Sarton truly stopped me in my tracks by her opening line to this poem, "It is not so much trying to keep alive// As trying to keep from blowing apart// From inner explosions every day." (269) I mean, wow, what a penetrating message. I know Sarton wrote a lot about everyday life and this would be an important adage to continue living. You have to remind yourself that to sustain your own life it the most important things. You can't control what others may do to you, but you can control yourself and that realization grounds you. It could also be alluding to all of the illnesses that befell Sarton, so that it would feel as though it were an inner battle everyday.