AN UNWELCOME VISITOR IN CRUCES—THE CHOLERA—SUCCESS OF THE YELLOW DOCTRESS—FEARFUL SCENE AT THE MULE-OWNER’S—THE BURYING PARTIES—THE CHOLERA ATTACKS ME.
Kind of reminds me of epigraphs in Middlemarch
AN UNWELCOME VISITOR IN CRUCES—THE CHOLERA—SUCCESS OF THE YELLOW DOCTRESS—FEARFUL SCENE AT THE MULE-OWNER’S—THE BURYING PARTIES—THE CHOLERA ATTACKS ME.
Kind of reminds me of epigraphs in Middlemarch
most unfavourable opinions of his health
like Casaubon
hese roses under my window make no reference to former roses or to better ones; they are for what they are; they exist with God to-day.
"They are true to themselves"
history
lots of mentionings of history and time
when God speaketh he should communicate, not one thing, but all things
The Color Purple vibes
interpose
"place or insert between one thing and another: he interposed himself between her and the top of the stairs."
obsequious
"obedient or attentive to an excessive or servile degree: they were served by obsequious waiters."
I do not wish to please him; I wish that he should wish to please me.
I mean I guess??
whips you
Significance?? considering when this was written and his anti-slavery reputation
chagrins
"distress or embarrass at having failed"
but the great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.
"It is easy to live by the world's opinion when you are living within the crowd. And it is easy to live by your own opinion when you are living in solitude. But what is truly great, is to be within the crowd and live by your own opinion"
My life is for itself and not for a spectacle
"While other people give their money away as some form of repentance or to appear 'good,' I live for me"
expiate,
"atone for (guilt or sin): their sins must be expiated by sacrifice."
I grudge the dollar, the dime, the cent, I give to such men as do not belong to me and to whom I do not belong
He hates donating money to help people?
I am ashamed to think how easily we capitulate to badges and names, to large societies and dead institutions
how we give in to authority because of a logo/badge/name/etc.
the only right is what is after my constitution, the only wrong what is against it
"I am to decide what is right and wrong to/for me"
Good and bad are but names very readily transferable to that or this
True true
must not be hindered by the name of goodness, but must explore if it be goodness
"One should not be restricted/obstructed by an entity, but should question whether the thing really is what it claims to be"
.
Believe in your own genius, because if you do not, then you will hear the ideas you dismissed from someone else
Creek War of 1836
battles/war for territories
I quarrel not with far-off foes, but with those who, near at home, co-operate with, and do the bidding of those far away, and without whom the latter would be har
Thoreau is not a fan of the common people who support and feed into the big shots -- he claims that they are why the big shots are so powerful
f I have unjustly wrested a plank from a drowning man, I must restore it to him though I drown my
"If I unjustly take a plank that a drowning man is using to stay afloat, then I have to give it back even though I will drown" (because it was taken unjustly) --> emphasis on morals and ethics over self (?)
s, the right to refuse allegiance to, and to resist, the government, when its tyranny or its inefficiency are great and unendurable
"the right of revolution"
ted with it. I cannot for an instant recognize that political organization asmygovernment which is theslave'sgovernment also.
He's denouncing slavery, right?? "I cannot recognize that organization that practices slavery as my own government" --> goes back to the feeling of disgrace??
at he cannot without disgrace be associ
The person associated with American government should be disgraced
The character inherent in the American people has done all that has been accomplished; and it would have done somewhat more, if the government had not sometimes got in its w
It is not the American government that had accomplished all this stuff, it is the character of the American people that has done this and that could do more (if the government would back off)
times, ine
"not practical, suitable, or advisable."
expedien
"convenient and practical although possibly improper or immoral."
“the asshole of the Earth.”
Initial thought -- Trump's comment on "shithole countries"
I’ll actually be doing him a favor by getting it out of the way before someone finds it
Justifying her actions yet again
Hastily, mechanically, she reassembled the wallet, keeping the slip of paper in her hand
This made me sad. That piece of paper was probably so important to him
bringing a flush of embarrassment for Alex,
Like the embarrassment she had felt for the plumber
It was one of the things she liked best
Did it remind her of her childhood? Maybe with her dad?
It jarred Sasha to think of herself as a glint in the hazy memories that Alex would struggle to organize a year or two from now:
For some reason this made me think of Sasha's father, "who had disappeared" when she was young. She could be thinking that Alex (and past/future dates) will eventually move on/leave and forget her. This is a stretch but maybe this is why she steals things, to hold on to things/people who are no longer a part of her life (whether they are strangers on the street or friends).
Her physical relief at having it back coursed through Sasha in a warm rush, as if their bodies had fused
Both were relieved. Perhaps Sasha felt good about returning it, or maybe she was just glad to not be in trouble
blithe
Happy or carefree
a woman zigzagged
Bathroom-purse lady
But in that direction lay only sorrow
So something negative definitely happened with her and her father/her past
and then something more than relief: a blessed indifference, as if the very idea of feeling pain over such a thing were baffling.
She began to realize that feeling "pain" (embarrassment for the old man under her tub) and thinking that stealing something from him would make it better was, for lack of a better word, stupid
It had a beautiful screwdriver in it, the orange translucent handle gleaming like a lollipop in its worn leather loop, the silvery shaft sculpted, sparkling.
Words used to describe how she sees the screwdriver: "beautiful," "gleaming," "sparkling"
yawn of appetite
Another description of her stealing as a hunger
abasement
Humiliation or degradation
Post-wallet
After stealing the wallet, Sasha is full of life and is feeling excited and flirtatious, she even remembers her dates name
Pre-wallet
Before stealing the wallet, the evening is boring and dull and she is getting tired of her "lame date," who is apparently just like those she has had in the past
tender and overripe as a peach
Another food-like description of the wallet
live dangerously (“I get it,” Coz, her therapist, said), and take the fucking thing. “You mean steal it.” He was trying to get Sasha to use that word
From the first paragraph to the second there is some sort of transition. The last line of the first paragraph includes a comment from Coz that kind of interrupts Sasha's thoughts. Then in the second paragraph she is with Coz in therapy. I think that what we are reading is her in therapy telling Coz about the night with the wallet, as well as her reflecting on what happened.
that fat, tender wallet
This made me think of someone describing food, specifically someone who maybe hasn't eaten in a while. Sasha sees the wallet "fat" with money and suddenly she needs it
It seemed so dull, so life-as-usual just to leave it there
To Sasha, not stealing = boring and stealing = exciting
the usual way
"It" has been done before
So
Every sentence in this paragraph begins with "so" except the last sentence, what does this do?
The stone pine, with all its bower of songsters, lay overthrown upon the plain.
This is what the first paragraph is describing
its blinder lord
Bannadonna
the blind slave
The creature
tumbling in one sheer fall three hundred feet to the soft sward below
Bannadonna dies and now the bell-tower is dead too
aiming at the hand of Una to ring one clangorous note, dully smote the intervening brain of Bannadonna, turned backwards to it,
So the creature didn't "attack" Bannadonna, he was just in the way
It was thought
"Thought" - so not sure
the more terrible to behold, the better
Why?
In short, to solve nature, to steal into her, to intrigue beyond her, to procure someone else to bind her to his hand — these, one and all, had not been his objects, but, asking no favors from any element or any being, of himself to rival her, outstrip her, and rule her. He stooped to conquer. With him, common sense was theurgy; machinery, miracle; Prometheus, the heroic name for machinist; man, the true God
This made me think of Frankenstein (written by Mary Shelley and published in 1823). The official title was "Frankenstein, or the Modern-Day Prometheus"
vouchsafed
"give or grant something to someone in gracious or condescending manner"
sanguine
"optimistic in bad situations"
vainglorious
"inordinate pride in oneself; excessive vanity"
Albert Magus and Cornelius Agrippa
Albert Magus - Albertus Magnus: German Dominican friar and Catholic bishop; referred to as the greatest German philosopher and theologian of the Middle Ages
Cornelius Agrippa: German polymath, physician, legal scholar, soldier, theologian, occult writer
chimeras
Chimera - (Greek mythology) fire breathing female monster with lion's head, goat's body, serpent's tail"
erroneous
"wrong, incorrect"
stocking the earth with a new serf, more useful than the ox, swifter than the dolphin, stronger than the lion, more cunning than the ape, for industry an ant, more fiery than serpents, and yet, in patience, another ass. All excellences of all God-made creatures which served man were here to receive advancement, and then to be combined in one. Talus was to have been the all-accomplished helot’s name. Talus, iron slave to Bannadonna, and, through him, to man.
Why he wanted to create Haman/the creature/Talus -- to be a slave to man
elephantine
"relating to elephants; large, clumsy"
derived the first suggestion of his scheme
This paragraph and the one that follows: Bannadonna's idea behind Haman
cumbrous
"literary term for cumbersome: large or heavy, difficult to carry or use; slow or complicated"
averred
"state or assert to be the case"
arquebuss
"early type of portable gun"
It were but natural to suppose
This paragraph describes some sort of "fight"
Uncertainty falls on what now followed.
Basically saying that no one knows exactly what happened
It had limbs, and seemed clad in a scaly mail, lustrous as a dragon-beetle’s. It was manacled, and its clubbed arms were uplifted, as if, with its manacles, once more to smite its already smitten victim. One advanced foot of it was inserted beneath the dead body, as if in the act of spurning it.
Haman/the object
Bannadonna lay, prostrate and bleeding,
Bannadonna is dead
prostrate
Same word use to describe the fallen tower in the second paragraph
tumultuous
"making an uproar or loud, confused noise"
that dull sound dropped heavily from the belfr
No bell sounded at 1
cavalcade
"a formal procession of people"
Strange sounds, too, were heard, or were thought to be
Strange sounds heard from within the bell tower -- "half-suppressed screams and plainings"
No soul, Excellenza, rest assured, no soul.
They were saying soul to ask if any person was up there, but Bannadonna was saying that there was literally no soul there, a body maybe but no soul
footfall
"sound of footsteps"
Because there is a law in art — but the cold wind is rising more; these lattices are but a poor defense.
Bannadonna is trying to get rid of them
jocundly
"cheerful and light-hearted"
sardonical
"grimly mocking or cynical"
ostentatious
"pretentious or showy display"
But the junior magistrate
The junior magistrate is suspicious
Vulcanic
Vulcan - god of fire, including fire of volcanoes, metalworking, and the forge in anceint Roman religion and myth
plebeian
"(in ancient Rome) a commoner"
equivocal
"ambiguous; uncertain or questionable in nature"
in each stage of its growth
It was like a child
The magistrates glanced toward the cloaked object, which, to their surprise, seemed now to have changed its attitude, or else had before been more perplexingly concealed by the violent muffling action of the wind without. It seemed now seated upon some sort of frame, or chair, contained within the domino. They observed that nigh the top, in a sort of square, the web of the cloth, either from accident or design, had its warp partly withdrawn, and the cross threads plucked out here and there, so as to form a sort of woven grating.
The magistrates looking at "the object"
domino
"loose cloak worn wirh a mask for the upper part of the face"
demur
"raise objections, show reluctance"
pliant
"easily bent; easily influenced"
It was not unknown that he was engaged upon something for the belfry, intended to complete it and surpass all that had gone before
He began working on another project
belfry,
"part of bell tower or steeple where the bells are housed"
flagitious
"shamefully wicked" "heinous or flagrant"
esthetic
(possibly) Esther, from the Bible, who was a woman chosen on account of her beauty
The homicide was overlooked
What exactly happened here?
Shadrach
One of three Jewish men thrown into a fiery furnace by the King of Babylon when they refused to bow down to the king's image
But, undeterred, he prepared his mammoth mold,
Bannadonna did not listen to them
the less elated magistrates here caution him, saying that though truly the tower was titanic, yet limit should be set to the dependent weight of its swaying masses
The magistrates were concerned and warned him
when, like the cannon booms, came up to him the people’s combustions of applause.
How is "cannon booms" used here? Is he soaking up the loud applause and relishing in it or is it alarming him?
sights invisible from the plain
Invisible from the plain but visible from the tower -- the tower provided a different view of the world
viols
"Musical instrument of the Renaissance"
thronged
"fill or be present in"
tarry
"stay longer than intended"
Stone by stone, month by month, the tower rose. Higher, higher, snaillike in pace, but torch or rocket in its pride.
The tower was built. It took a while to contruct ("snaillike in pace") but "its pride" was big and bright. Also some personificiation, describing the tower as having pride/being proud
Shinar
Used in the Hebrew Bible for the general region of Mesopotamia
Babel’s
Used in the Hebrew Bible for the city of Babylon
prostration
"lying stretched on the ground; physical or emotional weakness"
This is similar to how Bannadonna is described when the magistrates find him dead
lichened
"simple slow-growing plant" "a skin disease"
flung shadow of the perished trunk
At first I thought that this was an actual tree, but it is the fallen bell-tower. This shows that this is actually from the end of the story, when the bell-tower is destroyed, but Melville organizes it so that this is where we first we read about it
Anak and the Titan.
Anak was a figure from the Hebrew Bible Titan - Greek mythology; titans were members of a generation of devine beings
cankering
"A corrupting influence that is difficult to eradicate" "fungal rot/disease"
but he immediately turned it on the presumptuous crybaby in front of him
Although his initial anger in the first paragraph was directed at the woman in line for her "stupid conversation," but at this moment he is mad at the teller but purposely directs this anger towards the woman. Why?
elegant savagery
Interesting oxymoron, I wonder why the author decided to include this
Of impenetrable Reason, Pico’s claims For human dignity, late Henry James, And insubordinate particles of Greek.
I found it interesting that the author chose words like "impenetrable," "human dignity," and "insubordinate" when describing the work the students would have to do.
Especially since, in the following stanza, he describes the students themselves as "rude, arrogant, and noisy"
steel
"mentally prepare to do"
once, perhaps, adored,
Like "the boys" in the first stanza?
joust
"Heroic" language -- a connection to line 6?
plots
When I read this I thought that "plot" has a slightly negative connotation to it, it's kind of a negative form of "plan"
disport
"enjoy oneself unrestrainedly" "diversion from work or serious matter"
his departing smile
He's leaving her again.
a small balloon
A thought? A question? "What happened to us?" Something like that maybe
his neat head
Compared to her "out of date" appearance?
feign indifference
Feign: "pretend to be affected by"
Indifference: "lack of interest, concern"
A third draws aimless
I thought that this child must be a baby or at least very young since they are aimlessly playing in the dirt
idle
"Not active or in use" "(of an engine) run slowly"
what we are seeking
Is what they are seeking love? Happiness? Stability? Etc.
I would indeed that love were longer-lived, And vows were not so brittle as they are, But so it is, and nature has contrived
"I wish that love could last forever and that vows were not so easily broken, but this is what nature intended/how things are"
protest
"declare firmly in response to doubt or accusation"
If you entreat me with your loveliest lie
This made me think of a proposal. It doesn't really fit with the rest of the poem since the speaker is clearly talking about some sort of separation in the relationship, but they could want to get married even though they know it's doomed to fail (it's not really a rarity).
So make the most of this, your little day, Your little month, your little half a year
The speaker is saying to enjoy the relationship/time together while he/she is still around
this
The "this" could be their love/relationship
contrived
"Deliberately created"
entreat
"Ask earnestly or anxiously" "archaic: treat in a specific manner"
Ere
"Before"
presently
"At the present time; now" "After a short time; soon"
Yet knows its boughs more silent than before
Doesn't know/remember/think about those who left but does know and is aware that she is alone.
Nor knows what birds have vanished one by one,
"Nor knows" -- doesn't know, or doesn't remember, the birds (lovers) that have left.
ot again Will turn to me
They're gone and not coming back
What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why, I have forgotten, and what arms have lain
The speaker initially refers to the past lovers as just "lips" and "arms." Maybe to show that she really doesn't remember them or that they were just bodies to her.
Held as a shell
Shell = "the hard protective outer case of a mollusk or crustacean" "the thin outer layer of an animal's egg" "one's shell; used with reference to a state of shyness or introversion"
When I read "held as a shell" a few times it made me think that maybe the women that men prefer are fragile and need protection (which could tie back to the unstable background). That line is then followed by "sheltering," which could also go with it, and, additionally, the word "overbended" made me think of someone being pushed to their breaking point; just some thoughts though, could be way off.
beginning ended:
This made me think of the phrase "the beginning of the end" which means "signs of failure." Also, "beginnings" could mean the background(s)/origins of a person/thing
Perhaps the speaker is referring to women who come from bad/unstable backgrounds?
The country I caress: A place where none shall trespass None possess: A mainland mastered From its inaccess.
"None shall trespass," "None possess," "inaccess"
I immediately thought that she could referring to her body, maybe even of virginity. Or the speaker could be saying that she is not easy to get to/attain
dead-end road
Compared to the "forever winding" road from the second stanza
Show me
"Show me" "Tell me" "Find me" The speaker seems like she could be mad at whoever she is talking to. Like when someone says "tell me one time I did this, this, or this" in an argument.
upper country to the inner core
I have features on the outside (physical appearance) in addition to features on the inside (personality, feelings, etc.)
Limpid
Clear/transparent
Maybe women who lack substance/personality? "What you see if what you get," nothing really more to them
mainland
Mainland = "a large continuous extent of land"
Much bigger and more complex than an island; speaker saying "there is more to me than meets the eye" and showing the difference between herself and the other type of woman mentioned
sheltering
Sheltering = protection, providing food and accommodations
Females are typically characterized as being nurturing and caring
Convex
Quick definition - curved outline
overbended
Overbended = broken?
island
Islands = tropical, vacations, exotic, isolated, stranded, open, nature
All day the snow sets its table
Personification of snow/sky (nature) throughout the poem - nature has a mind of its own, has attributes that are similar to humans
cheek
Cheek = "something resembling the side of the human face in form or position, as either of two parts forming corresponding sides of various objects."
"Something resembling the side of the human face" stood out to me since the poet personifies both the snow and the sky.
bears up like sheep before shearing.
Sheep's wool = fluffy, big, white/pale
oatmeal
Oatmeal is fairly pale but is also pretty thick. The author uses a mundane thing that everyone knows of to describe how the clouds looked
its high home where nothing leaves tracks or stains or keeps time
Saying that the sky is the snow's home. "Tracks or stains or keeps time" are things done in an actual home
I kept waiting for the thud
Wanted to be needed; wanted to help her when she fell
loping
"long, bounding strides"
wobbled
Unsteady
tiny green sprigs
parsley
Even a parrot can roll an R!
Parrot is above the slaves?
the cane
sugar cane and a walking/beating cane
He orders pastries brought up for the bird
He hates sweets because they remind him of the death of his mother. But he has sweets ordered for the parrot -- the parrot perhaps reminds him of her
parrot
Thought: the parrot could represent the slaves - "imitating" the general and trying to say parsley
has traveled all the way
Like slaves who are brought "all the way" from their homeland
stolidly
"Calm, dependable, showing little emotion"
spring
Connotations of spring = flowers, green, life
parrot imitating spring
Sounds of spring? Of happier times? Could be imitating the mother -- she died in the fall, was alive in the spring
2. The Palace
POV of the general
1. The Cane Fields
POV of workers/slaves
I bought a book to learn English.
She's trying to learn English in order to get closer with her kids but they are so disconnected that she can't even ask them for help, she has to teach herself through a book.
lock myself in the bathroom,
There are usually negative connotations with someone locking themselves in the bathroom. It is seen in popular culture a lot. The person who sits in the bathroom is usually the outcast, a loner, or friendless.
they sit around the kitchen table, laugh with one another. I stand at the stove and feel dumb, alone.
She doesn't understand her children and feels like an outcast in her own home. She doesn't even feel welcome/comfortable at the table with them
But that was in Mexico.
I feel like a change in tone happens here. The use of "but" and the short, abrupt sentence, to me, indicates a change in the tone and feel of the poem. She's reminiscing about her and her children and how she'd understand everything they'd say, then suddenly something changes (they start learning English) and things are different.
ornament
Also from the OED - " Something used to adorn, beautify, or embellish, or that naturally does this; a decoration, embellishment." "fig. A quality, characteristic, or circumstance conferring beauty, grace, honour, etc"
When I saw this definition I thought that the "ornament" in this line could be referring to the daughter. "Which age/was known for which/ornament" could also be talking about a time period known for beauty, which for the speaker could be the time spent with the daughter, even though the beauty was unknown to him at the time.
I hope that made some sense
styles
From the OED - "Antiq. An instrument made of metal, bone, etc., having one end sharp-pointed for incising letters on a wax tablet, and the other flat and broad for smoothing the tablet and erasing what is written: = stylus n. 1. Also applied to similar instruments in later use"
which was not often—
He didn't turn to look at his daughter often because he was too "absorbed" (from a few lines up) with the junk/antiques
put down the time
"Put down the time" = kill time
know what time is, doesn’t know how in no time
I liked how the author says that the boy doesn't "know" what time is and then uses the phrase "no time."
those numbers will fill his days the way water fills a bath
As a child time really doesn't matter much, kids don't really care about it. They get told when to do things by parents/relatives/teachers/etc. But this line says that before he knows it the concept of time will consume his life and be all he knows (not enough time, too much time, etc.)
the world’s incessant undersong
"Undersong" - what lies beneath the hustle and bustle of the day? It can be heard at night because most people are sleeping?
we have to turn away and enter the dark.
Do they mean to go to sleep?
incessant
"Unceasing, continual"
so I’ve been told
So other people have heard of/encountered the "something" that the speaker meets
She
Is "she" the "something" from the first line?
mortar.
"Literal translation: a cavity in which to pound or grind something."
A younger man, in a tweed hat, a man who loved Music. There is no time for that now. No time for music,
Change in tone here. He remembers how life used to be when he was younger, but now things are different.
The peculiar screeching of strings, the luxurious Fiddling with emotion.
Is this how music is to him now? "Screeching" sounds that mess with his emotions?