You see, you have not been flowing with What Is. Instead, you have become increasingly aggressive in your attempt to make things fit within your present concepts, even though those concepts are moral, righteous, and upright. You are assuming that if you let go of this control, what will happen will not be moral, just, and upright.
Paul has become increasingly aggressive attempting to make things fit into his present concepts. It's not working.
His concepts are admirable - moral, righteous, upright - but they are standing in the way of the expansion of his Being.
He believes if he lets go of his concepts the result will not be moral, just, and upright.
