Later, retelling stories about this dynamic to, my ~ife, my therapist, the occasional friend, filled me with incandescent rage. "Why do we teach girls that their perspectives are inherently untrustwor\hy?" I would yell. I want to reclaim these words-after all, melodrama comes from me/os, which means "music," "honey"i,a ~rama queen is, nonetheless, a queen-but they are still hot to·the touc'\ This is what I keep returning to: how people decide who is or is not an unreliable narrator. And after that decision has been made, what do we do with people who attempt to construct their own vision of justice?
In the passage titled Dreamhouse as Unreliable Narrator, Machado recalls her childhood and how her parents loved to refer to her as “’melodramatic,’ or even worse, ‘a drama queen.” Here, readers see that Machado is angry and upset to see her poetic outrage at the world’s injustice reduced to a plea for attention. In this passage, Machado understands that writing memoirs is sort of like constructing a home- it must be precise or else it falls apart. However, the problem is that women’s feelings are rarely ever considered precise. Therefore, when constructing this memoir; many question whether or not her version of the story is telling the accurate truth or if it’s her exaggerating. This passage goes back to the idea of Machado’s narrative form and the fact that Machado writes using vignettes/fragments- it is her way of telling her story as she is going back to her past. Memory does not happen in chronological order and here, Machado claims that when it comes to creative nonfiction; it is always an unreliable narrator in the sense that we ourselves are subjective as well as the things we remember. In the end, this is how Machado chooses to tell her story and anyone who attempts to change that ultimately destroy its original meaning and purpose.