from my cracking cares, nor this unfolding tear that grasps me in this my entire life.
wives can never rest
in a gravel pit. Let’s make it an earthen hall, musty & old, where I’m all foreaten with longing:
is this talking about a grave?
can a home be devoid of joy?
more evidence of a loveless relationship
Dales deep darkly, hills hedge me
ALLITERATION MY BELOVED
we swore that nothing but finality itself could shave us in two, not them, not nothing. The pivot was not long in coming, it’s like, what did I hear a poet say once? “as if it never was…” that was our partnership.
they fell out of love
Therefore my brain brims with bitterness, when I had located my likeness in him
she doesn't like how she's become more like her husband?
where did that man of a man go? (5–8)
he left her
moling
"a trenchless method used to lay pipes and ducting"
trying to dole my part of the deal
what deal? the deal of marriage maybe?
how many gut-wretched nights ground over me once I was a full-grown woman,
being a grown woman sucks
My children! My children! You make me weep again. I see themsleeping soundly, happy in ignorance that their father is about to die.
he cares about them but by killing himself isn't he dooming them to shame for what he did??
what was to come upon his wife and children, Jihei’s heartwas heavy; but not a sign betrayed it
this is kinda selfish
would publish farand wide a posthumous shame and ignominy.
his family will be shamed too
now that I am resolved to die.Koharu awaits me.
he's gonna kill himself with koharu like originally planned
seppuku
samurai ritual suicide
Now that the ransom for her has beenreceived from Tahei Sama she is an important charge.
tahei has bought her
A wife should doeverything in her power for her husband. I have pawned almost all myclothes to meet the bills of the wholesale paper merchants so that mytansuis now empty, but I do not regret it.
she does literally everything for him
It was through a trick of mine that you and Koharu were induced to
HUH??
“If this be so, Koharu will kill herself.”
i smell the whiff of a scheme
,’ thus humiliating me anddiscrediting me with the wholesale dealers
what will he do about it
hould his vowprove false, might he be punished by the Gods Bonten and Taishaku, bythe Four Great Elements23 and by all the other Gods and all the Buddhas
will he break it?
entirely due to the efforts of his wife, O-San, ever busy aboutdeals with customers and the management of household affairs
does jihei even do anything.......
Oh! The woman was a thing for sale! Cheapgoods! He had been infatuated with a mere light-fingered wanton. Shouldit be point or edge? Even now their faces were silhouetted on the paperdoors. Oh! To beat her, to trample her down!
he clearly thinks lowly of her for being a prostitute
You may think me aninsincere woman, but to tell the truth I am anxious to escape death ifpossible. I beseech you, sir, to do something to save me from death.
is she telling the truth? she seemed to really want to be with him
am sure it is a matter of money.
yeah??
“You are right. I have another question to ask you. Which is the morepainful method of suicide, by the knife or the rope?”
foreshadowing maybe??
Day and night hepaid her visits so that no other patron could have access to her,
weird
the father of two children, whose wife is his cousin and whosefather-in-law is his aunt’s husband
Jihei is married? incest is normalized???
she may soon enough becomemy wife or—who knows?—shortly be ransomed by my rival Jihei
he wants her, but she wants jihei, his rival. it's giving squilliam fancyson
he good name of Ri T¤ten
but he's evil and he seems to know that?
He wandered and wanderedIn quest of his dear Matsuyama:No shadow of her could he find.Then when his grief turned his witsAll day he laughed and wept,Until at length exhaustedHe stretched him on the turf.What misery! Oh, what a plight!6Namaida! Namaida! Namaida!
i bet this will end up being a metaphor for what happens in the story
Tahei
who is tahei? why doesn't she like him?
my master, who lays all this at Jihei’s door, keeps him away fromme and I cannot even write to him
her master is keeping her from jihei
on account of your love for Jihei Sama
she's in love with someone?
was a damsel of supreme beauty namedKoharu of the brothel Kinokuni-ya
she is a prostitute
samisen
"a traditional Japanese three-stringed lute with a square body, played with a large plectrum."
shijimi1
shellfish
Sometimes indeed we sold slaves to them, but they were only prisoners of war, or such among us as had been convicted of kidnapping, or adultery, and some other crimes, which we esteemed heinous. This practice of kidnapping induces me to think, that, notwithstanding all our strictness, their principal business among us was to trepan our people.
the slaves that they had were criminals
slaves
is this slavery different than american/european slavery? how?
Our manner of living is entirely plain; for as yet the natives are unacquainted with those refinements in cookery which debauch the taste: bullocks, goats, and poultry, supply the greatest part of their food. These constitute likewise the principal wealth of the country, and the chief articles of its commerce. The flesh is usually stewed in a pan; to make it savoury we sometimes use also pepper, and other spices, and we have salt made of wood ashes.
their diet
We are almost a nation of dancers, musicians, and poets.
almost?
The distance of this province from the capital of Benin and the sea coast must be very considerable; for I had never heard of white men or Europeans, nor of the sea
his worldview
I used frequently to go home with him, and remain all day, and sometimes all night. We occupied the same bed, and he would be sure to keep me awake until almost light,
BE WHO YOU AREEEE FOR YOUR PRIIIIDE 🏳🌈🏳🌈🏳🌈
notorious for his cruelty
he was friendly to them but is cruel to his slaves?
Nat Turner’s insurrection
"Nat Turner's Rebellion, also known as the Southampton Insurrection, was a rebellion of enslaved Virginians that took place in Southampton County, Virginia, in August 1831, led by Nat Turner. The rebels killed between 55 and 65 people, at least 51 of whom were White."
Sometimes I wished that he might die in infancy.
common theme that death is better than slavery
The little vine was taking deep root in my existence
she's growing attached to him
to reflect upon his bad conduct
like putting a kid in time out???
my child was an addition to his stock of slaves.
it didn't matter if a child was of mixed race, even if they had a little bit of black blood in them they'd be a slave
I had often prayed for death; but now I did not want to die, unless my child could die too.
she wants to protect her baby
Many more beautiful and more intelligent
beauty & intelligence are valued
I had calculated that in his rage he would sell me to a slave-trader; and I knew the father of my child was on the watch to buy me.
oh no
“I have sinned against God and myself,” I replied; “but not against you.”
QUEEN
0
why is this zero and not O
We must be good; perhaps that would bring us contentment.
making the best of an awful situation
but she has a mother’s instincts, and is capable of feeling a mother’s agonies.
uncle tom's cabin -- motherhood to appeal to white female audience
while she thanked God for taking her away from the greater bitterness of life.
again, the idea of being better off dead
The girl’s mother said, “The baby is dead, thank God; and I hope my poor child will soon be in heaven, too.”
she'd rather her child be dead than live in slavery
They were both black, and the child was very fair.
the mother was likely raped by their master
away from her nursing baby, for a whole day and night.
appealing to familial values
He thought that the woman’s stomach was stronger than the dog’s; but her sufferings afterwards proved that he was mistaken.
another comparison of slaves to animals
She did this to prevent the cook and her children from eking out their meagre fare with the remains of the gravy and other scrapings.
wow
She was a member of the church; but partaking of the Lord’s supper did not seem to put her in a Christian frame of mind.
!
“public sale of negroes, horses, &c. ”
comparing slaves to animals
“Who knows the ways of God?” said she. “Perhaps they have been kindly taken from the evil days to come.”
reminds me of "why does god let slavery happen"
These critters ain’t like white folks, you know; they gets over things,
um?? what????
I’m a humane man,
are you though?
“Why, I’ve got a friend that’s going into this yer branch of the business—wants to buy up handsome boys to raise for the market.
like they're objects
Jim Crow
in the 1960s jim crow laws were segregation laws -- but during THIS time there was an actor who did a racist caricature of a slave under the name jim crow "Throughout the 1830s and '40s, the white entertainer Thomas Dartmouth Rice (1808-1860) performed a popular song-and-dance act supposedly modeled after a slave. He named the character Jim Crow. Rice darkened his face, acted like a buffoon, and spoke with an exaggerated and distorted imitation of African American Vernacular English. In his Jim Crow persona, he also sang "Negro ditties" such as "Jump Jim Crow.""
its
it
grotesque
grotesque because they're unfamiliar
“Hulloa, Jim Crow!” said Mr. Shelby, whistling, and snapping a bunch of raisins towards him, “pick that up, now!” The child scampered, with all his little strength, after the prize, while his master laughed. “Come here, Jim Crow,” said he. The child came up, and the master patted the curly head, and chucked him under the chin. “Now, Jim, show this gentleman how you can dance and sing.” The boy commenced one of those wild, grotesque songs
this is disgusting treatment
I am sorry to part with Tom, I must say. You ought to let him cover the whole balance of the debt; and you would, Haley, if you had any conscience.”
selling tom to cover a debt
I think you’re a Christian
think?
He got religion at a camp-meeting, four years ago; and I believe he really did get it. I’ve trusted him, since then, with everything I have,—money, house, horses,—and let him come and go round the country; and I always found him true and square in everything.”
he's reliable because he's religious?
Tom is an uncommon fellow; he is certainly worth that sum anywhere,—steady, honest, capable, manages my whole farm like a clock.”
he's "worth more" because he works harder?
he wore a heavy gold watch-chain
wealthy or at least acting like it
a low man who is trying to elbow his way upward in the world
full of himself
to come under the species
he's not a gentleman
no servants present,
"servants" aka slaves
P——
?
incapable of satire or irony
lmfao
Here he paused; his hand to his head, as if there were a swimming there, or a sudden bewilderment of memory had come over him; but meeting his servant’s kindly glance seemed reassured, and proceeded:–
is this because he's sick ??
_pardon_
why the underscores?
The black
i hate this dehumanization of black people
merely the sport of the lad.
he doesn't care?
the black upholding the white
symbol for how everything in society is/was
invalids
people with disabilities
“my poor, poor master!”
stockholm syndrome? if i remember correctly, a lot of slaves developed this or something similar
somnambulist
reminds me of the cabinet of dr caligari, an old silent film
Marking the noisy indocility of the blacks in general
more racism
less a servant than a devoted companion.
he's devoted because he has to be
unsophisticated Africans.
racism
They each had bits of unstranded old junk in their hands
is it really junk? or maybe personal posessions?
somnambulistic
sleepy, tired.
watch her
watching the ship
showed no colors
everything is colorless
Shadows present, foreshadowing deeper shadows to come.
on the nose
Chili.
...chili? is this a weird misspelling of chile or a fictional place entirely?
The beards of the young men glisten’d with wet, it ran from their long hair, Little streams pass’d all over their bodies.
my bisexual walt whitman agenda comes back to light
The suicide sprawls on the bloody floor of the bedroom, I witness the corpse with its dabbled hair, I note where the pistol has fallen.
wow
For me the man that is proud and feels how it stings to be slighted
toxic masculinity?
adjunct
"a thing added to something else as a supplementary rather than an essential part."
am not contain’d between my hat and boots
i just like the way this sounds :) i'm not contained within my body
Growing among black folks as among white,
nature unifies
kelson
a synonym for this would be foundation
my feet.
washing feet is a symbol of respect
Only the lull I like, the hum of your valved voice.
i like this <3
fratricidal
killing of siblings
The real or fancied indifference of some man or woman I love,
bisexual walt whitman?? epic?? could also be platonic but i will choose to say bisexual walt whitman
bed-fellow
? partner ?
How could I answer the child? I do not know what it is any more than he.
age doesn't always equal knowledge
Urge and urge and urge, Always the procreant urge of the world. Out of the dimness opposite equals advance, always substance and increase, always sex,
society is very fixated on certain things
My respiration and inspiration, the beating of my heart, the passing of blood and air through my lungs,
i just really like this description :)
It is for my mouth forever, I am in love with it,
"it" being the atmosphere, meaning outdoors?
Hoping to cease not till death.
constantly working
loafe
"to be lazy or existing aimlessly with a sinister intent" aka rip van winkle
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.
everyone is made of the same stuff
All the story does is reiterate the societal bounds that women and minority groups have been trying to break.
yes
The colonial encounter is romanticized
just like pocahontas
Neither Unca nor Alluca are examples of feminist characters for one simple reason: every action they both take is motivated by the pursuit of a man.
does unca eliza pursue a man? is that man god? or is it something else?
she forgoes her entire belief system and religion to conform to Winkfield’s with about the same amount of resistance that her sister had when she decided to murder the both of them
i love the sarcasm! unca is never able to make her own decisions, she is dragged along by this white colonist.
hot and steamy cross-racial love triangle.
sexualization of woc for being "exotic"
The entirety of the first two chapters reads like a male colonialist’s wet dream. Imagine being taken prisoner by a Native American tribe only to attract the attention of not one but TWO rich and gorgeous princesses.
lmfao
examined through a feminist lens, it becomes clear that there is nothing remotely feminist about it
thank you. it's really not feminist, but i guess it depends on how you look at it.
and she miraculously revives him with her deep knowledge of North American botany, it truly feels like a scene stolen from Days of Our Lives.
right? it doesn't feel realistic
dagger she was stabbed with
ohhhh, the mom!
I know we all love Pocahontas, but let’s imagine authentic Princess Unca barbie dolls lining the shelves of your local Toys R Us.
highlighting the similarities in their stories -- but unca would rather be comparable to john smith??
subjectivity of innocence to continue polarizing until it becomes nearly impossible for some to see the truth.
the lack of innocence from the english led the natives to also do some things that were not so innocent
Despite being saved by the very people whose land he set out to invade
they are generous considering the circumstances
The problem is not that Mary Rowlandson wrote about her captivity. The problem, rather, is that she—and society as a whole—deemed the context of her captivity unimportant.
This is what I'm thinking!
the image of indigenous savagery is maintained and with it spreads the toxicity of imperialism and systemic racism.
yes!
unquestionable misery and heartache
acknowledging the fact that she went through some terrible things
overdose of sorrow, disillusionment and hypocrisy to the unsuspecting reader.
Yes! Exactly.
“It is good for me that I have been afflicted.”
she learned from it
I have seen the extreme vanity of this world: One hour I have been in health, and wealthy, wanting nothing. But the next hour in sickness and wounds, and death, having nothing but sorrow and affliction.
it's all about perspective. people live very different lives.
“Money answers all things”
isn't this against the bible though?
The Indians often said that I should never have her under twenty pounds. But now the Lord hath brought her in upon free-cost, and given her to me the second time
I don't get how they price them
Blessed be the Lord for it, for great is His power, and He can do whatsoever seemeth Him good.
nothing is done by humans, all by god
My sister’s son was redeemed for four pounds
why less?
Portsmouth
This is near where I live! Neat
The twenty pounds, the price of my redemption
So she was being held for ransom
my dear husband, but the thoughts of our dear children, one being dead, and the other we could not tell where, abated our comfort each to other.
she's happy to see her husband, but they're more worried about their children than happy
he had helped to bury her, and knew it not.
Did I miss this part? I don't remember it. Very sad :(
comfortable lodging we had, though nothing but straw to lie on
girl stop complaining
sleeping all sorts together, and yet not one of them ever offered me the least abuse of unchastity to me, in word or action
She was never raped, unlike the Natives taken by the English
without fear.
Fair enough
n my travels an Indian came to me and told me, if I were willing, he and his squaw would run away, and go home along with me.
Why do they want to leave?
some asked me to send them some bread, others some tobacco, others shaking me by the hand, offering me a hood and scarfe to ride in; not one moving hand or tongue against it.
It seems like they hope she'll show them the same generosity that they showed her (sometimes). They're probably excited to get rid of her.
They mourned (with their black faces) for their own losses, yet triumphed and rejoiced in their inhumane, and many times devilish cruelty to the English.
Of course they rejoiced when they won. Either she doesn't know what the English have done to the Natives or she doesn't care, probably the latter.
(with their black faces)
Why does this matter?
eleven weeks and five days
That's how long she's been with them for, almost three months
that I did not see (all the time I was among them) one man, woman, or child, die with hunger.
Why doesn't she begin to question why God isn't protecting her in the same way?
did the Lord preserve them for His holy ends
They preserved themselves
God in preserving the heathen for further affliction to our poor country.
They exist only to test the true believers
“It may be they will come in May,”
How long has she been with them?
derided
ridicule
It is the Lord’s doing, and it should be marvelous in our eyes.
Even if it hurts you?
God seemed to leave his People to themselves, and order all things for His own holy ends. Shall there be evil in the City and the Lord hath not done it?
Questioning her beliefs
providence
"the protective care of God or of nature as a spiritual power"
Then I took it of the child, and eat it myself, and savory it was to my taste.
Oh yeah just take food from a child, that's an okay thing to do right??
barbarous creatures
She does not see them as human
she threw a handful of ashes in mine eyes
It's getting harder to feel bad for the Natives, but also I keep having to remind myself that this is only one account and that she could be lying or stretching the truth.
there is not one of them that makes the least conscience of speaking of truth
Okay Mary well they're still people so they're not all automatically spawn of the devil
such a time his master roasted him, and that himself did eat a piece of him, as big as his two fingers, and that he was very good meat
Probably not the truth
papoose
"a type of bag used to carry a child on one's back"
fortnight
two weeks
that it would be no matter if my head were off too.
Reality check of what's really happening to her.
an old Indian bade me to come to him, and his squaw gave me some ground nuts; she gave me also something to lay under my head, and a good fire we had; and through the good providence of God, I had a comfortable lodging that night
Despite everything, they still treat her with at least some respect.
my master being gone, who seemed to me the best friend that I had of an Indian
This is very different from what we know about slavery
“Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46.10). Which stilled my spirit for the present.
her Bible is what keeps her hopeful
insolency
"rude and disrespectful behavior."
snatched it hastily out of my hand, and threw it out of doors
Why?
Nux
Google says "a medicine made from the seeds of an Asiatic tree" but I don't think that's what it means here? It probably means yes or no?
Sabbath-day
Sunday
Philip spake to me to make a shirt for his boy, which I did, for which he gave me a shilling
he's not unreasonable