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I think this moment, followed by the moment where Fefu goes into intricate detail about the slimy and crawling worms underneath the rock show the way Fefu has internalized the view of women in society, and how she's allowed this to affect her own view towards femininity and how gender is performed for women. I think this could also be interesting if used as an analogy that opening up a rock to find the crawling worms is like looking into the private lives of these women, and seeing these lives, bodily and lived crawling beneath the performance of "womanhood". When she goes on to say it is a life "parallel to the one we manifest" it's kind of the dual nature of "being" yourself while also being what society wants you to be, and if you can't recognize yourself in this it plagues you. I agree with what KMT483 writes in regards to Fefu's longer statement. The women are these worms, and it is both Fefu facing in a way her own internalized misogyny and viewing of women as these loathsome things, and her acknowledging that inside her is something that is hidden and separate from others. Much of this play is about the hidden and the public, and how these differ and how much of womanhood is a performance, as Emma brings up.