I could have chosen to hide out, to change my name, to dye my hair, and hope no one recognized me ever again. Instead, I decided to embrace the world that had dehumanized me, and all those who turned me into a product.
I cannot even begin to imagine the extreme impulse to want to hide or disguise yourself for the rest of your life after having your character completely disparaged to the world like that. However, hiding or especially disguising might also be difficult to maintain over time. I know that people must do it all the time but having to lie to people for the rest of your life must get tricky and/or exhausting. She mentions how the media created a sort of evil doppelganger of herself that people would tend to see over the real Amanda. If she decided to hide or disguise herself, she would only be doing the same in a way and while I can’t blame anyone for wanting to do that, I applaud her for being true to herself and her innocence. Also, how is there no legal recourse for specific situations like this with the media? I read that Italy was ordered to pay her around $20,000 for specific violations but that’s only half of the equation. How can the media just get away scot-free in specific situations like this?