en. As Bakhtin(1986) explains, “there can neither be a first nor a last meaning,” but instead the totality of meaning exists in an infinite chain and “each individual link in it is renewed again and again, as though it were being reborn” (p. 146). In such a cosmos, change might not be a new perspective, but a deeper and more clarified affirmation of an existing one. Change might not be that I’m thinking something entirely new, but that I’m thinking in new or deeper ways about something I’ve come to accept.
This to me is an expression of life-long learning but also speaks to the fact that learning is not a destination but a never-ending process through which we journey together. In my experience, wobbling and deeper understandings rarely come on their own but rather are initiated by outside forces such as colleagues, teachers, and world events.