192 Matching Annotations
  1. Oct 2024
    1. A political victory, a rise of rents, the recovery of your sick, or the return of your absent friend, or some other favorable event, raises your spirits, and you think good days are preparing for you. Do not believe it. Nothing can bring you peace but yourself. Nothing can bring you peace but the triumph of principles.

      I like how this narrative switch from being oneself, to the universe, to god, to straight up politics.

    2. Columbus found the New World

      Liar

    3. For every Stoic was a Stoic; but in Christendom where is the Christian?

      Wow. Literature.

    4. Society never advances.

      I fear it does advance there are just backs and differing opinions. All I know is that society has advanced to the point I can have a nose piercing and tattoo in peace.

    5. nsist on yourself; never imitate.

      Take accountability for one's own life. Do not expect to rely on others.

    6. Our minds travel when our bodies are forced to stay at home

      mindscape fr

    7. as a girl

      Finally something other then feminine rage,, She is just a girl.

    8. aliens

      what defines aliens in this passage???

    9. the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide

      how self helping can one be if they rely on a higher power for everything?

    10. self-reliance:

      title mentioned

    11. In what prayers do men allow themselves

      enlighten us

    12. A sturdy lad from New Hampshire or Vermont

      He is specifically talking about me, cause I have grown up in both #childofdivorce

    13. High be his heart, faithful his will, clear his sight, that he may in good earnest be doctrine, society, law, to himself, that a simple purpose may be to him as strong as iron necessity is to others! If any man consider the present aspects of what is called by distinction

      If youre focused, faithful and joyus a man can make his own decisions

    14. must be myself. I cannot break myself any longer for you, or you. If you can love me for what I am, we shall be the happier. If you cannot, I will still seek to deserve that you should. I will not hide my tastes or aversions

      It is great that you want to be yourself, But I think you have loved yourself enough, Maybe focus a little bit on caring for other people.

    15. Why should we assume the faults of our friend, or wife, or father, or child, because they sit around our hearth, or are said to have the same blood?

      im getting the feeling he doesn't love or care about any one.

    16. But now we are a mob.

      what defines a mob in this sense. What does he believe a mob to be?

    17. ever-blessed ONE

      what is he on about? god?

    18. Who has more obedience than I masters me, though he should not raise his finger

      scold?

    19. what is called life, and what is called death.

      connecting areas but also a separation as well.

    20. Time and space are but physiological colors which the eye makes, but the soul is light

      Is this guy on drugs. yes or no?

    21. If I see a trait, my children will see it after me,

      Throwing own self out the window to implant his ideas into future spawn

    22. Here are the lungs of that inspiration which giveth man wisdom, and which cannot be denied without impiety and atheism.

      live your truth.... unless you do not believe in god.

    23. For, the sense of being which in calm hours rises, we know not how, in the soul, is not diverse from things, from space, from light, from time, from man, but one with them, and proceeds obviously from the same source whence their life and being also proceed

      Everything is connected.

    24. man

      I like how he mentioned so many positive things about man, and the one thing he said about femininity is rage. Like excuse me?

    25. a true man belongs to no other time or place, but is the centre of things. Where he is, there is nature.

      This is giving too much main character complex. It does not seem like he has concern for others.

    26. esound with the hum of insects

      why would you want that? icky.

    27. Why drag about this corpse of your memory

      I mean like??? there is no place to put it. It is not like my mind has a dumping ground for knowledge I actually wanted to forget.

    28. error that scares us from self-trust is our consistency

      consistency is good in moderation. Change can be good and bad and so can spontaneity

    29. feminine rage

      why does the rage have to be feminine? I feel like that is a little odd.

    30. For nonconformity the world whips you with its displeasure

      non popular opinions are seen as outcasts and separated from the rest

    31. Their every truth is not quite true

      I feel like this is based on prospective. He is not fair to say that their truths are not quite true. They might not be, his might not be. It does not mean it makes it less true to the person at hand.

    32. Do your work, and you shall reinforce yourself.

      I feel like I am being lectured.

    33. you will always find those who think they know what is your duty better than you know it.

      I mean honestly yeah.

    34. you are a man

      no.

    35. My life is for itself and not for a spectacle.

      I agree with this statement

    36. though I confess with shame I sometimes succumb and give the dollar

      I feel like this represents a choice though??? Is that such a bad thing to choose? Obviously if one feels forced that's not a good thing, but if its a choice you make willingly?

    37. The doctrine of hatred must be preached as the counteraction of the doctrine of love

      thin line between love and hate or portraying one as the other????

    38. I am ashamed to think how easily we capitulate to badges and names, to large societies and dead institutions

      Strong quotatation for this passage and their arguemmt. Something to come back to

    39. “They do not seem to me to be such; but if I am the Devil’s child, I will live then from the Devil.

      believes in his argument so much that he would accept being a devil's child

    40. Whoso

      whoso is so silly

    41. Society is a joint-stock company, in which the members agree, for the better securing of his bread to each shareholder, to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater.

      Capitalism, Societal conform.

    42. . You must court him: he does not court you.

      dating for marriage?? I do not see how this is relevant.

    43. . Infancy conforms to nobody

      Infancy comes with a form of purity, untainted by the world and others opinions

    44. must accep

      no choice? Kind of contradictory

    45. the absolutely trustworthy

      who would be the absolutely trustworthy? god???

    46. Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string. Accept the place the divine providence has found for you

      Take action and responsibility into your own hands. Be true to your being.

    47. gay

      Meaning happy in this comment, not an ally fr

    48. t God will not have his work made manifest by cowards
      1. Proving points through religion. 2. Who are said cowards?
    49. We but half express ourselves, and are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents.

      conforming ideals, thoughts, way of life due to others.

    50. imitation is suicide

      adapting others opinions to conform is the death of oneself

    51. we shall be forced to take with shame our own opinion from another.

      Taking ideas from other people to use as your own instead of creating one. The idea of being original to nothing being original

    52. In every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts

      Tend to conform and fit others beliefs if its more prominent

    53. and spoke not what men but what they thought. A man should learn to detect and watch that gleam of light which flashes across his mind from within

      A person's better quality is their thought. metaphor of lightbulb moment in a way.

    54. To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men, — that is genius.

      Do not conform to societal standards, having free will and using free will is genius

    55. The soul always hears an admonition in such lines

      A reminder, almost like a conscious reminding the soul?

    56. uckle him with the she-wolf’s teat; Wintered with the hawk and fox, Power and speed be hands and feet.

      Strength in wildlife connecting back to reliance.

    57. Our acts our angels are, or good or ill,

      angels being ill in 4k???

    58. “Man is his own star; and the soul that can Render an honest and a perfect man, Commands all light, all influence, all fate; Nothing to him falls early or too late.

      This is such a powerful statement, its very unique

    59. “Ne te quaesiveris extra.”

      Do not seek outside yourself, prevalent to the title at hand

  2. Sep 2024
    1. why am I troubled? It was but the other day that if I had had the world, I would have given it for my freedom, or to have been a servant to a Christian. I have learned to look beyond present and smaller troubles,

      finally focusing on her attitude even if its because of a higher being and not herself

    2. Affliction I wanted, and affliction I had

      wanting affliction????

    3. I have seen the extreme vanity of this world: One hour I have been in health, and wealthy, wanting nothing. But the next hour in sickness and wounds, and death, having nothing but sorrow and affliction.

      contrasting the good times with the bad. reflecting on her situations.

    4. my thoughts are upon things past, upon the awful dispensation of the Lord towards us

      more thoughts on god rather than her actual experience.

    5. “Money answers all things”

      that is crazyyyy

    6. eceived one of our children

      buying back children

    7. I was walking through the valley of the shadow of death;

      bible verse im assuming, but we all know the banger of a song.

    8. About this time the council had ordered a day of public thanksgiving.

      multiple instances of thanksgiving seemingly more than once a year

    9. Their not knowing where our children were was a sore trial to us still, and yet we were not without secret hopes that we should see them again.

      how would they go about figuring it out?

    10. f I knew where his wife was? Poor heart! he had helped to bury her, and knew it not.

      poor guy

    11. oy to see such a lovely sight, so many Christians together,

      huge difference in how she sees a group of christians rather than a group of natives.

    12. I took my leave of them, and in coming along my heart melted into tears, more than all the while I was with them

      so she did go because of god or because of herself?

    13. I have been in the midst of those roaring lions, and savage bears, that feared neither God,

      more comparison to wild animals

    14. n my travels an Indian came to me and told me, if I were willing, he and his squaw would run away, and go home along with me. I told him no: I was not willing to run away, but desired to wait God’s time,

      refuses to do anything unless she thinks god wants her to.

    15. But to return again to my going home,

      did she go home??

    16. And the Lord had not so many ways before to preserve them, but now He hath as many to destroy them.

      strange that she thinks she can figure out what a being she sees as so high above her is up to.

    17. many times devilish cruelty to the English

      would she considered it this way if the roles were reversed?

    18. But now our perverse and evil carriages in the sight of the Lord, have so offended Him, that instead of turning His hand against them, the Lord feeds and nourishes them up to be a scourge to the whole land.

      another set aside of all the hard work the natives have done to keep their land fruitful

    19. can but stand in admiration to see the wonderful power of God in providing for such a vast number of our enemies in the wilderness

      more faith in god then their survival skills.

    20. They would pick up old bones, and cut them to pieces at the joints, and if they were full of worms and maggots, they would scald them over the fire to make the vermine come out, and then boil them, and drink up the liquor, and then beat the great ends of them in a mortar, and so eat them

      tying to the other things she think is animalistic about them, and not survival behavior.

    21. Though many times they would eat that, that a hog or a dog would hardly touch; yet by that God strengthened them to be a scourge to His people.

      poetry..... ew

    22. if their corn were cut down, they would starve and die with hunger, and all their corn that could be found, was destroyed, and they driven from that little they had in store, into the woods in the midst of winter

      thinks that the Natives hard work is just the lord, and ignoring all of the effort natives put in to their land.

    23. They could go in great numbers over, but the English must stop. God had an over-ruling hand in all those things.

      Back to having her full trust in god.

    24. that that river should be impassable to the English

      how is it impassable?

    25. is the Lord’s doing, and it should be marvelous in our eyes.

      strange thought process of questioning to he is a super cool awesome dude.

    26. God seemed to leave his People to themselves, and order all things for His own holy ends

      questioning belief

    27. say, that then our army should want provision, and be forced to leave their pursuit and return homeward; and the very next week the enemy came upon our town, like bears bereft of their whelps, or so many ravenous wolves, rending us and our lambs to death.

      they retaliated against a war they did not wage.

    28. when our English army was so numerous, and in pursuit of the enemy,

      identifies the Natives as an enemy yet they have been kind to her.

    1. I told them, they had as good knock me in head as starve me to death.

      sass.

    2. Then I took it of the child, and eat it myself, and savory it was to my taste

      She stole the piece of meat from a literal child. not very cool mary.

    3. then she cut me off a little piece, and gave one of the English children a piece also.

      act of kindness

    4. Then I went into another wigwam, where they were boiling corn and beans, which was a lovely sight to see, but I could not get a taste thereof.

      more praise in these last few chapters.

    5. I saw an Englishman stripped naked, and lying dead upon the ground, but knew not who it was.

      was this from the people she was with or another group?

    1. So like were these barbarous creatures to him who was a liar from the beginning.

      strange. Did a few people lie or it a stereotype.

    2. . He told me he saw him such a time in the Bay, and he was well, but very melancholy

      husbands alive

    3. Whereupon I asked one of them, whether they intended to kill him; he answered me, they would not.

      her group has never murdered anyone as we have seen so why would that be her first thought.

    4. Yet I can say, that in all my sorrows and afflictions, God did not leave me to have my impatience work towards Himself, as if His ways were unrighteous. But I knew that He laid upon me less than I deserved

      taking accountability for her actions or just a constant ideology that she will always deserve not great things in the eyes of god.

    5. I should suddenly leap up and run out, as if I had been at home, forgetting where I was

      how could she possibly forget with all of the complaining of where she is.

    6. I removed a stick that kept the heat from me. A squaw moved it down again, at which I looked up

      she does not think before acting. She does not consider how others do things and when people react, she takes it as they are being cruel for no reason.

    7. and I considered their horrible addictedness to lying, and that there is not one of them that makes the least conscience of speaking of truth.

      she believes that any value one of them may have, all of them may have. which is stereotyping a large group of people

    8. He answered me that such a time his master roasted him, and that himself did eat a piece of him, as big as his two fingers, and that he was very good meat.

      welp. That is a traumatic.

    9. I had not seen my son a pretty while

      where does he son keep coming up and then disappearing? What is his deal?

    10. t. Here one asked me to make a shirt for her papoose, for which she gave me a mess of broth,

      shows. that she traded at least once

    1. I went with a good load at my back

      less complaining more contribution.

    2. and a good fire we had; and through the good providence of God, I had a comfortable lodging that night.

      refuses to thank anyone else for being hospitable but god.

    3. Then was I fain to stoop to this rude fellow

      why are they considered the rude ones in this narrative. She treats them like toddlers and does not give them respect, but expects respect in return.

    4. . I told them, I could not tell where to go, they bade me go look; I told them, if I went to another wigwam they would be angry,

      I feel like she is dramatizing the fact that they asked her not to be there because they have guests over.

    5. ticks for my own comfort, that I might not lie a-cold

      i think we all see the problem in this statement.

    6. with my heart as full as it could hold, and yet so hungry that I could not sit neither;

      not because things are working well around her, but because of religious values.

    7. I had to go through, my master being gone, who seemed to me the best friend that I had of an Indian, both in cold and hunger, and quickly so it proved.

      kindness to the indians finally showing

    8. My spirit was, upon this, I confess, very impatient, and almost outrageous.

      shows her impatient nature.

    9. udden my mistress gives out; she would go no further, but turn back again,

      what event caused her to feel this way, i'm assuming this mistress was the previous one from other passages in which she would be freed too. why would she want to turn back so close to freedom?

    10. But the thoughts of my going homeward (for so we bent our course) much cheered my spirit, and made my burden seem light, and almost nothing at all.

      So did she previously have to help out because it was her and her other captives stuff she had to carry on the way to being released??

    11. and the rather because their insolency grew worse and worse.

      She was treated beyond well at this point, and now that she starts having to help out, she takes it as a form of disrespect.

    12. I complained it was too heavy, whereupon she gave me a slap in the face, and bade me go;

      wake up call of annoyance towards her and her constant complaints.

    13. she snatched it hastily out of my hand, and threw it out of doors.

      strange narrative of suppressing religion, which may or may not be the case.

    14. which did much rejoice my spirit

      Is she happy that she wouldn't be sold?

    15. This morning I asked my master whether he would sell me to my husband

      was that a possibility to begin with or was she asking this out of the blue.

    1. I put it in my pocket to keep it safe. Yet notwithstanding, somebody stole it, but put five Indian corns in the room of it; which corns were the greatest provisions I had in my travel for one day.

      Who stole it? Another captive? A Native American?

    2. but I thought I never tasted pleasanter meat in my life.

      finally enjoying their food??

    3. For though I had formerly used tobacco, yet I had left it ever since I was first taken. It seems to be a bait the devil lays

      is tobacco fine, and other substances not??

    4. Yet I answered, they would kill me. “No,” said he, “none will hurt you.” Then came one of them and gave me two spoonfuls of meal to comfort me

      She assumes this yet they treat her well, give her things that she needs not wants. Takes care of her. Have not hurt her thus far

    5. could not but be amazed at the numerous crew of pagans

      She never even cares to learn their beliefs or culture and just dehumanizes them every chance she gets

    6. preserving us

      she genuinely believes if she does nothing, everything will be good.

    7. my son Joseph unexpectedly came to me. We asked of each other’s welfare, bemoaning our doleful condition

      I am so confused at how he disappears and reappears.

    1. o which they answered me they would break my face

      she has not done anything the entire time except travel. Obviously they do not know was Sabbath is

    2. The first week of my being among them I hardly ate any thing; the second week I found my stomach grow very faint for want of something; and yet it was very hard to get down their filthy trash;

      so by choice she refused to eat, and was complaining about how wounded she was. She refused food, which made her weaker.

    3. they filled it up again

      filled what?

    4. I did not wet my foot (which many of themselves at the other end were mid-leg deep) which cannot but be acknowledged as a favor of God to my weakened body,

      She is being treated very well and is taking for granted the fact that they could have enslaved her, beat her, murdered her and so much worse that the Native americans faced.

    5. ; I carried only my knitting work

      She decided that knitting work was the best to have??? I feel like she carries non essential stuff. except for the baby

    6. When all the company was come up, and were gathered together, I thought to count the number of them, but they were so many, and being somewhat in motion, it was beyond my skill

      a lot of community in this passage. Showing of Native American culture and connection

    7. hey marched on furiously, with their old and with their young: some carried their old decrepit mothers, some carried one, and some another. Four of them carried a great Indian upon a bier

      They all made sure each other made it out alive, no man left behind mentality

    8. or they went as if they had gone for their lives

      a retreat

    1. whether he thought the Indians would let me read? He answered, yes.

      lets her have some freedoms, does not enslave her. DOes not beat her.

    2. ending me a Bible

      A kind action to be given a bible

    3. Oh, the hideous insulting and triumphing that there was over some Englishmen’s scalps that they had taken

      I feel like this is all customs they have had, or was it a retaliation to previous brutality.

    4. But before they came to us, Oh! the outrageous roaring and hooping that there was.

      I feel like its a rude way to talk about their communication

    5. viz.

      ????

    6. my condition

      Mental, physical? What kind of condition?

    7. (by my master in this writing, must be understood Quinnapin, who was a Sagamore, and married King Philip’s wife’s sister; not that he first took me, but I was sold to him by another Narragansett Indian, who took me when first I came out of the garrison). I went to take up my dead child in my arms to carry it with me, but they bid me let it alone; there was no resisting, but go I must and leave it. When I had been at my master’s wigwam, I took the first opportunity I could get to go look after my dead child.

      finally context regarding the master previously mentioned.

    8. was, but now the case is changed; I must and could lie down by my dead babe, side by side all the night after.

      She at least got to mourn in peace.

    9. my sweet babe like a lamb departed this life on Feb. 18, 1675.

      Very sad, but was it caused by the natural early death in that time, or lack of treatment. Could be either.

    10. picture of death in my lap.

      what kind of wounds are we even talking about? She talks so much about being hurt and yet no description except how dire they are, yet she is still functioning.

    11. sometimes one Indian would come and tell me one hour that “your master will knock your child in the head,” and then a second, and then a third, “your master will quickly knock your child in the head.”

      I feel like its an empty threat, as they were being kind earlier.

    12. hat it was easy for me to see how righteous it was with God to cut off the thread of my life and cast me out of His presence forever

      she is not even willing to help herself at this point which is doing nothing in her best interest.

    13. Oh the number of pagans

      does she know that as a fact or assuming such.

    14. viz

      ????

    15. what with my own wound, and my child’s being so exceeding sick,

      she has repeated that her child is sick so many times. I get that its scary but every other sentence is more than enough babe.

    1. , looking that every hour would be the last of its life

      they would have killed her by now if they wanted to kill her

    2. nd there being no furniture upon the horse’s back

      does she expect luxury? I feel like that is the least important matter.

    3. with sorrow that cannot be expressed.

      yet she is expressing it

    4. ne of the Indians carried my poor wounded babe upon a horse; it went moaning all along

      Honestly way better and caring than the colonizers that threw babies into the river and laughed. Very compassionate groups she is with honestly.

    5. It is not my tongue, or pen, can express the sorrows of my heart, and bitterness of my spirit

      I feel like this is so overdramatic. I get why she is sad and frustrated but shes not being abused, her family is fine at the time being

    6. But now, the next morning, I must turn my back upon the town, and travel with them into the vast and desolate wilderness, I knew not whither.

      no torture or unnecessary cruelness.

    1. Those seven

      is seven a specific number or a reference point of people who lost their lives, and is there any significance to the number seven

    2. the Indians told me they would kill him as he came homeward), my children gone, my relations and friends gone, our house and home and all our comforts—within door and without—all was gone

      I feel like this goes both ways, with previous knowledge of how encounters went, I feel like her or her husband might have also played a part in whatever is going on

    3. my thoughts ran upon my losses and sad bereaved condition. All was gone, my husband gone (at least separated from me,

      I guess this is some further context to why she is so upset

    4. Oh the roaring, and singing and dancing, and yelling of those black creatures in the night

      Native Americans celebrating having a good time, and she is not having it

    5. “What, will you love English men still?

      A strange question to ask someone who has such disdain for Native Americans because English beliefs

    6. . There was hard by a vacant house

      confusing sentence.

    7. Now away we must go with those barbarous creatures, with our bodies wounded and bleeding, and our hearts no less than our bodies

      Clear hatred for Native Americans, wounded. A little dramatic to be saying hearts no less than our bodies but okay

    1. We hope to shift the focus from the nation to the larger, global implications for what defines something as “American.”

      That would be really interesting to see what people globally have to say about American Literature and defining it

    2. even weave some comedy and sass in there

      can't have bold statements without a little humor to lighten them up a bit :)

    3. This anthology sets out to help people see that, while also highlighting important themes and ideas about all of these texts.

      That is kind of funny as we are doing that right now, on this text

    4. We do not claim to have a “perfect” or “complete” representation of American literature. Rather, we offer an unexpected combination of texts

      I enjoy this statement because it accepts that there is no right way, but a guide to information.

    5. “America” can mean the United States

      Then it would just be United States literature

    6. How can we possibly define American literature without comprehending the fragility, complexity, and pride that accompanies such a term?

      I feel like its a good question to ask but it will never have one right answer. America is full of diversity, which is wonderful, but people have different beliefs, morals, and standards for what American Literature should be. Someone will never agree and try to seperate people to fit their definition of American Literature.

    7. It provides insight into what has happened in the past, while also giving students the tools to think critically about what’s happening within the field of American literature in the present.

      I said this in a previous annotation but this is so so important to be connected to what you are reading and relating it to the past and present.

    8. important representations of American literature.

      What is important about them, what have they done?

    9. critically, it moves beyond the voices of old white men talking about even older white men.

      Happy to hear it, inclusivity is needed when this land is made from immigrants.

    10. This anthology is unique because it was made by students, for students.

      I feel like its a great thing that its made for students by students because what defines America is ever changing with new generations, so as time goes on it will relate to the times in which new culture is forming, and they can look on the past as well with input from people who were in their shoes.

    11. what is American literature?”

      something that will always be speculated and never have an answer

    12. Many of these questions remain unanswered and continue to engage scholarly debate.

      I feel like it's interesting to discuss but getting so worked up over something that will never have a definition because of the million things that play apart in defining them, is not something to get overly heated about, especially when you can't really be right or wrong.

    13. s American literature defined by geographical boundaries?

      I feel like we touched on the subject of the United States, and American territories but I am not quite sure we went beyond that

    14. we questioned the very parameters

      What were the original parameters. If they were question there obviously had to be some sort of guideline to begin with

    1. I wanted to kill my brother and my sister. It seemed to me that my heart would not feel good until I killed one of them.

      ummmmmm?

    2. I know that you will say to yourself, “Well, this life is good enough.” After you have taken it for the first time, it will seem as if they are digging a grave for you, that you are about to die; and you will not want to take it again. “It is bad,” you will think to yourself. You will believe that you are going to die and you will want to know what is going to happen to you.

      I still don't know how to feel about the author trying to convince others to take hard drugs

    3. Come with your disease, for this medicine will cure it. Whatever you have, come and eat this medicine and you will have true knowledge once and for all. Learn of this medicine yourself through actual experience.

      Is peyote a cure, or is it a placebo. Like how marijuana makes people feel happy and yet it is a depressant

    4. They were really very ill and now they have been cured of it.

      I can not tell what is considered ill when the narrator talks about it. Is it mental health, bad habits, physical illness, bad morals??

    5. Their parents had acquired great possessions by giving medicines to the people.

      this is the nice way of saying drug dealer

    6. There was a man named Walking-Priest and he was very fond of whisky; he chewed and he smoked and he gambled. He was very fond of women. He did everything that was bad. Then I gave him some of the peyote and he ate it and he gave up all the had things he was doing.

      This seems like its praising drugs, in which I am not sure that's a great thing

    7. Indeed, it is good. They are all well—my brother, my sister, my father, my mother. I felt very good indeed. O medicine, grandfather, most assuredly you are holy! All that is connected with you, that I would like to know and that I would like to understand. Help me! I give myself up to you entirely!

      I still believe religion was somehow founded through the use of hallucinogenics

    8. “Perhaps it is this peyote that is doing this thing to me?”

      highly unsafe to do a drug without reading the symptoms you will endure. I get understanding culture but at least look up side effects.

    9. The following night we were to eat peyote again. I thought to myself, “Last night it almost harmed me.” “Well, let us do it again,” they said. “All right, I’ll do it.” So there we ate seven peyote apiece.

      This dude is not thinking of his own actions :')

    10. If only some of my own people were here! That would have been better. Now no one will know what has happened to me. I have killed myself.”

      Common symptoms for peyote are nausea, vomiting, anxiety, paranoia, fear, and emotional instability

    11. In addition to the above, there is found a large eagle feather fan, a small drum, arid a peculiar small type of rattle. To my knowledge, this type was unknown among the Winnebago before its introduction by the peyote eaters.

      I wonder if the tradition started from a hallucination, probably.

    12. “God, his holiness.”This is what the Winnebago words mean, although some of the younger members who have been strongly permeated with Christian teachings translate the prayer into, “God, the Son, and the Holy Ghost.”

      So this cult has a tie to christianity, not sure what specific type.

    13. These generally arise and deliver self-accusatory speeches, and make more or less formal confessions, after which they go around shaking hands with everyone and asking forgiveness.

      Sounds like a version of the catholic confession

    14. The ritualistic unit, in short, is a very definite one, consisting of a number of speeches and songs and in the passing of the regalia from one to the other of the four participants.

      From the way it's described it seems like a mix of church and summer camp, plus peyote

    15. In this way the regalia passed from one person to another throughout the night. It not infrequently happens that one of these four gets tired and gives up his place temporarily to some other member of the cult.

      I wonder why they pass the drum regalia to the next person, is it supposed to be a fun activity while doing religious practices?

    16. They represent, of course, merely a substitution for the older pagan ceremonies and games that were held about that time.

      Were all the cults tied to paganism, or were some cults just tied to the idea of traditional ceremonies?

    17. great significance for the study of their religion.

      I wonder why peyote was so popular among them? How it became to be their drug of choice, and the specifics of how it was used.

    18. Mescal or Peyote

      Psychedelic cactus that was used in native american religious practices