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  1. Aug 2022
    1. Being able to identify and name the cultural norms and standards you want is afirst step to making room for a truly multi-cultural organization

      this is especially important to SF which has a largely white volunteer base and serves a majority POC houseless community

    2. light to comfort

      RIGHT TO COMFORT - SF definitely has a problem of some volunteers not being willing to be uncomfortable, but I also feel like a big part of this issue is lack of clear understanding of goals and mission of SF

    3. creates a lack of accountability, as the organization values those who can getthings done on their own without needing supervision or guidance

      yup lol I need to body double and just havne't asked for what I need bc of how indepenent everyone else seems :(

    4. individualism

      INDIVIDUALISM - I feel like SF struggles with this, but it's getting better with more stringent use of spreadsheets and chat

      I struggle with this as well. Discord overhaul taking some time simply bc I'm struggling mentally rn

    5. fear of open conflict

      FEAR OF OPEN CONFLICT-

      this one is tricky within SF because "open conflict" at the park can quickly become physical and cause bad repurcussions. but it is also about setting an example to the community about how to handle for ex a bigot, etc. silence shouldn't be SF's answer.

    6. make sure that everyone knows and understands who makes whatdecisions in the organization; make sure everyone knows and understandstheir level of responsibility and authority in the organization; include peoplewho are affected by decisions in the decision-making

      this is something I don't feel like I understand very well within SF... there's intentionally not a power structure but I still don't know who makes decisions

    7. patemalism

      PATERNALISM - this one is huge within SF. Those without power = houseless community that we serve. Engaging them more with decision making is so important (rope in Avery-J's recent suggestion of polling tents vs cigarettes)

    8. quantity over quality

      QUANTITY OVER QUALITY -

      found myself getting confused with this section and how it applies to SF. Would this be like prioritizing hygiene supplies and bus passes > cultivating relationships with houseless community?

    9. continued sense of urgency that makes it difficult to take time to be inclusive,encourage democratic and/ or thoughtful decision-making, to think long-term,to consider consequences

      feels like this is going on with bus passes decisions rn

    10. sense of urgency

      SENSE OF URGENCY -- good lord yes this one is pervasive just everywhere, within SF and outside of it with community members. but it makes sense in this case bc when ur hungry or tired everything is urgent

    11. the person workswith a harsh and constant inner critic

      I can think of several people including myself who does this. It's hard for me to re-engage with street forum after "doing a bad job' for instance last time I tried to go to the park a little was fronting and I had to just drop stuff off and then leave

    12. little appreciation expressed among people for the work that others are doing

      this is definitely something I"ve noticed -- we need to be appreciated more of what we ARE doing not what's lacking

    13. perfectionism

      PERFECTIONISM - definitely feels like I'm not allowed to imperfect so it's hard to remain accountable/sign up for things weeks in advance bc i'm disabled and if I fall through that's not allowed ever

  2. Feb 2022
    1. cumulative contaminant metrics

      looking for correlations between: ecological metrics and the "cumulative contaminant metrics" = last column in S11: EAR max, EAR median, TQ ai (acute invertabrate), TQ ci (cumulative invertebrate), TQ anp (acute nonvascular plant)

    2. Spearman Rank Correlation

      non-parametric, kinda similar to R^2 but instaed of linear fit, montonic fit is looked for (as one metric increases, the other metric increases) -- like what heatmaps do

    3. Under the esti-mated maximum exposure conditions, 15% (45) of all 305 study siteshad at least one compound with an individual TQANVP-max greater thanthe 0.1 medium risk screening level, 20% (60) had ΣTQ-max ANVP ≥0.1,and only 2% (7) had ΣTQ-max ANVP ≥1 ( Fig. 5B). Thus, at a minimum, tran-sient exposures with a probability of toxic effects to aquatic inverte-brates and nonvascular plants were observed in many of these urban/agriculture-gradient headwater streams.

      yeah so basically there are at least some "transient exposures with a probability of toxic effects to invertabrates + novsacular plants" in many of the streams observed

    4. Only 35% (105 pesticides) of the 304 contaminants inthe estimated maximum exposure dataset had at least onecontaminant-specific acute aquatic invertebrate TQ (TQAI) ≥0.00001.Under these estimated maximum exposure conditions, 38% (116) ofall 305 study sites had at least one compound with an individualTQAI-max greater than the 0.1 effects-screening level of concern, 44%(134) had ΣTQ-max AI ≥0.1, and 11% (33) had ΣTQ-max AI ≥1 ( Fig. 5A).

      okay so not as many had TQ-scary stats. but still more than 0%.

    5. Toprovide insight into the potential risks to lower aquatic trophic levels,analogous, EPA OPP AL benchmark-based ∑TQ risk approaches wereemployed, wherein the potential risk under the estimated maximumexposure conditionswasassessedbased on acutebenchmarks for inver-tebrates and nonvascularplants

      okay so toxcast used to find out the effects on invertabrates and nonvascular plants

    6. ToxCast metrics forZebra fish (ZF; Danio rerio) embryo high-content screening arean exception, however, providing insight into early-life-cycle,organism-level effects in fish and potentially in other vertebrates

      BUT zebra fish are a good metric because they are a good indicator organism (there's a word for this...)

    7. most of theexposure-response relations archived in ToxCast™are molecularendpoints for which adverse outcome pathways (AOP) to the organ-ism and population scales (Ankley et al., 2010; Conolly et al., 2017;Villeneuve et al., 2014) are, with few exceptions (e.g., Knapen et al.,2015; Villeneuve, 2016), largely unknown.

      limitation to EAR

    8. Only 58% (177) of the304 contaminants detected at least once in this study had acceptableToxCast data at the time of access. Under these estimated maximum ex-posure conditions, 92% (282) of all 305 sampled sites had one or morecompounds with individual EAR greater than the 0.001 effects-screening level of concern, 99% (303) had ΣEAR-max ≥0.001, and 9%(27) had ΣEAR-max ≥1 ( Fig. 4A–B)

      woof okay so basically vertabrates are definitely getting impacted on a molecular level really intensely

    9. assess the potential for molecular-scale effects to fish and other aquatic vertebrates within the 389-compound target-analyte space

      molecular-scale effects could still be taking place

    10. Designed-bioactive chemicals represented 50% (152/304)of the contaminants in the estimated maximum exposure dataset(Table S4) and 75% (146/195) of those detected under the estimatedmedian exposure conditions (Table S5)

      oh crap. So basically there's a shitton of DESIGNED BIOACTIVE CHEMICALS in the water :O

    11. Weaker correlations (ρrange:0.225–0.353) were observed between wastewater discharge metrics(e.g., number of National Pollution Discharge Elimination System(NPDES)-permitted wastewater facilities [NumFacilities2012] in 2012(U.S. Environmental Protection Agency, 2020c)) and cumulativemedian-exposure metrics, consistent with the widespread detection ofcontaminant mixtures at multi-sample sites under median exposureconditions (97%) and the comparatively low percentage of these siteswith upstream NPDES discharges (26%

      so basically wastewater effluent is NOT a good enough explanation for all this contamination

    12. Thus, multivariate and bivariate approaches suggestthat useful insight into cumulative chronic mixed-contaminant expo-sures within the defined 389-compound contaminant space may be in-ferred from a reduced subset of target contaminants and potentiallyfour routinely monitored contaminants.

      OOOO okay so they're saying if we just routinely monitor carbendazim, metformin, DEET, and imidacloprid, we could have a decent understanding of chronic stream health

    13. The estimated cumulative median concentrations(chronic exposure) were well explained (ρ= 0.934; p-value ≤0.01) bya subset of estimated median exposure concentrations of 25 targetanalytes, suggesting potential predictive utility of a reduced set of targetanalytes

      oh shit so they found 25 target analytes within this larger group that correlate well to the estimated cumulative median concentrations of all!

    14. The results indicate that mixed-contaminant exposures are ubiqui-tous, persistent, and diverse in headwater streams in these four USRSQA study regions

      so basically, all water is contaminated now. thanks industrialization.

    15. Greater detec-tions and concentrations of contaminant mixtures between eastern andwestern region studies are consistent with the roughly 58% higher pop-ulation (79 versus 50 million people (U.S. Census Bureau, 2019)) in cor-responding eastern region states than western and the 61% highermedian 2010 population density

      ah okay so basically more people live in the east than the west in terms of population and population density

    16. Among thedistinctly anthropogenic contaminants, the insect repellent, DEET, andthe antidiabetic, metformin, were consistently detected (mediandataset) at more than half of the sites in the study (62% and 57%, respec-tively).

      so DEET and metformin are known contaminants that were widely present

    17. Almost 80% (304) of the 389 target analytes were detected at leastonce (maximum exposure dataset, Table S4) and half (194) of the targetanalytes were detected in more than half the samples collected in atleast one location (median exposure dataset, Table S5).

      woof okay so most of the analytes they tested for were detected, and 50% of them were detected in half of the samples collected at at least one site -- as in they were detected frequently at a site

    18. with the centroid (mean) of cumulativedetectionsper site estimated (PERMANOVA) to begreater(permutationN = 9999, probability of beingthesame p = 0.0001) in eastern (NESQA,SESQA) than in western (PNSQA, CSQA) study streams (Fig. 2A–B,Tables S4–S5

      eastern sites had estimated greater centroid of cumulative detections than western sites -- so there were more chemicals in east US headwater streams than west US headwater streams

    19. contaminant mixtures were detected underthe estimated median exposure conditions at 97% (252) of themultiple-sample, urban/agriculture-gradient sites (Fig. S1, Table S5), in-dicating that simultaneous exposure to multiple organic contaminantsis the norm rather than the exception for developed-watershed head-water streams.

      "simultaneous exposure to multiple organic contaminants is the norm rather than the exception for developed-watershed head-water streams"

    20. mixtures (≥2 detectedanalytes) of organic contaminants were predicted under the estimatedmaximum exposure conditions in all 261 multiple-sample, urban/agriculture-gradient sites and in all but 2 (95%) of the 44 single-sample, undeveloped, presumptive low-impact, sites

      VERY IMPORTANT! mixtures were super prevalent

    21. Herein results for all three organic contaminant methods wereaggregated to estimate acute (maximum) and chronic (median)cumulative-exposure conditions for the 305 wadeable headwaterstreams assessed across the four regions (including SESQA) during2014–17

      NO MSQA BC NOT GOOD ENOUGH ANALYTICAL TOOLKIT

    22. After the initial 2013 agriculture-gradient Midwest (MSQA)(Garrett et al., 2017) study and its corresponding focus on pesticides(Mahler et al., 2017; Nowell et al., 2018; Van Metre et al., 2017), theRSQA organic-contaminant toolbox was expanded to include organicindicators of domestic and industrial wastewater to better reflect themixed urban/agriculture-gradie

      IS THIS WHY NO MSQA IN BRADLEY 2017????

    23. Headwater streams are fluvial capillaries (Lowe and Likens,2005) that dominate total streamlength (Downinget al., 2012; Leopold,1962) and landscape-scale hydrologic connectivity (Bishop et al., 2008;Downing et al., 2012; Freeman et al., 2007; Leopold, 1962) and providecritical habitat variability (Downing et al., 2012; Freeman et al., 2007)and biodiversity (Biggs et al., 2017; Clarke et al., 2008; Lowe andLikens, 2005; Meyer et al., 2007)

      headwater stream definition + utility!

    24. Consequently, instream ecological structure and functionindices frequently correlate well with broad landscape-scale predictors,like watershed-development metrics, while the effects contributions ofindividual or subclasses of stressors, which are typically the more-tractable target scales for mitigation and management, are frequentlydifficult to deconvolve and asses

      easier to correlate ecological markers to genreral land dev rather than a specific point source contaminant

    25. conducting broad, more repre-sentative characterizations of organic-contaminant risk in urban/agriculture-impacted aquatic ecosystems and the importance ofwatershed-wide approaches to contaminant mitigation

      so they're saying that we need to look more into broad characterizations of contamination risk in urban/agricultural areas and look into broader-scoped approaches to contamination mitigation

    26. Extensive and diverse contaminant mixtures were pervasive inRSQA study streams across the US. Instream contaminant exposureswere more strongly correlated with broad landscape-scale developmentmetrics than with important contaminant point sources, consistent withthe comparatively low percentage of permitted NPDES discharges withinthe study watersheds and with the multiple lateral (landscape) andlongitudinal (upstream) contaminant sources and pathways to streamsin all regions.

      bascially low-level divese contamination correlates more with "broad ladnscape-scale development metrics" than any single point source

    27. exposures to broad and diverse contaminant mixtures and provide convincing multiple lines of evidencethat chemical contaminants contribute substantially to adverse multi-stressor effects in headwater-streamcommunities

      evidence in this article suggests that contamination mixtures are highly exposed to and chem contams contrib significantly to stressors in headwater-stream ecosystem

    28. Mixed-contaminant exposures were ubiqui-tous and varied, with 78% (304) of analytesdetected atleast once and cumulative maximum concentrations up tomore than 156,000 ng/L. Designed bioactives represented 83% of detected analytes.

      what are "designed bioactives"?

    29. mixture compositions and aggregate biological effects are less well understood in correspondingsmaller headwaters, which comprise most of stream length, riparian connectivity, and spatial biodiversity.

      mixture compositions and aggregate bio effects here

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    1. the color of its luminescent emission varies sharply when it is cooled in liquid nitrogen versus when it is at room temperature (phenomenon called luminescent thermochromism).

      bc of tetranuclear, cubane-like clusters, the structure leads to the fucntion of luminescent thermochromism (color of the luminscent emission varies sharply as it is cooled in liquid nitrogen)

    2. Luminescent thermochromism can occur as two distinct types: discrete and continuous. Discrete luminescent thermochromism occurs when the relative intensity of two emission bands vary as a function of temperature without much change in the frequency of each band. Continuous luminescent thermochromism occurs when the frequency of the emission band changes significantly as a function of temperature

      Discrete thermochromism: intensity of emission bands vary as a function of temperature w/out much change in frequency of each band

      Continuous thermochromism: frequency of emission band changes significantly as a function of temperature

      Discrete: temperature changes intensity but not frequency

      Continuous: temperature significantly changes frequency

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    1. In the process of metabolism E. coli produces a substance nicotinamide adenine dinucleotide ( NAD) ( reduced form NADH), has a clear and stable luminescent signal4. According to the presence of this signal it is possible to judge the presence of bacteria in the investigated object. According to the value of this signal it is possible to determine the quantity of bacteria.

      so the luminescence of NAD is what allows for fluorimetry to determine E. Coli concentration

    2. cording to the United States Environmental Protection Agency (USEPA) E. coli is the best indicator of health risk from water contact in recreational waters2.

      lmaooo and austin has such a bad problem with it

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    1. To 10 mL flask, a known amount of Pb(II) and DMT from stocksolutions were added and then diluted to the mark with double dis-tilled water. 3.0 mL of each solution was transferred to the quartzcell and the absorbance was measured against a correspondingreagent blank. The fluorescence measurement was carried out byexcitation at 330 nm. We maintained pH 5.0 for all the experimentalsolutions.

      this is the procedure for fluorescence

    2. few papers were reported for the determina-tion of lead in water by fluorimetric method [11–13,23,25–29]. It isdetermined using the fluorophores including rhodamine derivative[29], imidazole-annelated ferrocein derivative [13], 2-hydroxy-1-naphthaldehydene-8-aminoquinoline [25], densyl-calix[4]arene[28], di-(2-picolyl)amine substituted diacetylene [12], conjugatedpolyacetylene [11] and G-Quadruplex DNAzyme [23]. Unfortu-nately, these fluorophores failed to determine Pb(II) with highsensitivity and selectivity.2,5-Dimercpato-1,3,4-thiadiazole (DMT)

      talking about other fluorophores used to get fluorimetry measurements of lead. and now explaining why DMT is best

  3. Jan 2022
    1. What I want to do is help the black man to free himself of the arsenal of complexes that has been developed by the colonial environment.

      Fanon want to help decolonize black people's minds :0

    2. It has been said that the Negro is the link between monkey and man—meaning, of course, white man. And only on page 108 of his book does Sir Alan Burns come to the conclusion that “we are unable to accept as scientifi cally proved the theory that the black man is inherently inferior to the white, or that he comes from a different stock. . . .”

      oofies the 108 page thing

    3. They meet and talk. And if the newcomer soon gets the fl oor, it is because they were waiting for him. First of all to observe his manner: The slightest departure is seized on, picked apart, and in less than forty-eight hours it has been retailed all over Fort-de-France. There is no forgiveness when one who claims a superiority falls below the standard. Let him say, for instance, “It was not my good fortune, when in France, to observe mounted policemen,” and he is done for. Only one choice remains to him: throw off his “Parisianism” or die of ridicule. For there is also no forgetting: When he marries, his wife will be aware that she is marrying a joke, and his children will have a legend to face and to live down.

      how do you bind two cultures together? How does the colonizer's culture infringe upon the culture of the colonized?

    4. they have discovered the presence of certain hormones in the husband of a pregnant woman. It would be equally interesting—and there are plenty of subjects for the study—to investigate the modifi cations of body fl uids that occur in Negroes when they arrive in France. Or simply to study through tests the psychic changes both before they leave home and after they have spent a month in France.

      i mean sure but also phenotype and stuff like that doesn't have to exist here. I understand why it's brought up though. Phrenology is disgusting.

    5. The middle class in the Antilles never speak Creole except to their servants. In school the children of Martinique are taught to scorn the dialect. One avoids Creolisms. Some families completely forbid the use of Creole, and mothers ridicule their children for speaking it

      rejecting and shunning native language to embrace colonizer's language (French here), shame in Creole bc it is not white enough (it seems)

    6. Mastery of language affords remarkable power. Paul Valery knew this, for he called language “the god gone astray in the fl esh.”

      by speaking the colonizer's language black ppl can gain more power from the people enslaving them

    7. For it is implicit that to speak is to exist absolutely for the other.The black man has two dimensions. One with his fellows, the other with the white man. A Negro behaves differently with a white man and with another Negro.

      code switching is a survival tactic

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    1. Diastereoisomers are stereoisomers that are not mirror-imagesof one another. Enantiomers are stereoisomers that aremirror-images of one another

      enantiomers: stereoisomers that are mirror-images

      diastereoisomers: stereoisomers that are not mirror-images

    2. If two species have the same molecular formula and the sameatom connectivity, but differ in the spatial arrangement ofdifferent atoms or groups about a central atom or a doublebond, then the compounds are stereoisomers

      stereoisomers: same molecular formula, same atom connectivity, differ in spatial arrangement !!!

    3. If the presence of a lone pair of electrons influences the shapeof a molecule or ion, the lone pair is stereochemically active. If it has no effect, the lone pair is stereochemically inactive.

      stereochem active = the electrons impact the molecule shape, inactive = they don't impact the shape

    4. The VSEPR model works best for simple halides of thep-block elements, but may also be applied to specieswith other substituents. However, the model does nottake steric factors (i.e. the relative sizes of substituents)into account

      VSEPR model doesn't take sterics into account

    5. The van der Waals radius, rv, of an atom X is half of thedistance of closest approach of two non-bonded atomsof X

      van der Waals radius -- related to distance of closest approach of NONBONDED atoms

    6. The length of a covalent bond (bond distance), d, is the internuclear separation and may be determined experimen-tally by microwave spectroscopy or diffraction methods(see Chapter 4).

      omg bond length can be determined by microwave spectroscopy!!

      IR for bond wiggling...

    7. Valence bond ðVBÞtheory treats the formation of amolecule as arising from the bringing together of com-plete atoms which, when they interact, to a large extentretain their original character..Molecular orbital ðMOÞtheory allocates electrons tomolecular orbitals formed by the overlap (interaction)of atomic orbitals

      VB vs MO theories

      Valence bond (VB) and Molecular orbital (MO)

    8. In a covalent species, electrons are shared between atoms.In an ionic species, one or more electrons are transferredbetween atoms to form ions

      covalent vs ionic (shared electrons vs electron transfer)

    1. Through understanding, everyone will succeed in liberating the future from its deformed existence in the womb of the present.

      basically if students embrace "no time like the present" mentality and start taking their own lives seriously and not as a way to become just another cog in the work machine, they can begin to live and create and fuck and radicalize and ACTUALLY make change come to this world, actually gain true novel knowledge.

    2. Because they do not acknowledge the process of aging, they idle their time away. To have admitted their yearning for a beautiful childhood and worthy youth is the precondition of creativity. Without that admission, without the regret for a greatness missed, no renewal of their lives can be possible.

      oh shit so basically they'r waiting around to "feel youth" even though it has already passed us, bc the workforce forces you to. a!!

    3. their university years appeared to offer them at long last the prospect of a youth full of life, only to postpone it year after year. Nevertheless it is important to recognize that they have to be creative producers, and therefore lonely aging people, and that a richer generation of children and youths has already been born, to whom they can only dedicate themselves as teachers.

      oh fuck that is bleak

    4. because students have sold their souls to the bourgeoisie, along with marriage and profession, they insist on those few years of bourgeois freedom.

      OH FUCK. STUDENTS VIEW COLLEGE AS A WAY TO ESCAPE THE WORKFORCE. AAAAAAAAAA

    5. German students are to a greater or lesser degree obsessed with the idea that they have to enjoy their youth. The entirely irrational period of waiting for marriage and a profession had to be given some value or other, and it had to be a playful, pseudo-romantic one that would help pass the time. A terrible stigma still attaches to the much-vaunted light-hearted fun of student songs, of the "Gaudeamus igitur . . ." It represents a fear of the future and simultaneously a complacent pact with the inevitable philistinism that one likes to picture fondly to oneself in the shape of the "old boys."

      okay so in that time, German students didn't want to admit that their obsession was probably rooted in how academica forces you to "wait for the future" bc its sole purpose is to drive the workforce

    6. people still imagine that this whole blasphemous process of human destruction can be halted by appeals to chastity because they lack the courage to look their own more beautiful erotic nature in the face.

      :pleading: wait so is understanding your own eroticism radical? holy FUCK WHAT

    7. How are we to unify spiritual life, when what we find before us is the lamentable division into the intellectual autonomy of the creative spirit (in the fraternities) and an unmastered force of nature (in prostitution)

      idk what it means by fraternities here, but seems like it's calling for creativity, sex(??), and learning to all be intertwined together and build universities based on love

    8. The most progressive among the students have never gone further than endless aestheticizing talk of camaraderie with women students. They did not shrink from hoping for a "healthy" neutralization of the erotic in both men and women. And in fact, with the aid of prostitutes the erotic has been neutralized in the universities.

      oof okay so basially is this why I feel a gut negative reaciton when I think about the sexuality studies? When I think about how sexual the discovery of DNA was? Does the state not want me to think about how creativity and eroticism mix, how learning and eroticism are intertwined?

    9. How could they do justice to the image of mankind and at the same time share a community with women and children, whose productivity is of a different kind?

      wait so it's arguing that women can't be in academia kind of thing, and Benjamin is arguing against that? Is eros and eroticism supposed to imply women??? bc taht's pretty gross. but to an extent makes sense for this time, and now could mean things like queer people or sex workers themselves

    10. The erotic seems to have vanished from a space that extends, empty and undefined, between childhood and founding a family of one's own. Whether unity might exist between creating and procreating, and whether this unity is to be found in the family – these questions could not be posed, so long as the tacit expectation of marriage went unquestioned, since this implied an illegitimate interlude in which the most that one could do was to erect barriers to temptation.

      wait so it's arguing that universities have an "innocent' view and aren't allowed to consider the erotic?

    11. This is what would prevent the degeneration of study into the heaping up of information. The task of students is to rally round the university, which itself would be in a position to impart the systematic state of knowledge, together with the cautious and precise but daring applications of new methodologies.

      oh shit that is really cool. I do wonder if this would work for the sciences though.... like since scientific knowledge is not systematic and would require specialization, I feel like Benjamin would not actually like that

    12. with the great metaphysical questions of Plato and Spinoza, the Romantics, and Nietzsche

      ok so he's arguing all students should be radicalizing and thining meta about learning and society

    13. It can be brought about only if the community ensures that specialized studies (which cannot exist without a profession in mind) and all the activities of the special disciplines are firmly subordinated to the community of the university as such,

      okay wait so is it suggesting that any specialty careers are communal rather than 1 person? like specializing = making yourself more palatable to a prticular job market = contributing to the philosophy of learning to work better?

    14. There can no longer be any question of a devotion to a form of knowledge that, it is feared, might lead them astray from the path of bourgeois security.

      basically if any job that knowledge is leading towards doesn't seem lucrative, then what's the point?

    15. They thought of students as teachers and learners at the same time; as teachers, because productivity implies complete autonomy, with their minds fixed on science instead of on their instructor's personality.

      OH FUCK. so students are discourages from connected with teachers because they are supposed to be teaching themselves really.

    16. By directing students toward the professions, it must necessarily fail to understand direct creativity as a form of communal activity.

      it only understand direct creativity as something to produce something else. it becomes individual again

    17. is flattered by everyone, and submits to all.

      students are flattered bc of their loyalty to their future (the workforce) and submits to the idea of work >>>>>> everything rather than questining the nature of stdying in the fist place

    18. The modern student body cannot be found in the places where the conflicts over the spiritual rebirth of the nation are raging – in the controversies about a new art – or at the side of its writers and poets, or indeed at the sources of religious life. This is because the German student body does not exist as such. Not because it refuses to join in the latest "modern" movements, but because, as a student body, it is completely unaware of all these movements;

      basically student body is SO CAUGHT UP IN THEORY TAHT THEY CAN'T APPLY IT AND ACTUALLY CHANGE THE WORLD!!! OH FUCK!!

    19. Their indecisiveness makes them inaudible.

      students' inability to choose between knowledge and society (as they are pitted against each other in this current state of society) is what silences them

    20. Only radical doubt, fundamental critique, and the most important thing of all – the life that would be willing to dedicate itself to reconstruction – are excluded.

      these things are what truly will push society to new levels of knowledge

    21. this truly serious sense of social work, which had no need of childlike attempts to empathize with the soul of the workers or the people – this spirit failed to develop in student communities.

      so he argues that student life has no "soul"

    22. he concept that service on behalf of the poor is the task of mankind, and not a spare-time student activity – that concept clearly called for a total commitment or nothing at all.

      oh fuck. can't even grasp teh concept of true charity/socialism

    23. In the public mind, such work still seems to be a peculiar mixture of duty and charity on the part of the individual. Students have not been able to demonstrate its spiritual necessity and for that reason have never been able to establish a truly serious community based on it, as opposed to one bound by duty and self-interest.

      ah okay so the nature of student life is an isolating one, since it cannot focus on the attainment of knowledge but rather only thinking forward to the workforce.

    24. The decisive factor, then, is not that socially relevant labor is nothing but an empty, undirected desire to be "useful." The truly decisive criticism is that despite all this it lays claim to the gesture of love, where only mechanical duty exists.

      oh shit. you have to claim to love teaching to do it, but to teach with the sole purpose of adding to the workforce means NOT acknowledging that knowledge can be further obtained beyond what we already know

    25. The socially relevant achievement of the average person serves in the vast majority of cases to repress the original and nonderivative, inner aspirations of the human being.

      oof so aiming to be average can make you not aspire for your dreams

      bc if you're not average, teh threat is houselessness. the threat is no survival at all.

    26. the students of today as a community are incapable of even formulating the issue of the role of learning, or grasping its indissoluble protest against the vocational demands of the age. It is necessary to criticize the independent student organizations and the ideas of those close to them because it will throw light on their chaotic conception of academic life.

      thesis related statement. Students go through learning without even meta-thining about the role of learning and how it plays into vocational demands of the capitalist workforce

    27. It is misleading to raise expectations in the individual if the fulfilment of these expectations negates the spirit that unites these same individuals, and the only remarkable and even astounding point to be emphasized here is the extent to which institutes of higher learning are characterized by a gigantic game of hide-and-seek in which students and teachers, each in his or her own unified identity constantly push past one another without ever seeing one another.

      oof how the student-teacher relationship can just be liminal and not substantiative at all, BECAUSE society just pushes students to get through as fast as possible rather than actually ENJOY LEARNING

    28. For the true sign of decadence is not the collusion of the university and the state (something that is by no means incompatible with honest barbarity), but the theory and guarantee of academic freedom,

      oh shit, we are free if we are free to learn without the constructs of capitalism constricting us!!! ("true sign of decadence")

    29. The objection that the modern state cannot otherwise produce the doctors, lawyers, and teachers it needs is irrelevant. It only illustrates the magnitude of the task entailed in creating a community of learning, as opposed to a body of officials and academically qualified people. It only shows how far the development of the professional apparatuses (through knowledge and skill) have forced the modern disciplines to abandon their original unity in the idea of knowledge, a unity which in their eyes has now become a mystery, if not a fiction.

      so the workers view knowledge as a fiction, and academia and working class are oppositely opposed

    30. Yet scholarship, far from leading inexorably to a profession, may in fact preclude it. For it does not permit you to abandon it;

      scholarship wants you to come back and feed it, in a way that makes it impossible to work/exist under capitalism. under capitalism, scholars are unproductive and useless

    31. So our concern here must be with inner unity not with critique from outside. And our reply is that for the vast majority of students, academic study is nothing more than vocational training. Because "academic study has no bearing on life," it must be the exclusive determinant of the lives of those who pursue it.

      dn't know what "it" is referring to here. academic study? vocational training? each make different arguments oof

      I think it means academic study, which means that for students, academics is EVERYTHING to them bc it has no bearing on life/studying is ONLY for working purposes

    32. The only way to deal with the historical significance of student life and the university is to focus on the system as a whole. So long as the preconditions needed for this are absent, the only possibility is to liberate the future from its deformations in the present by an act of cognition.

      basically he's trying to capture the present moment of student life and univesities in an attempt to change the system through cognition/understanding of the institution itself, in the present

      (rather than leaving it up to nebulous "oh humans will change" perception of time)

  4. Oct 2021
    1. (On one side of the performing space is a semitranslucent fold- ing screen, behind which can be seen a long table. In the cen- ter, a group of women, dressed like stereotypical prostitutes,

      side of table trnasclucnt screen

    2. b. They wave their arms and sing. The CHILD- MONSTER glares at the other one, more and more menacingly. He aims with his finger as though it were a revolver and kills the other child. Pum! He plays alone, his gestures increasingly

      oofies yikes that's probs why this is a child-monster character bc kills others

    3. Explanation: For For- eigners. (fierce and rude) Does anyone really need an explana- tion? If you want to act like actors, just go into a tenement and how] like dogs, throw a good scare into people. If you don’t have money, people will be even more afraid. Why scream? Why pretend? When no one can open his mouth, why would anyone scream gratuitously?

      there shouldn't be an explanation for acting like actors :?? (is that what this is saying?)

    4. August 6, 1971. The police burst into an old house with many rooms, like this one, in the city of Santa Fe. In one of the rooms they find eight hundred grams of trotyl. They say. One journalist and three members of the Grupo 67 theater are arrested. They’re taken to Buenos Aires on suspicion of subversive actions. The district attorney rec- ommended they be absolved on the benefit of doubt. They were absolved May 24, 1972.

      hmm okay so potentially planted trotyl but they all got pardoned

    5. POLICEMAN #2: What’s happening, sir? POLICEMAN #1: (He shows him the vial he’s just taken from his own pocket.) Trotyl! And the women are dead! Oh my! O thou pernicious caitiff!

      CORRUPTION (scapegoating for poison) -- alos they're litrealy just acting wtf tey aren't actually dead

    6. He opens the door of the box. Inside, two men are plastered together. The GUIDE puts the tin plate on their shoulders. They stretch their necks desper- ately, trying to suck up what’s on the plate. It falls. Matter of factly, to the audience.) They let it fall! What idiots! (He closes the door.)

      woah this is a weird scene

    7. Kids today! They don’t know how to play peacefully! Let’s get out of the way. I wonder if they’ll tie them up. (warns a policeman) Not the audience!

      ooooof literally blaming everyone but the cops, really doing the satirical "cops are the good guys" thing

    8. Policemen arrive, dressed like the cops in Charlie Chaplin’s The Kid, with large, prehistoric- type clubs. Music is heard. Their acting is crude. They imme- diately start hitting those in the longer line over the head.

      more police violence

    9. The Grr of scenes 3, 7, and 8 lies on the floor, shot, the pistol in her hand. The GUIDE looks at her, surprised. Then, matter of factly, push- ing them toward the exit.) Oh, sorry! Shall we?

      ok so she went through with what she was pushed to do for so long, and the guide ignores her with happy music too

    10. She’s Cinderella! It fits! Perfect! What luck, old girl! You win! A royal flush! (bows) Princess! My respects! (The WoMAN stares ahead, immobile. Surprised.) Aren’t you happy? What’s the matter? WOMAN: My darling! POLICEMAN: Your darling was stopped by a cop. (The POLICE- MEN exit arm-in-arm, tap dancing.)

      gross cinderella thing to catch the wife

    11. Explanation: For Foreigners. On the afternoon of July 13, 1971, Juan Pablo Maestre and his wife, Mirta Elena Misetich, were kidnapped by a group of men. Juan Pablo Maestre managed to run a few yards but then was shot. Mirta Elena Misetich ran in the opposite direction, losing a shoe. She was captured and pushed into one car; her hus- band was thrown into another. Shortly afterward, a police squad sent to the scene recovered the shoe and ordered the doorman of an apartment building to wash the blood from the pavement. The body of Juan Pablo Maestre appeared days later in Escobar. Of Mirta Elena Misetich there was no further news. Both belonged to the RAF, or Revolutionary Armed Forces. Juan Pablo Maestre, twenty-eight years old. Mirta Elena Misetich, the same age.

      another police ran thing to get rid of RAF (Revolutionary ARmed Forces) people

    12. On the far side, two POLICEMEN crouch, their expressions very attentive. In the center are the MAN and WOMAN, both heavily made-up. Their clothes are cheap, flashy; the WOMAN wears very high heels. All the acting is crude, in- fantile, and exaggerated. GUIDE: Attention. Ladies and gentlemen, this is the main course. So they tell me. Hope it’s true.

      main course interseting, another police scene w exaggerated acting

    13. (He pokes him. The man doesn’t move. He then lifts him by the armpits and puts him into one of the vertical boxes. He talks all the while, completely dissociated from his actions.) That’s how it is. In they all go but... who takes the potatoes out of the fire? The son of a bitch.

      hmm interesting

    14. Moving in unison, the FOUR MEN push them inside with kicks in the rump.) And stop mugging! (They close the door.

      so they trap the mother and husband for asking too many questions

    15. MOTHER and HUSBAND: (together) We’ve come to look for our poor Hermenegilda. FOUR MEN: (They come back, set the corpse down; it supports itself against the stretcher. Horrified.

      shit the family of the dead girl got here

    16. The GIRL of- fers desperate, mute resistance. She dies. The man gently lays her out, covers her with the sheet. Then he moves off and mixes in with the crowd, like one more spectator.)

      wow wtf they just had someone "kill" the girl from the audience very nonchalantly -- I mean lmao followed her wishes I guess

    17. MAN: I’m going back to my city! JUDGE: Can I go? OFFICIAL: Beat it! MAN: (resisting those who are making him sit) No, no, I was in prison! JUDGE: He’s free! Oh, such obsession! OFFICIAL: He’s free! What fascination! MAN: But I’m not! JUDGE: Yes, you are! So you better shut up! (turns his back, covers his ears)

      judge isn't listening to him when he says he's not actuallyf ree (not enforcing his ruling)

    18. MAN: You can’t let them go! They attacked me! I want to see my attorney! OFFICIAL: The one who gives the orders here is me. (to the oth- ers) And you, once again, (sweetly) why don’t you do your work?

      yikes

    19. Explanation: For Foreigners. July 7, 1971. Roberto Quieto, attorney, defender of political prisoners, resists a kidnapping attempt. Fortu- nately, the neighbors intervene and call a police squad. The kidnappers turn out to be policemen.

      oh shit also love the explanation: for foreigners

    20. OFFICIAL: One at a time, magpies. Who asked you anything? (to the group in the fight) And you, you’re prisoners in the name of the law. (He “aims” at them, with his finger. The SECOND GROUP OF MEN “handcuffs” them. They’re all, in- cluding the MAN, put into a line and tied together at the wrists.)

      oof gross ok so the man got attacked and then is being roped into stuff w his attackers whne the police come

    21. n the passageway, one of the vertical wooden boxes.

      another hallway scene, this time guide getting distracted by another thing rather than going to the thing that "Other guide" wants them to so desperately see

    22. (forcing her) There. There, that’s good. So capricious! Well, I don’t like people pulling my leg. You’re all wet. (puts his hand under her skirt) Even your little fire- cracker.

      YUCK

    23. HIEF: Husband? What husband? Take off your clothes. GUIDE: (quickly) Let’s go! Let’s get out of here! (claps his hands) Out! Where’s “Carnation, sleep and dream”? Who wants more wine? (pushes the group toward the door) Follow me! Quick! No dawdling!

      shit so as soon as things start to go rough about revolutionaries disappearing the guide pulls the scene -- was just trying to show the "kindness" of the police chief /eyeroll

    24. CHIEF: Exactly! Very good! (kisses them) Here’s a prize. (gives them each a piece of candy) CHILDREN: Thank you, sir! CHIEF: (to the MOTHER) Take them home. And don’t be long

      the children had to answer a very intense set of questions about Argentinian flag for the chief to approve, now they are getting to not be kidnapped and the mom gets to take them home

    25. They put the chairs together to make the car. All squeeze in. One of the POLICEMEN holds the hoop between his hands and handles it as though it were a steering wheel. He imitates the sound of a motor. The children wave. The POLICEMAN brakes suddenly. The others fall backward. They get out of the car, their gestures exaggeratedly frightened.)

      miming and pretend play for rly intense scene

    26. Explanation: For Foreigners. July 2, 1971. Marcelo Verdt and his wife, Sara Palacio de Verdt, were kidnapped by a group of eight men. Desaparecidos. Both were members of RAF, Revolutionary Armed Forces.® According to information in the newspapers, the wife, before disappearing, brought the children to her sis- ter for protection.

      creating all these incredibly dramatic and overdone scenes for very real events, maybe to cut them with humor or mabe to get folks to think a bit more in the moemnt rather than getting engrossed? (alienation effect almost?)

    27. (He opens. Joking.) Well? Have you dried yourself? How’s . . . (There are some men surrounding the GIRL. The GUIDE quickly closes the door, shoos the people away. With a false smile.)

      oh my gosh yikes, recurring theme of the guide not wanting to pay attention to injustice and unfair things imagine how that feels as an audience member. I wonder if the guides are the government or institutions and the audiences are supposed to be citizens almost

    28. he invites the group to have a glass of though to hit her. Remembers the audience. Smiles.) What wine.) Help yourselves, ladies and gentlemen. It’s on the negligence. (referring to the gun) I have to take care of every- | house. There’s no reason to be scared: you won’t have to pay thing around here. for it. It’s all included. Then we'll go on with our visit. (A GIRL: I’m thirsty. scream is heard. To the audience.) Who screamed? Who is the imbecile who screamed?

      oofie doofie i wonder if it was the girl who screamed, literally they're getting drinks right in front of her and she's been thirsty this whole time

    29. GIRL: I’m thirsty. scream is heard. To the audience.) Who screamed? Who is the imbecile who screamed? GUIDE #2: Then you’ll pee and be even wetter. (He shines his light on the walls.) There’s nothing here either. But I swear there was. And not this filth! (He slaps her skirt.) No way you’re a virgin!

      jesus christ

    30. Gentlemen, if you like, but . . . (to the GIRL, very surprised.) You did this? Your idea of fun? It was a saint’s head and they put a. . . (He finishes with an ex- pressive gesture.)

      no paintings, just a lewd grafitti making fun of religion amybe?

    31. another GUIDE appears. He claps his hands loudly.) GUIDE #2: Ladies and gentlemen! Please leave. Out, everyone out! Sorry. We have a few like machines without an off but- ton. If you would be so kind as to follow me. (The light in the room fades out.)

      woah okay so the first guide is too busy trampling the figure to even be the guide anmore

    32. Oh, this one has good light. Imagine, ladies and gentlemen, the faith, the her- oism of the first Christians. To pray in these pigsties. It gives me claustrophobia. (He spots a form covered with canvas in a corner, on the floor.) Here’s something. Finally! (He draws near.) Stand back a little, ladies and gentlemen. (with curi- osity) What is it? (He lifts an edge of the canvas, immediately lets it fall and steps back.) Puah! What a shitty surprise! VOICE: My God, why did I run? GUIDE: Sssh! (turns toward the audience, with a big feigned smile, gives the form a kick)

      guide finding a form and hiding it from the audience, ignoring the fight that just happened

    33. Suddenly, a group of men burst in, hurling themselves at a person in the audience who is talking with someone else. This other person is for a second paralyzed with astonishment. Then shouting, he throws himself into the fray.

      woah okay so a scene happens during a part of the play where guide is leading the audience somewhere, and "audience' member (actor in disguise) does this wole hting

    34. FATHER: He ran and ran and hit the good guys. And then, the good guys put him into the car as well. MOTHER: The good guys took them for a ride! ’Cause they’re so good! FATHER: So very good! MOTHER: And then what happened, Daddy? FATHER: Nothing more was ever known!

      woahhh okay so they re-told the story of Nestor Martins and Nildo Zenteno except calling the police "the good guys" and the resistors "the bad guys" and glorified the police and the violence and wow this is a lot and rly well done

    35. Explanation: For Foreigners. Seven P.M., Wednesday, December 16, 1970. Nestor Martins, at- torney, defender of political prisoners and trade unions, con- sults with his client Nildo Zenteno.*

      this feels unrelated to the rosie scene but damn

    36. The experiment was done in Germany and the United States.? Here among ourselves, it would be unthinkable, ab- surd.

      LOL even though it literally said earlier in the thing that it was replicated in teh US with the same results

    37. This experiment, with recorded screams and simulated tortures, was repeated 180 times. Un- fortunately, this teacher who continued his punishments to the lethal 450 volts was no exception. Eighty-five percent of the teachers proceeded in the same way. The same test was done in 1960 in the United States. The results? Sixty-six per- cent. They were obeying rules and weren’t responsible.

      "They were obeying rules and weren't responsible" -- that's the actual purpose fo the experiment right?

    38. EACHER: It was his fault. Wasn’t it? COORDINATOR: Yes, yes. Your work was magnificent! TEACHER: He didn’t even make an effort. A baby at the breast could have answered right. Some people like to fuck with you!

      big oof, dehumanizing the pupil

    39. Nation: prison, bars, Germany, torture. VOICE OF THE PUPIL: I don’t know! TEACHER: (his finger on the button) Out with it! VOICE OF THE PUPIL: Argentina! TEACHER: (beside himself) Germany, idiot! (He pushes the but- ton. The PUPIL howls.)

      ooooo

    40. He reads.) Plague: child, innocence, love, night. COORDINATOR: (very low) You forgot war. TEACHER: I did? COORDINATOR: Plague-war. It’s all right, let it go. It doesn’t matter. TEACHER: (low) Should I repeat

      teacher pupil power dynamic but also coordinator teacher power dynamic (mirroring)

    41. TEACHER: And then you’ll learn. PUPIL: Why will punishment teach me?

      pupil already questioning the experiment, also I wonder if this is being spotlighted bc punishment as learning could be a big part of culture in Argentina?

    42. Gentlemen: The subject of our experiment is to determine the pedagogical effect of punishment. To what degree does punishment accel- erate the learning process? Imagine. If with one slap a child learns to behave, we waste years teaching and persuading only with nice words.

      oofies maybe this is the experiment the guide was referencing earlier

    43. The group enters a white room that adjoins another, also painted white, but that may be smaller. In the first room, a small table with a cage full of white rats. On another table, a metal box outfitted with buttons and a microphone. Carefully folded on an ordinary chair, a white coat.

      Scene 4: white rooms with white everything

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