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  1. Nov 2017
  2. Sep 2017
    1. There was a squaw who spake to me to make a shirt for her sannup, for which she gave me a piece of bear

      She is being made to use her skills, not exactly what she wants to do in her life, but it helps her in these circumstances especially being able to eat, and trade for a bit of food.

    1. One of the Indians that came from Medfield fight, had brought some plunder, came to me, and asked me, if I would have a Bible, he had got one in his basket. I was glad of it, and asked him, whether he thought the Indians would let me read? He answered, yes.

      Maybe a glimpse of hope for the future? She is allowed to see one of her remaining children, as well as being able to worship/read in her own religious text.

    2. There I left that child in the wilderness, and must commit it, and myself also in this wilderness condition, to Him who is above all.

      Accepting herself now, as part of the wilderness itself. Grieving for her lost child, and grieving for her own life that has become so desolate.

    3. I then remembered how careless I had been of God’s holy time; how many Sabbaths I had lost and misspent, and how evilly I had walked in God’s sight; which lay so close unto my spirit, that it was easy for me to see how righteous it was with God to cut off the thread of my life and cast me out of His presence forever

      Repentance. Accepted her mistreated as God's punishment upon her unholy head.