Walking north and meeting others, Olamina gains experience and gradually elucidates and articulates her ideals. For self-preservation Olamina must learn to think and behave in ways that ran counter to her Christian religious training and morality: she must learn to be careful, even “paranoid” of others (Sower 161), to threaten with her gun those who even hint at threatening her, and to kill, search, and scavenge from anyone who attacks.
very fallout-esque