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  1. Nov 2021
    1. I realized that I was dealing with environmentalists with no attachment to any actual environment. Their talk was of parts-per-million of carbon, peer-reviewed papers, sustainable technologies, renewable supergrids, green growth, and the fifteenth conference of the parties. There were campaigns about “the planet” and “the Earth,” but there was no specificity: no sign of any real, felt attachment to any small part of that Earth.

      That's why it's so hard for people to relate to this because the numbers are too hard to understand I guess.

    2. This is business-as-usual: the expansive, colonizing, progressive human narrative, shorn only of the carbon. It is the latest phase of our careless, self-absorbed, ambition-addled destruction of the wild, the unpolluted, and the nonhuman. It is the mass destruction of the world’s remaining wild places in order to feed the human economy. And without any sense of irony, people are calling this “environmentalism.”

      This is facts.

    3. that humans were the center of the world, that the Earth was their playground, that they had the right to do what they liked, or even that what they did was that important. I thought we were part of something bigger, which had as much right to the world as we did, and which we were stomping on for our own benefit

      Our rise to the top of the food chain has clouded our relationship from nature and thus makes us think we are the center of the whole universe.

    4. This means that vast new conglomerations of human industry are going to appear in places where this energy is most abundant. Unfortunately, these places coincide with some of the world’s wildest, most beautiful, and most untouched landscapes.

      Unfortunate reality, as seen with Princess Mononoke.

    5. The ecocentrism — in simple language, the love of place, the humility, the sense of belonging, the feelings — was absent from most of the “environmentalist” talk I heard around me.

      This is facts.

    6. Now it seemed that environmentalism was not about wildness or ecocentrism or the other-than-human world and our relationship to it. Instead it was about (human) social justice and (human) equality and (human) progress and ensuring that all these things could be realized without degrading the (human) resource base that we used to call nature back when we were being naïve and problematic.

      This is facts.

    7. So there was a reason for environmentalism’s shift to the left, just as there was a reason for its blinding obsession with carbon.

      Because it's a way for the left to not really blame themselves and make practical solutions to that perspective.

    8. We are environmentalists now in order to promote something called “sustainability.” What does this curious, plastic word mean?

      Now that I think about it, sustainability is a fairly new word and hasn't been applied to many people of different cultures.

    9. From that reaction came a feeling, which became a series of thoughts: that such things are precious for their own sake, that they are food for the human soul, and that they need people to speak for them to, and defend them from, other people, because they cannot speak our language and we have forgotten how to speak theirs. And because we are killing them to feed ourselves and we know it and we care about it, sometimes, but we do it anyway because we are hungry, or we have persuaded ourselves that we are.

      What Princess Mononoke addresses with Lady Eboshi and San.

    10. And in the morning, with dew on the tent and cold air in my face as I opened the zip, the wild elements of life, all of the real things, would all seem to be there, waiting for me with the sunrise.

      Very much John Muir and early Transcendalist writing.

    1. Together, we see stories that sustain us saying no one is a virus— because, to take a turn at Stuart Hall’s words, “Appeals to ‘nature’ are not explanations, they are an alibi.”[3]

      Because they don't really mean anything or help instigate change.

    2. Nature will heal when we heal the white supremacist vision of nature as an object to be extracted, resource to be mined, concept to racialize, sacrifice, make killable

      Because at the end of the day, we are detracting our attention away from the real issues and to these few people that are not really helping the main positive change.

    3. Others have traced Nazi blood and soil logics to the history of American settler colonial capitalism, making clear that environmental history cannot be told without Indigenous genocide and chattel slavery

      This is facts.

    4. Ecofascism in the United States is not so much a matter of left versus right, but notions of “nature” and “natural law” easily deployed to underwrite violence.

      Both have been associated tightly with violence in different ways. Sorta like what Princess Mononoke was addressing.

    5. humans-as-cancer metaphors have dominated discourse for at least the last forty years. The idea that “nature is healing” from “our” viral violences is an insidious instantiation of an ecofascist sentiment that has been with us a long time.

      It reinforces ecofascist agendas because we have to basically stop society so the world "heals." While a part of it is true, who's to say both can't coexist? The Native American's have figured it out, but we're not willing to listen to them because they are "below human" apparently.

    6. “healing” continues a murderous intellectual tradition that is at once both global and virally American.

      You can also say the same about "taking care of yourself" and "mental health days" because I don't see this attitude whenever I talk to my international friends in Bangladesh. They sorta say "just work hard and have fun when you deserve it and later" or something like that.

    7. witnessed a diverse range of students articulating their anger through this universalist language. The impulse likely, and understandably, emerges from a too-rare glimpse of non-human flourishing in landscapes often marked by unmitigated destruction.

      This generation has realized that the problem of climate change is personal as it will probably affect their whole lives. Also as the most informed generation and with increased research, the threat of climate change is only getting more perceptible. It's only a matter of time before the problem has more practical solutions.

    1. This saturation of freedom with loss comes not from the inevitability of the game’s end but from the fact that everywhere you go in the game you encounter blighted landscapes and bereaved villages. And, what’s more, the game insists on the unevenness with which this distress is experienced.

      This is facts.

    2. To awaken often means assuming this role—save the princess, save the world—as if it were a natural, routine activity. While Link loses his sleepy former self, that loss never gets marked by trauma.

      The trauma is really all the same and it's the same Link, it just shows up in different ways.

    3. Awakening can mean ascending to a new level of consciousness and learning from past mistakes, but it also commonly means the privilege to stand both within and above history.

      [insert something there]"Within and above history" - sorta like what Link means.

    4. Breath of the Wild, meanwhile, presents a paradigm of freedom that is aligned with loss and self-denial. Awakening to the consequences of the world’s finitude and the uneven distribution of freedom is a necessary part of the story.

      With the freedom of not just Link when defeating Ganon but the player as well, there is a price to pay: the destruction of the world, and what will come next in the franchise. It's going to be interesting if they go past this open world game in the future.

    5. delivers an environment alive with the joys of play and invention. Such generosity is particularly striking in a larger media landscape of remakes and sequels typically characterized by predictability, irony, and cynicism.

      I've noticed that in some sequels to games, they truly have a cynic attitude. It will be interesting how BOTW 2 will turn out story wise because it seems like it is sorta going down that cynic dark route by the trailer.

    6. Breath of the Wild severs that link to the past. By occupying an open world on a massive scale, the game deliberately suspends the ideology of winning—with its emphasis on objectives, goals, progress, and development—that organizes not only the Zelda games but perhaps all videogames.

      BOTW operates on the principle of small goals that lead up to bigger things. Yeah you may be walking around with no real purpose but it sorta builds up to the fight with Ganon. So it doesn't feel completely aimless but is expansive so no one path is correct.

    7. He is the literal link between games, and his vacuity makes him the perfect avatar for the player. When players occupy the role of Link, they learn to submit to the mandates of duty, responsibility, and restriction that structure the series.

      It's not just the character but also the mechanics of the game. Also how it's marketed, like people know what to do in a Zelda game, even if they never played it before.

    8. Why do we play videogames? To what extent can videogames be reparative rather than escapist? How can the formal mechanics of videogame design, with its essential link between hand and eye, feeling and thinking, change the way we relate to mind, body, and world?

      I wonder how games in VR try to show not only the escapist but also the exploratory aspect or if the technology is not really good enough to render it not just convincing enough but have good mechanics and stuff.

  2. Oct 2021
    1. He teases us with a line like “burst // against teeth / with my juice and seed,” which perhaps we’re tempted to read in a sexualized way but which seems to be, really, just about the tomato.

      Get your mind out of the gutter.

    2. Tonally also the poem is feeling its way around, starting with a more formal proclamation (“I know I am a nightshade”) and eventually breaking into the slangy-grandiose “I’m as big as the harvest / fucking sun.”

      Very funny and is the only way to create the attention towards the tomato and not just the queerness of it.

    3. Could this really be the tomato speaking? In what way could a tomato be a boy but not a man?! It appears as though for a moment the strain of the metaphoric construction has split, and that the poet himself has fallen out of the game and into confession.

      Not sure what's said here but seems important.

    4. As a footnote points out, taxation was one of the primary motivations the Supreme Court had for deliberately mis-classifying tomatoes as vegetables in 1893.

      Of course, it's all for economic gain.

    5. Does the tomato claim membership in this arbitrarily defined identity group with any ambivalence? It doesn’t seem so. So if some categories fit more comfortably on us than others, the same seems true for the tomato.

      The tomato is just like us, we can try to put categories on things around us but there will always be discrepancies, so why should we try if it doesn't do much beneficial in the end?

  3. Sep 2021
    1. Perhaps prison is anything that severs and alienates, paradise is the reclaimed commons with the fences thrown down, and so any step toward connection and communion is a step toward paradise, even if the route detours through jail.

      We need to work hard to help people discover the truth and save this environment.

    2. But change is not always by revolution, the deprived don’t generally wish that the rest of us would join them in deprivation, and a passion for justice and pleasure in small things are not incompatible.

      Sorta what was said in class.

    3. Imagining the woods or any untrammeled landscape as an unsocial place, an outside, also depends on erasing those who dwelt and sometimes still dwell there, the original Americans

      The first people's of this land are often the most forgotten about.

    4. Conventional environmental writing has often maintained a strict silence on or even an animosity toward the city, despite its importance as a lower-impact place for the majority to live, its intricate relations to the rural, and the direct routes between the two.

      It doesn't help that there are people dedicated to maintaining this divide and also that the city has done so much harm to nature.

    5. “black slavery spoiled his country walks,” it spoiled the slaves’ country walks even more.

      Thinking about how some people cannot enjoy this wilderness, even though he did (implicitly) state in a previous reading that only a certain kinda of folk are ready to enjoy walking. Reminiscent of MLK.

    6. Those who deny that nature and culture, landscape and politics, the city and the country are inextricably interfused have undermined the connections for all of us (so few have been able to find Thoreau’s short, direct route between them since). This makes politics dreary and landscape trivial, a vacation site.

      Politics today is trying to separate us even more from the environment with it's ways that harm the environment, even though in the same breath, they work to promote "going into the wilderness" while not supporting to the full extent the people that live there.

    7. To believe that conscience is an imposition upon consciousness is to regard engagement as a hijacker rather than a rudder, interference with one’s true purpose rather than perhaps at least part of that purpose.

      Unlike in Self-Reliance, which discourages people or concepts blocking other people's discovery of truth. Finding true purpose is already hard enough.

    1. Unless destroyed by man, they live on indefinitely until burned, smashed by lightning, or cast down by the giving way of the ground on which they stand.

      these trees are very hearty and hard to knock down, even by man. must've had to evolve like this to withstand humans or something.

    2. and for each of these there are many young trees and crowds of eager, hopeful saplings growing heartily everywhere—on moraines, rocky ledges, along watercourses, and in the deep, moist alluvium of meadows, seemingly in hot pursuit of eternal life.

      what was that word called? like attaching human traits to non-human things? idk, but this is like that.

    3. the most attractive that has yet been discovered in the mountain ranges of the world.

      still so much to discover with this relationship we have between nature and us as humans.

    4. In Yosemite, even under the protection of the Government, all that is perishable is vanishing apace.

      even the government, who is supposed to be protecting this land, is making some of it's shine go away.

    5. Slow indeed was my progress through these glorious gardens, the first of the California flora I had seen. Cattle and cultivation were making few scars as yet, and I wandered enchanted in long, wavering curves, aware now and then that Yosemite lay to the eastward, and that some time, I should find it.

      slow is the way to go.

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    1. appear dimly still as through a mist; but they have no chemistry to fix them; they fade from the surface of the glass, and the picture which the painter painted stands out dimly from beneath.

      kinda sad imo.

    2. It is remarkable how few events or crises there are in our histories, how little exercised we have been in our minds, how few experiences we have had.

      can all be done with nature?

    3. Here is this vast, savage, hovering mother of ours, Nature, lying all around, with such beauty, and such affection for her children, as the leopard; and yet we are so early weaned from her breast to society, to that culture which is exclusively an interaction of man on man—a sort of breeding in and in, which produces at most a merely English nobility, a civilization destined to have a speedy limit.

      we want to be with nature but do not want to take the effort to connect with her and only think so narrow-mindedly as to exploit her.

    4. But it is not the part of a true culture to tame tigers, any more than it is to make sheep ferocious; and tanning their skins for shoes is not the best use to which they can be put.

      interesting that he said that it's not part of a true culture because maybe he likes native americans that like use every part of the animal. i feel like it is part of the true culture though to exploit animals as much as possible but not part of the true nature. idk lol.

    5. Give me for my friends and neighbors wild men, not tame ones. The wildness of the savage is but a faint symbol of the awful ferity with which good men and lovers meet.

      what does he mean by wild men though? like in a literal sense or how we convey them today or people that are just willing to connect with nature more than others (or another interpretation).

    6. In short, all good things are wild and free.

      nature=good, culture=bad basically. since we can be truly free in nature but with culture, we are always tied to something, whether good or bad, but with nature, it's always good ig.

    7. American liberty has become a fiction of the past—as it is to some extent a fiction of the present—the poets of the world will be inspired by American mythology.

      this is actually kinda true today lol.

    8. I do not know of any poetry to quote which adequately expresses this yearning for the Wild. Approached from this side, the best poetry is tame.

      surface level appreciation of nature.

    9. There is plenty of genial love of Nature, but not so much of Nature herself. Her Chronicles inform us when her wild animals, but not when the wild man in her, became extinct.

      interesting that literature is probably one of the easiest ways to connect with nature but they don't participate in that link. maybe it's too hard to truly encompass nature's beauty and stuff like that? or they don't want to let themselves down? or they simply can't?

    10. And that man intends to put a girdling ditch round the whole in the course of forty months, and so redeem it by the magic of his spade.

      what people do to connect with nature ig.

    11. It is said to be the task of the American “to work the virgin soil,” and that “agriculture here already assumes proportions unknown everywhere else.”

      again, nature is only for exploitation for these people.

    12. There the poet sustains himself merely by his own superfluous fat, and the philosopher comes down on his marrow-bones.

      don't know what this means but seems interesting.

    13. The civilized nations—Greece, Rome, England—have been sustained by the primitive forests which anciently rotted where they stand. They survive as long as the soil is not exhausted.

      why can't other countries be like this?

    14. At length, perchance, the immaterial heaven will appear as much higher to the American mind, and the intimations that star it as much brighter.

      probably because what we value as americans is more material than just vibing in life, ya know?

    15. New World, Nature has not only outlined her works on a larger scale, but has painted the whole picture with brighter and more costly colors than she used in delineating and in beautifying the Old World....

      hmm a bit racist much ig or am i reading into this too deeply lol

    16. It is not indifferent to us which way we walk. There is a right way; but we are very liable from heedlessness and stupidity to take the wrong one.

      can't tell if he is saying that there is a right way or not because he is saying both here i think. gatekeeping nature in a sense lol?

    17. But possibly the day will come when it will be partitioned off into so-called pleasure-grounds, in which a few will take a narrow and exclusive pleasure only—when fences shall be multiplied, and man-traps and other engines invented to confine men to the public road, and walking over the surface of God's earth shall be construed to mean trespassing on some gentleman's grounds.

      commercializing nature, which can bring the argument of whether we are getting closer to nature or away from it by participating in this manner (also i feel like this has already happened lol).

    18. If you are ready to leave father and mother, and brother and sister, and wife and child and friends, and never see them again—if you have paid your debts, and made your will, and settled all your affairs, and are a free man—then you are ready for a walk.

      it is not so simple anymore to just go take a walk (not that it ever really was or for a long time, you know, since society started,

    19. What business have I in the woods, if I am thinking of something out of the woods? I suspect myself, and cannot help a shudder when I find myself so implicated even in what are called good works—for this may sometimes happen.

      society's expectations are really ingrained into us i guess.

    20. even politics, the most alarming of them all

      interesting how he thinks politics is the most alarming of all, blocking man from connecting with nature, because they are contracted by the government, which has almost all of the power in distancing us from nature.

    21. Nowadays almost all man's improvements, so called, as the building of houses and the cutting down of the forest and of all large trees, simply deform the landscape, and make it more and more tame and cheap.

      reminds me of that one quote in the heise reading that had to do with progress that we went over in class.

    22. Even some sects of philosophers have felt the necessity of importing the woods to themselves, since they did not go to the woods.

      people that should probably be more aware of nature and it's benefits to humanity besides an economic one need to do this too. what a shame ig.

    23. So staying in the house, on the other hand, may produce a softness and smoothness, not to say thinness of skin, accompanied by an increased sensibility to certain impressions.

      not necessarily a bad thing because we can then figure it out before it's too late if people who stay at home a lot are more sensible to things.

    24. will cause a thicker cuticle to grow over some of the finer qualities of our nature, as on the face and hands, or as severe manual labor robs the hands of some of their delicacy of touch.

      whether you stay at home or go outside a lot determines your personality.

    25. but it is nothing to the courage which can sit down cheerfully at this hour in the afternoon over against one's self whom you have known all the morning, to starve out a garrison to whom you are bound by such strong ties of sympathy

      it was a different time, luckily he still kept that pre-industrial revolution feelings about life in him ig. also some people are too far gone and you can't help them. also why the slander lol?

    26. in which they were so blessed as to lose themselves for half an hour in the woods; but I know very well that they have confined themselves to the highway ever since, whatever pretensions they may make to belong to this select class

      the experience was too overwhelming ig.

    27. You must be born into the family of the Walkers.

      kinda sucks because what if you truly wanted to connect to nature but couldn't because you are not born in teh family of walkers. but what is a white man to say to you that you cannot be a walker or connect to nature this way. but maybe there are more ways to connect to nature.

    28. vagrant

      ironic because vagrant means a person that doesn't have a home or regular work who thus wanders from place to place. notice how he said house and not home though. it could be that it's another nature=good, culture=bad thing. or that this could be the most far away from nature and it's so easy to be connected with it but you choose not to.

    29. I have met with but one or two persons in the course of my life who understood the art of Walking, that is, of taking walks—who had a genius, so to speak, for sauntering

      mastering the art of walking is how one can not only appreciate nature more but feel more connected and closer to nature.